•°³⁴°•One Last Time?-✵─────────

A loud knock on the door awoke Taehyung with a jolt from his land of dreams. He raised his head in his post-sleep confusion and rubbed his eyes to get rid of the blurry vision. Morning light poured through the gap between curtains, igniting the small room with an orangish light. He realized that he wasn't in Jimin's room, like he had been for the past week or so. And the events of the previous night crashed down on him, a blush appearing on the apples of his cheeks as he remembered the way Jeongguk took care of him.

Another knock on his door had him snapping back to reality. Before he could get up and open the door, the handle rotated and a doll-like face peeked in from the small gap where Jieun had opened it.

"Good morning!" Jieun said, a smile appearing on her thin lips and eyes twinkling brightly. "Can I come in?"

Taehyung nodded quickly. Jieun walked inside and she closed the door behind her. She wore a blue blouse and a tight skirt, probably dressed up for work early in the morning. She walked around the bed and came to the side of the bed Taehyung laid on.

"Are you feeling better?" She asked.

Taehyung nodded. "Just a small headache"

Jieun nodded and placed her hand on Taehyung's forehead. "You still have the fever. Should we go to the doctor?"

"No I'm fine, Mrs. Jeon. There's no need"

"Still..." Jieun sighed. "Jeongguk went to the pharmacy to get you some meds. He'll make you some soup when he comes back"

"I'm troubling you so much, Mrs. Jeon. I'm sorry. I'll go back today. There's no need of any of this"

"Nonsense. Jeongguk doesn't have anything to do today. Besides, Aria already left in the morning to some hangout of hers so Jeongguk really doesn't have any work. He can take care of you" Jieun said.

"I'm bothering you, still" Taehyung had his head bent as he fiddled with his fingers. Jieun is too nice to him. But all Taehyung does his steal her husband right under her nose.

"I feel like you're my own child, Taehyung. You aren't bothering us at all. Besides, I still don't understand why you decided to move out. You could've stayed with us as long as you want"

"I can't leech off you for forever, Mrs. Jeon" Taehyung said with a chuckle.

Jieun laughed. "Do you have enough money for rent now?"

"When I get this month's pay, I'll gave enough money to pay rent for two months. Besides, I also got some money from my mom so I think I'll have enough money for tuition for the next semester"

"That's good to hear. But you can crash here anytime"

"Thank you, Mrs. Jeon"

"Anytime. I just came here to check up on you. Jeongguk told me your fever went down yesterday but you slept for almost twelve hours and when we checked up on you last night, you had a high fever. So we didn't wake you up"

Taehyung nodded. "Thank you for everything"

Jieun smiled. "You need to eat something. I should get going now. I have a trial today"

"Okay, ma'am" Taehyung smiled at her.

"Oh! I almost forgot to tell you!" Jieun said, just as she turned to leave. "I found this place you can stay in"

"Oh"

"It's about twenty minutes away from your campus and it's owned by an old lady. One of my friends' sons had also stayed there. And it's actually cheap"

"Oh can I get the address?" Taehyung said.

"Yeah. I'll text you the address," Jieun said. "Jeongguk had told me that you were looking for a cheaper place to stay. I think this place's rent is cheap. The boy who stayed there had just moved out"

"Thank you so much Mrs. Jeon. This means a lot" Taehyung said, actually feeling grateful. Jieun was actually a nice person. She doesn't deserve to get cheated on like this.

"Anytime" She smiled. She started to walk towards the door but she turned around again, eyebrows furrowed together looking skeptic.

"By the way...is that...Jeongguk's sweater?"

Taehyung's heartbeat sped up, blood rushing to his face and ears and he tried his best not to look suspicious. "Oh! Yeah. Mr. Jeon gave it to me yesterday because I didn't have anything warm to wear yesterday..."

"Oh right! Of course. I bet that's comfy" Jieun smiled.

"It is" Taehyung said, forcing a smile. Jieun nodded and turned around to leave again.

"Oh, um..." Taehyung started.

Jieun turned around, confused. "Yeah?"

"Congratulations"

"For what?"

"For your pregnancy"

"Oh!" Jieun beamed. "Thank you. I assume Jeongguk told you?"

