youngjae decided to sit as far away as possible from jaebum. its the class before lunch and youngjae was getting impatient, he wanted to be alone so bad. when the bell rung, jaebum stood up to go to youngjae but before that even happened youngjae had dashed out of the room already.

youngjae quickly went to the most quiet area in the place, the field. youngjae placed his bag down and laid under a tree. he closed his eyes as he rethink his life and enjoyed the silence at the same time.

he felt someone sat beside him, making his eyes shot open. he sighed when he saw the person as he closed his eyes again. "what are you doing here alone?" the person asked. youngjae sighed again, "i should ask you the same question, jimin-hyung"

youngjae looked at the blonde man who only chuckled. jimin laid beside youngjae as they both stared at the sky. "why did you change all of a sudden?" jimin asked making youngjae look at him in confusion. "what do you mean?"

"when we first met, you were all like, 'hello jiminie-hyung! nice to meet you!'" jimin said with an exaggerated high pitch voice making youngjae playfully roll his eyes. "lol seriously though, why the sudden change? you went from this person who was amused by flowers to chic guy who can fuck 10 people in one night" jimin laughed. youngjae hugged his legs as he turned around, making jimin face his back.

"aish, hyung..leave me alone..i'm sad, i'm depressed, i'm ugly, i'm stupid.." youngjae started to ramble as he gripped on the grass. soon, he let go off the grass and patted it gently. "sorry, grass." youngjae said quietly.

jimin chuckled as he patted youngjae's butt making him whine. jimin stood up, "well, buddy. even if i still want to know why, but lunch is almost over and classes are about to start. you should go too!" jimin exclaimed making youngjae sigh.

youngjae played with the grass, "i'm too emotionally tired to go to class hyung.." he said and jimin sighed. he bid youngjae his farewell as he left youngjae, laying there alone. youngjae sighed for the fucking 2940812 time as he remembered his memories with his parents.

he felt a tear roll down as he quickly wiped it away. he decided to go home. since he didn't have a license to drive (nor the skills to drive) he decided to walk instead, since he was too scared to take the bus alone.

he sadly walked home as he thought about his life. he was sad but he didnt really know why, and he was confused with his relationship with jaebum. yes, his heart races whenever jaebum does something sweet, but he was afraid that jaebum might not feel the same.

youngjae realized he was already at his destination, sighing before going in the building, riding the elevator up to their floor. soon, the door opened as he walked out. he saw two men hugging each other in the hallways making youngjae bit his lower lip and walk to their apartment faster.

youngjae decided to ignore the thought of him and jaebum being like that as he quickly grabbed the extra key under the mat and opened the door. he threw his bag on the side and closed the door.

since he was very tired, youngjae decided to take a nap. he laid on their bed as he looked at jaebum's spot. he smiled sadly as he pulled the blanket up to his shoulders. and suddenly, a voice popped up in his mind.

"i love you, youngjae."

the position he was in was oddly familiar as he tried to remember. then, everything that happened that night he got drunk came back to him as he gasped.

"jaebummie loves me?!"

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hey yall lmao

i decided to do that q&a thing lol

leave ur questions here hah

JB

MARK

JACKSON

JINYOUNG

YOUNGJAE

BAMBAM

YUGYEOM

BTS

ME

lol bye thx 4 reading this trashy chapter