(written june 30th, 2017)

for the longest time, it seemed like a hobby of mine was questioning everything.

sometimes, i would question something shallow and laughed upon, like what outfit i should wear today. and other times, deeper topics like what is the point of our very existence when our life will come to an end.

lately, i have been questioning and experimenting.

i have been trying to find out what was missing.

alas, breaking up with my boyfriend made me realize;

i am a minority.

there is no doubt.

i am an agnostic female asian immigrant to canada, living in a suburban neighbourhood under a catholic roof.

and i am bisexual.

i realize that all the doubt, all the questioning, all the experimenting must've ment something.

after my first kiss with my now ex boyfriend, i realize that i am not 100% straight.

after a while, i admitted to myself that i feel attraction to anyone, no matter gender.

i am bisexual.

i am a minority.

i am me.

-ea