•°²¹°• Desperate ─✵─────────

"I want you to be my boyfriend"

"Aria what the fuck" Taehyung said, bewildered. He couldn't believe what he was hearing. Is this girl dumb? Does she simply not understand the word rejection?

"Why are you trying to make yourself look so desperate? I don't have feelings for you. I never did"

"Because I am!" Aria cried, making a few passerby pedestrians shoot them looks. Aria continued nonetheless. "I am desperate! I desperately want you to be my boyfriend!"

"What use would you have by forcefully dating me? You're pretty. You can easily get a boyfriend around your age! Besides, you're just a kid. You're supposed to be studying. Not go after boys and read smuts" Taehyung said.

"That's not the point"

"I just don't understand why you'd want me to he your boyfriend. You just found out that I'm basically a whore and I have a shitty past. Also I sleep around with any hot girl or guy I meet" which is not true at all because the only person he sleeps with is Jeongguk.

"I don't care! My friends think we're still dating" Aria said. Damn, she sounded desperate.

Taehyung laughed humourlessly. "Oh this is why you're so desperate"

Aria glared at Taehyung. "Just pretend to be my boyfriend. Go on dates with me and I won't tell my parents about your past. And don't tell my father about what I asked too"

Taehyung let out an exasperated sigh. Pretending to be Aria's boyfriend isn't a big deal. But he was practically hooking up wit the girl's father. And Jeongguk would be mad if he finds out Taehyung agreed to be Aria's boyfriend...even if it's just for the show.

He wondered if he would be mad if he did this with someone who isn't Jeongguk's daughter.

Taehyung had never dated anyone in his life. Aside from Aria. Even that, he just agreed to date her back then because she was pretty.

Taehyung knew that he treasured what he had with Jeongguk. Part of him wanted to have a dating experience with Jeongguk. Jeongguk and Taehyung weren't friends. They weren't boyfriends either. But he did want to have late night talks with Jeongguk. He wanted to cuddle Jeongguk to sleep and not just after sex. He wanted to go to a nice coffee shop and drink hot chocolate while talking to Jeongguk. He wanted Jeongguk to rant to him after a long day at work. He wanted to know what it'd be like to date Jeongguk.

He bet it'd be a blissful experience.

But he didn't really like Jeongguk? He didn't really know if he had feelings for the guy. Maybe the cause of the confusion is that Taehyung knew, deep beneath him, that Jeongguk is a married man and he and Taehyung would never have a clear future. Therefore it's useless to develop feelings for him.

"Jeongguk wouldn't like it" Taehyung found himself mumbling as he was lost in thought.

"Of course he wouldn't. He wouldn't want me dating a guy like you. He already made that clear" Aria said from beside Taehyung.

Taehyung diverted his gaze to the girl. "Why not tell your friends that I cheated on you and make a sob story? Make me the bad guy. I don't care"

"You idiot! Don't you get it? Not a single girl from my school has ever had the opportunity to date someone as hot as you. Not even those popular girls. They were drooling back in January when they found out that I'm dating you"

"That's so pathetic" Taehyung said. "You'd go against the wishes of your dad for what? Some temporary exhilaration? At the end of the day none of that popularity bullshit is going to matter. The only thing that's going to matter is your personality. You have no idea how lucky you are to have your both parents who are always so caring about you. They love you so much. You should not go against their word, Aria. You'll regret it one day. They only want the best for you"

Aria stayed silent for a few minutes.

"This isn't going to do me any harm. I'm just asking you to pretend. I don't want you lecturing me about parents when you clearly have none. Tell me if you're taking the deal or not"

Taehyung rolled his eyes. Rude much?

"Fine" Taehyung said. This can't do him any harm, right? He needs to keep his secret from Jeongguk.

"Good" Aria said.

Taehyung sighed. This girl seriously doesn't learn her lessons.

-

The evening sky was lit up in different shades of pink and orange by the time Jeongguk got home from university. He had been working the whole day, despite it being a Saturday. He had an event to organize as well as the exam to prepare. Needed to say, he was exhausted.

He opened the front door to his house and went inside. He heard the chatter of some tv show coming from the living room as he took off his shoes. He was welcomed by Jieun, rushing from the living room to greet Jeongguk. He smiled the moment he saw her.

"You look tired" Jieun commented.

"I am" Jeongguk said. He really was.

"I made supper. Go and take a wash so we can eat. The kids are in their rooms" Jieun said.

