In that disastrous phase of their life, she was depressed. She was waiting for the night, just to spend a quality time with her someone special. First time after that day he is going away from her. no that was not making her sad, it was the fact that he was waging a war against the well-known Mughal Emperor- known for his cruelty and betrayal. The important and the foremost reason was that there was no guarantee for her suhaag.

From morning she was waiting. She got to know about this in the court. She was upset since. She had no option but to accept the fact. She also knew she will have to be his strength and not his weakness. The only solution for this could be given by her Kanha ji. She soon took her place under his feet.

Kya karen hum kanha?

Hume yeh samajh nahi aata, veh kya karna chahte hai?

Pata nahi uss Akbar se ladkar kya karna chahte hai?

Hum jante hai ki aap hi hume aap hi uttar de sakte hai.

Hume dijiye na Kanha ji uttar.

Maa

Ji Amar

She was shedding tears in that process. She tried to wipe her tears when she heard her son's sound. But he was quick and held her hand and stopped her from doing so.

Maa apke aankoh se aasu kyu nikar rahe hai?

Kya hum kahan ro rahe hai?

Maa hum jante hai

Nahi Amar

Maa hume batyiye na. Kahi dhajiraj ne apko daatha toh nahi?

Arey Amar isse koi baath nahi.

Toh thik hai. Aap jume naa batayiye. Hum dhajiraj se pucch lenge.

Nahi Amar

Hum chale dhajiraj ke paas

Rukiye Amar

She kept stopping him but he did not stop. He ran away. This was a happy moment for her but this not a bit helped her to overcome her sadness. This fear or this sorrow could only be overcome if she would talk to that someone special. But how was the question.

Kunwaranisa, Maharanisa ne aapko bulaya hai.

Ji hum milte hai unse

She hurried to her mother like figure's chamber. She was busy with her Kanha ji.

Pranaam ranimaa.

Aap aa gayi

Ji. Ashirwad dijiye.

Sada sukhi reh

Ranimaa vaise apne kyu bulaya.

Beto hum batate hai.

Kal toh yudh shuru ho raha hai aur sare Kshatriya yudh mein ja rahe hai.

Haan ranimaa

Toh kshtraniyo ka bhi kartavya hai na kal se

Hum samjhe nahi ranimaa

Hum yeh kehna chate hai ki hume Jauhar ke liye tyaar karna hogo.

Ji ranimaa hum samjh gaye.

Accha hua. Aap aur saare kshtraniyo ko bata de.

Ji ranimaa. Aagya dijiye.

She left the room with a heavy heart. One side was the fear of her suhaag and on the other side was Jauhar. Now she had no option but to break down and release her pain. She first helped out other ladies in cooking. It was dinner time and as the Kunwarani she had to be there. She served the food to all and waited for all the men to finish their food.

When everything was done, the special person went with his dad to discuss the strategies. She thought to talk to him but no he had no time for her. He was totally busy with the war. No more could she control and ran to her chamber. She thought nobody saw her but she had misunderstood. Someone saw her crying once again. It was none other than her son Amar.

He knew her pain, he ran down his dhajiraj to ask him the reason for his mother's pain. He knew this also that if he asks his dad directly he wouldn't tell not tell so he took his dad with him to where his mother was crying.

Amar kaha le ja rahe hai hume?

Dhajiraj chaliye na. Apko pata chal jayega.

Thik hai chaliye

In front of the room

Dhajiraj, maa subah se ro rahi hai. Abhi bhi ro rahi hai. Aap hi unse baat kijiye.

Aap jayiye so jayiye. Hum baat karenge unse.

He entered the room. She was busy crying and did not notice him enter. As usual she thought he would be late. But she was wrong. She was sitting on the bed facing the window. He knew how badly she was hurt by hid decision to wage a war. He had no option also.

He want and clinged to her back. She was totally surprised.

Kaun?

Hum hai.

Aap

Koi galti hai kya. Hum apne kamre mein nahi aa sakte hai hai?

Arey arey humne isa kab kaha?

Nahi toh apne isa nahi kaha.

Waise humari Ajab kyu ro rahi thi.

Ji hum kaha ro rahe the?

Ajab, Amar ne hume bata diya sab kuch. Ab batyiye ro kyu rahi thi?

Kunwar Pratap , humne kaha na hum nahi ro rahe the.

Accha toh yaha aasu kyu hai? (Touching her cheeks)

Yeh... (she wipes the tears away.)

Ajab humse aap jhut na kahe toh hi accha hai varna apko dandh bugathna padega.

Kunwar pratap humne jhut kab kaha?

Ajab apne nahi kaha jhut. Accha hum jante hai ki aap kyu ro rahi thi.( they stand up and are facing each other)

Kya aap jante hai?

Ji hum jante hai.

Toh batayiye

Aap yudh se daar rahi hai na??

Ji.. nahi

Aap phir se aap jhut keh rahi hai.

Apko lagta hai Ajab, daar. Aur isme galthi nah hai.

Hume lagta hai daar Kunwar pratap. Uska itna vishal sena hai aur humara...

Nahi Ajab, yudh sena se nahi balki sahaas se jita jata hai.

Lekin Kunwar pratap...

Kuch lekin nahi Ajab. Hum toh yudh jiti jiyenge.

Lekin kaise?

Humare paas aap Jaisi itni sundhar, sushir ardhangini jo hai .

(she blushes)

Arey wah aap toh sharma rahi hai!

Kunwar Pratap!!

Ajab hum pe vishwas kijiye, hum apke liye laut ayenge.

Hume toh aap par vishwas toh hai hi Kunwar pratap.

Yeh hui na baat. Ajab, aap hume vachan dijiye ki aap iss yudh ke samay nahi royegi. Agar aap royegi toh Amar ko kaun sambalega? Hume vachan dijiye.

Kunwar Pratap hum apko vachan dete hai.

He stretches his hand and she runs and finds her space in his arms. Her head on his chest and his hands around her waist. After many days they were sharing this hearty embrace.

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