"Yeah"

Jieun grinned. "Our little date went incredible thanks to you. We don't usually leave Aria alone at night and I don't know where to leave her if you weren't here. I waited until that day to tell him about it. I wanted it to be special"

"Mr. Jeon took it well?"

"Of course! He was really happy. I mean it's about time we had another child"

Liar

"Of course" Taehyung forced a smile.

"I'll leave now. I might not be home for dinner. Bye!"

Taehyung watched her leave, the door clicking shut behind her. He let out a sigh. His slight headache was pounding now. It wasn't like he expected her to tell him that Jeongguk was unhappy about the news. Taehyung thought that Jieun was the nicest person. She had been so welcoming to him. But hearing her lie, Taehyung wasn't so sure anymore.

-

It was in the late evening Taehyung woke up feeling much better. Jeongguk had given him medicine in the morning, with some soup. He hadn't had any appetite for food so he refused to eat anything and went right back to sleep. He only woke up now.

He could feel that his temperature had gone down and his headache seemed to have eased up. Taehyung sat up on the bed and his limbs weren't hurting like they did the previous day from the fever. The medicine Jeongguk had bought him from the pharmacy seemed to have worked.

Taehyung gulped down some water from the glass that was placed on the nightstand and got onto his feet. He still wore Jeongguk's clothes. He walked to the bathroom, deciding to take wash as he hadn't had one in more than a day.

After about thirty minutes he was done. He got dressed in some of the clothes he had left behind: a lose t-shirt and old sweats. Outside, the sky had turned into different hues of purple, red and orange from the rays of the dying sun.

He walked over to his bedside table, where his phone lay. He hadn't picked it up in more than a day. He unlocked it to see several missed calls from Jimin and his friends and a couple dozen messages. He answered some of them, texting his friends that he's alright and that he'll be coming to Jimin's place soon. He also saw a text from Jieun; the address he had asked for.

Taehyung neatly folded the cloths that he had been wearing, which belonged to Jeongguk, on the bed and exited the room. He closed the door behind him and started walking towards the kitchen.

He could hear the sound of utensils. Someone was cooking. Taehyung guessed it must be Jeongguk because Jieun said she wouldn't be home for dinner.

Taehyung slowly made his way towards the kitchen. He would leave as soon as he can. What had happened the previous day was a mistake. However happiness bubbled in his heart as he recalled the way Jeongguk had confessed to him. No matter how much Taehyung felt the same way or how much he wanted to be with Jeongguk, he couldn't. He needs to leave, before he hurts himself anymore. He needs to leave before he drowns even further in this endless pit of darkness.

He approached the kitchen, only to see Jeongguk cutting some carrots while he softly hummed a tune. He wore a lose shirt with sleeved rolled up and gray sweatpants. He didn't see Taehyung and continued with his work. Taehyung watched from the entrance, heart aching so much. He ached to go touch him, kiss him and tell him he loved him.

But he couldn't. So Taehyung watched from afar. If he doesn't leave now, all he would be able to do in his life is watch Jeongguk from afar. He might as well not look Jeongguk's direction at all. Because Jeongguk wouldn't divorce his wife. Not now, especially when she's expecting a kid. There was literally no hope for them.

It hurt. It hurt unbearably for Jeongguk was the only person Taehyung finally opened his heart up to. Throughout his twenty years of life, there had been so many chances he could've fallen in love. But he refused to. All his high school years, he was busy chasing money that he didn't have the energy to contribute to a relationship. He hadn't known love, ever. He hadn't until he met Jeongguk.

And he ended up falling in love with someone that could never be his.

Taehyung couldn't help it really. Jeongguk was so lovable. How could anyone not fall in love with him? Even though he cheated on his wife, he was truly a good person. He may be thirty years old. But he was a young soul. He had missed so much in his younger ages. What's so wrong with chasing after someone you actually love? Not someone who you were bound by a child with and you were forced to fall in love with?

Taehyung pitied Jeongguk. But there was nothing Taehyung could do about it. Part of him told him that if he leaves Jeongguk, he'd lose the one person who he truly cared about. And Taehyung really didn't want to leave him because if that. But...