"The kids?" Jeongguk mused, confused.

"Yes. Aria and Taehyung"

Jeongguk laughed. "Taehyung is a kid?"

"Well, yes. Isn't he? He's your student"

"I guess" Jeongguk said. It'd be really weird to think both Aria and Taehyung as kids. Aria is a kid. Taehyung wasn't. At least not to Jeongguk. Taehyung was...his fuck buddy? Is that the word? But is felt like Taehyung was more than that in some aspect.

"Are you hungry?" Jieun asked.

"Famished" Jeongguk said.

Jieun giggled. "I made you your favourite. Mac and cheese"

"Yay I love it" Jeongguk laughed.

"I swear you're such a kid sometimes" Jieun said, laughing.

"I'm literally 30 years old"

"Your looks and personality says otherwise" Jieun said. "Hey I was going to tell you something"

"What is it?"

"Can we go on a date this week?"

"A date?" Jeongguk asked, bewildered.

"Yes. We've never been on one. Just two of us though."

"Oh"

Jeongguk wondered how Taehyung would feel about this. Jeongguk would dislike it very much if Taehyung goes on a date with someone. It was almost unfair to think that.

Jieun and he had never been on a date. Thinking back, he never got a chance to fall in love with her. Normal couples go on dates and get to know each other before getting married. But they just lived together for a while and then got married right after they entered college. The five years Jeongguk lived with Jieun, they had lived in his parent's house and they were just kids. They were oblivious of the meaning of love.

Jeongguk thought that he had fallen in love with Jieun somewhere along the lines of living together and marriage. If he truly had fallen in love with her, would he lust after Taehyung? Would he really chase after him? Would he think of ways to sneak into Taehyung's bedroom that moment while Jieun was talking about going on a date with him, just to go and steal some kisses from Taehyung to ease his stress? When his wife was right in front of him?

He guessed the answer was no.

Knowing that, he had nothing he could actually do about it.

"Not this week. I'm really busy. Maybe after the student exams are over. I'll make some time" Jeongguk said. It's just a date. It means nothing.

"Of course" Jieun said.

"I'll go take a wash" Jeongguk said and walked upstairs, shooting a glance towards Taehyung's closed bedroom door.

After dinner was over and both Aria and Taehyung had sprinted off to their rooms after bidding goodnight to both Jieun and him, Jeongguk found himself alone in the kitchen with his wife.

He longed to talk to Taehyung. But there was no space to. Maybe tomorrow morning he'd go to his room and...destrss himself.

"Jeongguk you go to sleep. I'll finish doing the dishes and come" Jieun said.

Jeongguk nodded. He really did need some sleep. He was exhausted and quite stressed.

He made it to his and Jieun's bedroom and made himself comfortable in the sheets getting ready to sleep. But even almost 20 minutes later, sleep seemed nowhere close.

So he lay awake on the bed alone, staring at the ceiling. Even when Jieun came inside after a wash and changed herself into one of her silk nightgowns, he was awake.

Jieun turned off the lights except for the lampshade on her side of the bed, getting ready for sleep.

"Can't sleep?" Jieun asked, climbing to her spot beside Jeongguk.

Jeongguk hummed. He continued to wordlessly stare at the ceiling, lost in thought. He wondered if Taehyung was asleep. Probably not. The boy stays awake studying late at night. And it's not that late yet. He wondered if there was any way he could sneak out of his bedroom and meet Taehyung. He missed spending time with him. He wondered what Taehyung did that day while he was away. Could he not pretend to visit Aria and sneak into Taehyung's room? Or sneak out of bed after Jieun is asleep?

Call him desperate but he just needed to spend some time alone with Taehyung. But he guessed he couldn't.

Jeongguk let out a heavy sigh.

"What's wrong?" Jieun, who was reading a book from beside Jeongguk, asked him.

"Huh? Oh nothing. Just stressed"

Jieun set her book on the nightstand and looked at Jeongguk. Feeling her gaze on him, Jeongguk turned his head to look back at her.

"Want me to do something about it?"

"What?"

Before Jeongguk could process the question, Jieun had already climbed on top of Jeongguk. Jeongguk whimpered surprise as he felt her ass press against his flaccid cock.

"I can destress you " Jieun smirked.

"N-no it's fine" Jeongguk stammered. He and Jieun hadn't had sex since the day he started teaching Taehyung.

Jieun didn't listen to Jeongguk's words as she pulled down Jeongguk's pyjama pants, revealing a very flaccid cock. He wasn't turned on at all. Especially not when Jieun was on top of him.

