•°¹⁸°• Regrets─✵─────────

To cover one lie, one must tell a thousand.'

A lie here, another there; Jeongguk found himself lying to the most important people of his life. People who he never thought he'd be lying to. All becuse he couldn't keep it in his pants.

As Jeongguk pulled up in front of his house, with a giddy Taehyung in his passenger seat, he wondered if this was the best decision he could take at that moment. Bringing his fuck buddy to his house where his family lived was crossing a lot of lines that Jeongguk didn't expect to cross. But there was no backing up now.

"You look happy" Jeongguk commented, looking at the younger.

"First of all, I'm relieved. Second of all, we don't have to sneak around campus and your office to fuck" Taehyung said.

"You don't like my office? It's very artistic and neat" Jeongguk mused.

"I do! I like there. It's kinky when we fuck there"

Jeongguk chuckled. "Jieun is inside. So is Aria. So behave"

"Behave? Me? Don't you think you're the who should behave, Mr. Jeon? It's your dick that always makes it's way to my ass" Taehyung slurred.

Jeongguk scoffed.

"Besides" Taehyung added, "If you don't behave, I'll punish you, sir" Taehyung's hand shifted up his thigh, dangerously close to his crotch. Jeongguk gulped, high-key turned on by the words.

"Let's go inside" He said and quickly stepped out of the car.

Jeongguk helped Taehyung carry some of his stuff, what seemed to be books and art supplies. He didn't have much belongings, other than a suitcase full of clothes and art stuff.

The moment Jeongguk opened the front door for Taehyung to come in, they were welcomed by Jieun's cheerful voice.

"Taehyung! It's so nice to see you again" She chirped, clasping her hands together. "I was really exited when Jeongguk said you'll be staying here for a while"

Taehyung smiled at the woman. "Mrs. Jeon, I'm sorry for bothering you-"

"What nonsense! You're not a bother at all! After all aren't you and Jeongguk like friends now? You're always welcome at this house, Taehyung" Jieun said.

"Thank you, Mrs. Jeon. I'll forever be grateful for helping me"

Jieun waved her hand dismissively. "Now, you must be tired. I'll call you when dinner's ready. Go along now. Oh and, you're free to go anywhere in this house. Just tell me if you need anything at all"

"Thank you, Mrs. Jeon"

"Call me Jieun, darling" She said. "Jeongguk, will you help me make dinner tonight?"

"Are you tired? You should get some rest, Jieun. I'll manage dinner" Jeongguk said.

"Oh and I can help!" Taehyung offered.

"Thank you, both of you"Jieun said. "Aria is in her room. I don't know what's come over her. She refused to come greet you"

"Aria and Taehyung had had some quarrel. Let her be for now" Jeongguk said.

"Okay. I'll be in our room then. Make yourself at home, Taehyung" She patted Taehyung's shoulder and went upstairs.

After she disappeared upstairs, Jeongguk spoke."You're okay with the room you stayed at last time, right? There's another room upstairs..."

"No. That one is fine. Thanks" Taehyung said, making his way towards the hallway.

"This room is me and Jieun's study"Jeongguk said, pointing at the closed door roght in front of Taehyung's room. "Aria's and my rooms are upstairs. There's also one bathroom upstairs. The other bathroom, you used, there, at the end of the hallway. The kitchen and living room, you know"

"Yeah. Thanks" Taehyung stepped inside the room. It seemed to have been cleaned. The sheets had been replaced. Otherwise, it looked the same.

"I'll leave you. I'm going to start making you dinner at six" Jeongguk said, making his way towards the door after setting down Taehyung's stuff.

"Jeongguk" Taehyung called, making Jeongguk stop and turn around to look at Taehyung.

The younger boy was looking at him with those chocolate eyes of his. The sunlight flowing through the open blinds of the window behind him made his tan skin glow. There was some extraordinary beauty about the boy. Which was what attracted Jeongguk towards him in the first place. But on the other hand, Taehyung felt like someone that should be in Jeongguk's life.

Taehyung took a few steps towards Jeongguk and before he could process what was going on, Taehyung had cornered him to the wall while his other hand pushed close the door. Jeongguk stared at Taehyung with wide eyes, unsure of what the younger was going to do to him.