Jeongguk was raised his head shortly and caught glimpse of Taehyung standing by the door. The moment his eyes landed on the younger, his eyes lit up and an adorable smile stretched his lips upwards, exposing his adorable bunny teeth.

"Taehyung!" he said, cheerfully. "You woke up? I was making you some soup. Come here"

Taehyung walked towards the counter. Jeongguk's smile grew as he did. And Taehyung couldn't help but return that smile.

Jeongguk washed his hands and walked towards Taehyung, hands holding the smaller boy's wrists.

"How are you feeling now?" Jeongguk asked, a hand reaching up to check his temperature.

"I'm feeling much better"

Jeongguk hummed. "Your fever seems to have gone down. You're really okay?"

"Yeah. I was actually going to leave"

"Leave? I'm making you soup! And sandwiches! The way you like them"

Taehyung smiled. "It's fine. I should get going" Taehyung said. "Is Aria and Jieun home yet?"

"No. They won't be home for dinner" Jeongguk said. "I'm making dinner for the two of us"

"I should get going"

"What's the hurry? Stay for dinner"

Taehyung sighed. "Jeongguk we shouldn't..."

Jeongguk stared, doe eyes wide with confusion. "What do you mean?" He still held Taehyung's hand.

"What happened last night was a mistake"

A look of hurt flashed across the older's face.

"You're married and we don't have a future. Literally. There's no us, Jeongguk. You know that. You know that more than I do. And we should try to be happy separately" Taehyung said. It hurt to say it. It hurt too much.

Jeongguk nodded. "I know. I'm sorry I confessed. I'm just screwing up your life more and more"

"No that's okay. I made you confess. I encouraged you to kiss me, cuddle me, and look where we ended up. Drowning in our uncontrollable emotions. But I'm glad you confessed. It's nice to see that someone actually loves me more than for my body"

"Oh Taehyung" Jeongguk said. He had hurt written all over his face. But this was meant to happen. He started fucking things up the moment he laid his eyes on Taehyung at the pub and decided to awaken his deepest darkest desires.

"Of course I love you for more than your body. I love you for who you are all you've been and all you're going to be" Jeongguk said.

Taehyung let out a chuckle. "That would've sounded so romantic if we actually had the chance to date"

"True"

"You're the only person who knows about my past. Even Jimin doesn't know" Taehyung said.

"I'm glad you told me. I feel special now" Jeongguk smiled.

"You are special. You're the first person I fell in love with"

"I feel like you're also the first person I've actually loved. I'm starting doubt I if I even ever loved Jieun" Jeongguk said in a small voice.

"I'm sorry you had to go through all that"

"Yeah. It is what it is" Jeongguk said. "But at least I got Aria, right? I'm glad that she's my daughter"

"Even though she tried to get a piece of me even after you told her to stay away from me?" And after she tried to force herself on me?

Jeongguk rolled his eyes. "Well...no"

Taehyung laughed.

"But she's still my daughter so I love her regardless of consequences"

"Whatever you say, mister"

Jeongguk smirked. "We're alone at the moment"

Taehyung raised an eyebrow. "And?"

"We can at least have dinner together before you leave"

"Oh yeah. Of course" Taehyung cursed himself for thinking about something else.

Jeongguk smirked. "It wouldn't take twenty minutes. Take a seat and wait"

"I'm good. How can I help?"

"You can't. I'm making you dinner" Jeongguk said, moving to the counter where he was cutting carrots earlier. Taehyung followed him. "Sit down and wait"

"You're such a brat" Taehyung said.

Jeongguk was about to pick up his knife but he halted. "Oh?"

"Oh" Taehyung smirked.

"Fuck off" Jeongguk said. "You were literally calling me daddy yesterday"

"I was sick!"

"You were in your right mind! You said you were the baby and I'm the daddy!"

Taehyung blushed scarlet as he remembered what he said. He wasn't feeling well. He needed to be taken care of!

"That was the fever talking!" Taehyung complained.

"So it was also the fever talking when you said you loved me too?"

"No!" Taehyung said quickly. "Of course not! I love you!"

"I love you too" Jeongguk grinned cheekily.

"You're such a kid" Taehyung said, rolling his eyes as he laughed.