Jeongguk sucked in a breath as Jieun's small hands wrapped around his length, slowly stroking him, trying to get him hard.

Jeongguk, not knowing what else he could do in this situation, decided to go with the flow. Even though he didn't want to have sex with her, how could he say no to his wife when they haven't had sex in nearly two months? He concentrated on the feeling of Jieun's hands stroking him.

A few seconds passed and Jieun was still stroking him and shit shit shit why wasn't be hard yet?

Why wasn't he hard? He wasn't even half hard. Fuck, this shouldn't be happening. He was supposed to be hard when his wife was providing him pleasure.

Why...

Jieun continued to stroke him patiently, trying to make him hard but no avail. The act proved useless.

Jeongguk closed his eyes, willing himself to grow hard. But it didn't work that way. So he opened him eyes to look at Jieun. She was beautiful. She had a beautiful body. A strap of her red nightgown had fallen off her shoulder and the fabric that hung loosely on her figure revealed her full breasts halfway. She looked sexy, no doubt.

But why wasn't Jeongguk hard yet?

Any man would've been hard and leaking at this point. But not Jeongguk. What was wrong with him?

Jieun, seeing that her hands were not working, started mouthing on his cock.

But nothing. Jeongguk didn't even hiss at the feeling. It was just wetness on his cock. Nothing else. If this was Taehyung he'd been squirming and leaking pre cum by now.

Oh....Taehyung

If it was Taehyung who was stroking him now, instead of Jieun. His rosy lips glistening with saliva as he swirled his tongue over Jeongguk's slit. Long fingers tight around his hardness as he took more and more of him in his mouth, bobbing his head up and down. The wet heat making Jeongguk thrust into Taehyung's mouth. The way Taehyung would stare at him with those glassy eyes, wide as he took Jeongguk's cock deeper and deeper, the tip of his cock hitting the back of his throat.

Jeongguk moaned.

He saw Jieun bobbing her head up and down his length, that was now hard.

He was hard. After a series of thoughts of Taehyung crossed him mind. Why the fuck couldn't he get hard for his own wife?

He let it slide as more and more thoughts of Taehyung crossed him mind. There's no going back now. Hormones were singing in his veins.

He imagined Taehyung sucking him off instead of Jieun. Taehyung's mouth being fucked by Jeongguk, instead of Jieun.

He was closing up on his climax. He quickly removed Jieun's mouth iff his cock with a grunt. She looked at him confused. But she didn't have much time to process it because Jeongguk flipped them over until Jieun was under him.

He looked watched her under him, eyes big and lips wet. She was beautiful. But Taehyung was more beautiful. He felt guilty to even think those things in the presence of his wife. He couldn't possibly do this with his wife looking at him like this.

"Turn"

It took a while for her to understand what Jeongguk wanted her to do but in seconds she had her head buried in a pillow and her ass up in the air.

Jeongguk quickly shrugged off his clothes and took a condom and quickly slipped it on. This is the least he could do for her. Better finish what he started.

He entered her wet hole without warning and quickly started thrusting, needing to get it over with. He held her from her hips. As he fucked her, all he could think about was the way Taehyung's ass was so much more plumper and the way he was tighter. How soft Taehyung's skin was and the way his moans were a thousand times more heavenly that Jieun's.

And as he thrived in his imagination of fucking Taehyung instead of his wife, he came, a grunt escaping as pleasure shot through his whole body.

After both of them were done and Jeongguk cleaned himself up and Jieun, he wordlessly closed his eyes, trying to fall asleep. He was feeling too guilty to talk to her after what he just did to her.

And when Jieun cuddled to his side, no matter how much he wanted to push her away, he couldn't.

And as he tried to ignore what he did, to not feel guilty because of what he did to Jieun, he realized something.

He realized that he wasn't feeling guilty only for what he did to her. He felt like he cheated on Taehyung. Because Taehyung was loyal to Jeongguk.

Jeongguk felt like he should be too, despite him having a wife, as ridiculous as it sounds.

And Jeongguk was fucked. He was utterly, brutally fucked because he had to imagine Taehyung to to get hard for his wife. This isn't something that should even be happening.

Jeongguk didn't know what to make if this whole scenario.

All he knew was that he's gonna wake up early tomorrow morning and go kiss Taehyung and fuck him hard until he couldn't remember what fucking Jieun ever felt like.

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Sara💜