Taehyung stepped closer to Jeongguk with a devilish smirk plastered to his face, until their chests were touching. Jeongguk's breath hitched in his throat when he slowly brought his face closer to Jeongguk. Jeongguk closed his eyes, thinking the other boy was going to kiss him. Instead he felt a fan of hot breath on his cheek and Taehyung's lips touching his ear lobe.

He kissed his earlobe and Jeongguk sighed to the blissful feeling of his lips. Taehyung's hot lips left kisses from his earlobe, all the way down to the corner of his mouth. Taehyung's hands were on either side of Jeongguk's face and Jeongguk had rested his hands on the younger's petite waist.

When he pulled away the older of the two fluttered his eyes open. Taehyung had leaned away, but not too much, and was watching Jeonngguk.

"Thank you" Taehyung whispered. He brought his face closer to Jeongguk, his lips ghosting on top of his. "This means so much to me. I don't know what I'd do without you. Really. Thank you"

Jeongguk stared at Taehyung for a second ot two. Then he let out a dry chuckle. "Why are you like this? You already thanked me. This isn't like you. Decided to quit being a brat?"

Taehyung rolled his eyes. "I'm sincerely thanking you. Take it or leave it"

Jeongguk laughed. "There he is. My little brat" Jeongguk squeezed his waist.

"Fuck you, professor" Taehyung said, smiling.

"You'd want that, huh?"

Taehyung rolled his eyes again. Jeongguk couldn't deny that was hot. He quickly pecked the younger's lips.

"I'll get going now. I'll be upstairs if you need me"

"I need you now, professor" Taehyung whined.

"Not like that" Jeongguk said. "I should go now"

Taehyung let him go without further argument. He pouted cutely at Jeongguk.

"Get some rest and finish that assignment I gave you. Just because you've sucked my dick, doesn't mean I'll let you away with not completing that"

"Fine" Taehyung huffed.

Jeongguk smiled at him and took his leave, leaving a pouting Taehyung behind.

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If Jeongguk said that he was obsessed with Kim Taehyung, he wouldn't be lying.

A single hour didn't pass without the younger boy crossing his mind. His voice, his hands, his chocolate eyes, his thick thighs, his sweet cherry lips, his everything was beautiful... Jeongguk knew that this wasn't healthy at all. The fact that his obsession; his drug was only downstairs, only a couple of metres away from him, didn't help at all.

Jeongguk was walking on thin ice. He has become a prisoner of his own thoughts and his obsession only thrived. The more his relationship with Taehyung flourished, the more his bond with Jieun progressively deteriorated.

And less guilty he felt with every passing day.

Jeongguk hated it. But there are no regrets in life. Only lessons.

He wondered what the future help for them all. He knew that the truth was bound to be out one day. The truth would be out and the family he and his wife worked so hard to build would be in shambles. That was inevitable.

But with every kiss that felt like pure bliss and every time they fucked it felt better than the last time, he didn't know if he could stop, despite the consequences. His brain knew no logic. He was driven on lust.

He pitied Jieun. He didn't know why but that's all he felt for her. A remorse pity.

He looked at her now, lying in their bed, peacefully asleep. Jeongguk had thought she was beautiful fifteen years ago. But the last thing he had wanted to do was marry her one day. Now, she didn't make his heart race like back then. He didn't feel any lust when he watched her curvy, beautiful body.

She was everything a man could ask for. But Jeongguk only went after another.

If, by any chance, he'd stop things with Taehyung, it would be because of Jieun.

Jeongguk sighed, exasperated and feeling bad about himself. He hated himself. But he was too addicted to his drug by now.

"Jeongguk?" he looked at Jieun who laid awake on her bed.

"Hey" He smiled at her. "You awake?"

She hummed and waved him over. Jeongguk walked towards the bed and sat next to his wife who was lying on bed.

"What's wrong? You look bothered"

Jeongguk shook his head.

"Tell me" She urged. "You know I'd always take your side no matter what"

Jeongguk smiled at her sadly. "I'm sorry" He whispered.

Jieun furrowed her eyebrows together in confusion. "For what?"

"You look tired. Go back to sleep. I'll wake you up when dinner is ready"
Jieun didn't question further. So Jeongguk walked out of the room to the kitchen, ruffling his wet hair, that was fresh out of the shower. His heart felt heavier after the conversation with his wife.

But an hour or so later, he found himself on his knees in front of Taehyung, with a rock hard cock in his pants.

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