"You're the only kid here" Jeongguk said and pinched Taehyung's cheeks.

Taehyung laughed. "Shut up. I'm literally going to leave you in like thirty minutes"

"Oh fuck" Jeongguk said. "I forgot"

Taehyung smiled, sadly. "I'm sorry. I know I'm all you got"

"Yeah that's true"

"And if I leave you'd have to be stuck with a woman you never had feelings for"

Jeongguk looked at Taehyung. "I'm sure I'll be fine if you would move on, really"

Taehyung studied Jeongguk. He looked so sad that it physically hurt to see Jeongguk like this.

"I'll be really okay if you're going to be happy" Jeongguk said. One of his palms reached to touch Taehyung's cheek. Taehyung immediately leaned into the touch, feeling relieved to have Jeongguk touch him.

"That's not fair. How can I be happy when you're not?" Taehyung whispered as he watched Jeongguk's doe eyes. Emotions swirled like galaxies inside them. So beautiful. Taehyung could stare into those starry eyes forever.

"Like you said, we'll be happy separately"

"But you won't be happy"

"I'll try" Jeongguk said. "Maybe with the new baby..."

"A new baby isn't going to bring back your feelings for your wife"

"Taehyung" Jeongguk said softly. "What else can I do? I can't divorce her"

"Let's run away together"

Jeongguk let out a breathy chuckle. "That's so childish. This isn't a fairytale, Taehyung"

"Yeah true" Taehyung said. "Maybe we'll be able to move on"

"Yeah. I'm just so small episode in your life, Tae. You're still young. You have your whole life ahead of you" They were dangerously close now.

Taehyung hummed. "I'll leave after dinner, then. I'll leave and never come back"

Jeongguk watched Taehyung closely. The older man's cheeks were scarlet. Their faces were so, so close that Taehyung could see the faint lines of freckles that decorated the apples of his cheeks; like stardust. Jeongguk was ethereally beautiful.

Taehyung leaned into his hand more, basking in the warmth maybe one last time.

"Yeah you should" Jeongguk said. "All I want is for you to be happy"

"Hmm" Taehyung's lips ghosted over Jeongguk.

It was that magnetic pull again. That strange feeling that took over every atom of Taehyung;s being every time they were together. And all Taehyung's mind told him was kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

From the way Jeongguk searched Taehyung's face, he could tell that Jeongguk felt the same thing.

Maybe one last time...

Taehyung kissed Jeongguk. The moment his lips met Jeongguk's cold ones, Taehyung was over him. It was as if they were two beasts who hadn't preyed in weeks, they lusted after each other's lips. Taehyung had fisted his hands on Jeongguk's shirt pulling him further in and Jeongguk's hand that was on the back of his waist, pushed his whole body towards himself.

It was all teeth and tongue. Taehyung had been starving. And he wanted more and more and more. He wanted Jeongguk. He wanted to do so much but-

Jeongguk pulled away, gasping. Saliva glistened his lips and his cheeks were flushed scarlet. His previously combed hair was a mess. A hot one though.

"We shouldn't" Jeongguk whispered.

Taehyung's breathing was uneven. "Yeah" He breathed out. "We shouldn't" And he smashed his lips against Jeongguk.

It wasn't much surprising when Jeongguk started kissing him with the same fierceness; the same hunger. The same need. It wasn't like the previous night, where it had been sweet and romantic. This was a full-on sexual kiss. They had been starved of this kind of thing. And Taehyung was feasting now,

Taehyung felt Jeongguk's hands travel to his ass and the next moment, he was being lifted up so effortlessly onto the kitchen counter. The kiss broke for a split second but Taehyung was quick to pull Jeongguk back in, their heads now on level with each other. Jeongguk held the back of Taehyung's head, pushing him towards him more and their teeth crashed and tongues made wet noises in the silence of the house.

They finally pulled away after what felt like minutes. They were both gasping for breath at that point. But Taehyung wasted no time. His hands were quick to undo the buttons of Jeongguk' shirt.

"We shouldn't" Jeongguk whispered, gasping for breath as he did.

"Fuck yeah" Taehyung said as he snapped open the last button. "Come here"

Jeongguk did. He grabbed Taehyung from his hips and pushed him towards himself, their hips colliding and Taehyung could already feel Jeongguk's hardness through his sweatpants.

Taehyung let out a deep chuckle and Jeongguk wasted no time. He attached his lips onto Taehyung's neck. Taehyung closed his eyes and bit his lip as Jeongguk nibbled down Taehyung's neck, probably leaving a trail of bruises. He wanted to tell Jeongguk to hurry up and to fuck him because this will be their last time.

That's what Taehyung told himself when he decided to kiss Jeongguk. And that's what he said to himself as he reached to grab Jeongguk's hard cock through his sweats.

A rough moan escaped Jeongguk, lips leaving Taehyung's neck to look at him with eyes pooled with lust. So he grabbed the younger again and captured him in a knee-weakening kiss. He tilted his head, deepening the kiss and their tongues tangled together yet again. Lust and need fuelled their kiss as they hungrily devoured each other.

There was liquid fire burning through his veins, electricity sizzling through his spine and the excitement made Taehyung feel like he's going to combust. Jeongguk kissed him like there was no tomorrow. He poured all his love, need and lust into it and Taehyung felt like he could dissolve in the intensity.

He wanted to tell Jeongguk he missed him. He missed this. He missed being able to love Jeongguk. He missed being this close to him. He missed his kisses and touches. He missed the mind-blowing sex.

No one could fuck Taehyung the way Jeongguk does.

Jeongguk groaned into Taehyung's mouth. The sound reverberated through his bones and he could feel his cock twitch. Jeongguk's hands crept under Taehyung's shirt, feeling the soft skin under his hands, pinching here and there, as he kissed Taehyung. Soon the shirt was off and Jeongguk's hands were quick to move to Taehyung's sweatpants. He pulled them down, breaking the kiss while he did, and took out Taehyung's cock from his boxers.

Jeongguk pumped him up and down and Taehyung threw his head back, a moan escaping him. Jeongguk watched him, pure lust overflowing in his eyes. Taehyung couldn't just watch as Jeongguk pleasured him. So he struggled to take Jeongguk's cock out of his sweatpants.

Jeongguk stopped him. There was a devilish smirk adorning his lips and it had Taehyung's heart leaping in his chest. Jeongguk had taken hold of Taehyung's wrist and stopped him from taking off the older's sweats. He drew the hand away from his own waistband and instead, placed it over the sweatpants, making taehyung feel his hardness through the material.

"Fuck" Taehyung cursed out. He doesn't remember being so aroused in a while. "So hard for me"

Jeongguk's smirk only grew. He attached his lips onto Taehyung's chest, sucked here, and nibbled there until he moved to his rosy nipples. A loud moan left Taehyung's lips as Jeongguk started sucking on his left nipple as he twirled the other between his thumb and index finger. Taehyung threw his head back, unable to contain the pleasure.

Jeongguk took liberty in torturing his nipples for another couple of minutes before leaving a trail of kisses and moving to his neck again. Taehyung felt Jeongguk's hands on his ass and and he felt them squeeze the flesh over the thin material of his boxers before slowly taking them off.

Now, Taehyung sat naked on the kitchen counter of the Jeon household. The granite was cold against his ass. But he didn't mind. Because he could feel Jeongguk's hands on his ass as he left more marks on Taehyung's neck.

"Fuck me now" Taehyung whined, losing his patience.

"Patience, baby" Jeongguk muttered against his neck. "I'll fuck you so good"

"I missed this, professor"

"I know baby. Me too" Jeongguk said. He licked a stripe along Taehyung's neck and the younger gasped.

Jeongguk's hand slipped under Taehyung's ass and he raised himself a little to allow access until Jeongguk's finger was prodding at his hole. Jeongguk's other hand was busy twirling a nipple. Taehyung was going insane with all the pleasure provided to him and his erection stood proudly between his flat stomach and Jeongguk's hard abs.

Taehyung reached to touch Jeongguk's cock. He could feel how hard it is. He could feel how big it is and taehyung couldn't wait to have that inside him. No matter how many times Taehyung had taken Jeongguk, it felt like he could never get used to it.

Taehyung was about to slip his hand under Jeongguk's sweatpants and take out his cock when-

"D-Dad?"

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