Guilt - 2

Raghbir - (to himself) Standard! Aaj realise ho gaya kiska standard ucha hai aur kiska neecha. Pragati agar sab jaante hue bhi maine kisi aur se shaadi karli toh mai khud ko kabhi bhi maaf nahi kar sakunga. Ye sab jaanne ke baad toh aur bhi guilt mein hu mai. Meri wajah se (falls on his knees) tumhare... Humare bacche ka.  I'm sorry Pragati. Na hi ek accha.. Accha toh door ki baat hai. Na hi ek husband ban paaya na hi.. I'm sorry. Tumhaare pyaar ko maine normal care samjha. Tumhaari aadat lagi toh ye samjha ki saath mein rehne se kisi ki bhi aadat lag sakti hai. Tumhe chhorne ki baat aayi toh laga ki jab relation hai nahi toh alag hona hi sahi hai, now I understood ki tumne koshish toh ki thi relation banane ki par maine.. Aur kahi na kahi anjaane mein maine, nashe ki haalat mein hi sahi par tumse ek physical mental attachment bana liya tha phir bhi! Tumhari haalat ke baare mein soch kar.. Kya karu mai! Mujhe.. tum chahiye. Mujhe tumhaare saath jeena hai, ek family banani hai, tum par apni jaan chhirakni hai. Par ab.. Sab khatam hogaya. Kaha laa kar chhor diya maine tumhe! Itni zyada toot gayi tum ki yaha.. I'm sorry Pragati. Please mujhe maaf kardo!

Sameer - Sorry yaha nahi waha jaa kar bol!

Raghbir - (got up) Mujhme uske saamne jaane ki bhi himmat nahi hai bhai.

Sameer - Saamne na jaana solution nahi hai. Usne bohot kuch khoya hai, aur tu ab use ek Hasti khelti happy life de sakta hai. Don't even waste a second bro. Please go to her. Agar use abhi kisi ki sabse zyada zaroorat hai toh vo tu hai. Please go.

Raghbir - (takes the card from the table) She deserves all the happiness. Aur agar uski khushi mai tha, toh mai sirf uska hi rahunga. Pragati se uski khushi koi nahi cheen sakta. Khud bhagwaan bhi nahi! (tears the card into small pieces)

Raghbir went and was standing outside Pragati's cabin, gathering the courage to get inside. But as soon as her crying face flashed in front of his eyes, he went inside without even wasting a second.

He got inside and found Pragati sleeping, her face strained with tears, and not even the slightest of smile on her face. He went and sat beside her, and caressed her face. Not able to control himself, he kissed her forehead disturbing her sleep. Pragati opened her eyes slowly, only to find Raghbir sitting beside her. She sat down with a jerk and Raghbir stood up.

Raghbir - Pragati.. (kneels down in front of her bed) I'm sorry.

Pragati - (tears flowing through her eyes) Aap kaun hai? Mai nahi jaanti aapko. Please mere room se chale jaaiye.

Raghbir - Mai kaun hu? Mai wahi hu jisne tumhare dil ko toda, tumhe zabardasti rishtey se azaad kiya, pyaar toh door ki baat h tumhe dhang se respect tak nahi de paaya. Mai vo hu jisne tumhaari feelings ke baare main ek baar bhi nahi socha. Mai vo high standard insaan hu jo harkato se bohot chhota hogaya. Mai vo husband hu jisne husband ki definition hi kharaab kardi. Aur dad, dad toh aisa ki koi bhi insaan dushman ke liye bhi maangega! Mai vo insaan hu jise kabhi husband bolne ki galti tumne ki thi!

Pragati - (crying) Raghbir please yaha se chale jaaiye!

Raghbir - Tumhaare bina nahi..

Pragati - (wiping her tears)Mere bina? Shaadi hogi na Aapki?

Raghbir - Tumhaare hote kisi aur ka nahi ho sakta mai.

Pragati - Toh soch lijiye ki nahi rahi mai. Maan lijiye na ki mai marr gayi. Kise fark parne wala hai?

Raghbir - Mere dil ko!

Pragati - Mai.. Marr chuki hu aapke liye ye samajh lijiye aur chale jaaiye yaha se.

Raghbir - Agar tum ye chahti ho ki mai chla jaau toh mai chala jaaunga. Par pehle tumhe meri baat sunni hogi. Ek baar please.

Pragati looked down nodding in yes. Raghbir stood up and started..

"Pragati maine tumhe iss liye nahi chhora ki tum middle class ho. Mujhe laga tha that our relation is not working, so I thought of freeing you aur uspar bhi badi maa wanted me to marry someone else. I swear agar mujhe zaraa bhi pata hota na ki tum mujhse pyaar karti "thi" toh mai kabhi bhi is cheez ke liye haa nahi bolta. It was my mistake but maine kabhi bhi tumhari feelings ko disrespect nahi kiya, mai samajh nahi paaya. And I agree ye meri galti hai aur iske liye tum jo sazaa dogi mujhe vo manzoor hai. Pragati maine humesha se tumhe ek khoobsurat ladki, dil se acchi ladki aur ek bohot caring insaan maana and believe me mai humesha ye chahta ki meri jo bhi wife ho tumhaare jaisi ho. Meri galti thi ki maine ek bhi baar humare relation ko chance nahi diya aur humesha expect kiya ki tum hi initiate karo. Pragati mujhe nahi yaad ki maine nashe ki haalat mein kya kaha, kya suna kya kiya! Par agar tum mujhe batati na toh aaj ye din kabhi nahi aane deta mai. Maine tumhe issliye nahi chhora ki mai badi maa se bohot pyaar karta hu unki baat nahi kaat sakta, it's just because I thought mai tumse pyaar nahi karta hu but aisa nahi hai Pragati. I genuinely feel for you. Ek bhi din aisa nahi gaya hai jab ghar kisi ne tumhe miss nahi kiya ho, maine tumhe miss na kiya ho. Par mujhe laga you must have moved on isiliye tumne koi contact nahi kiya. Aur jab divorce ki baat aayi toh tumhe manaa tak nahi kiya so mujhe yahi laga ki tum ready ho iske liye you want it. Mujhe bilkul idea nahi tha ki tumhaare dil mein kuch aur hi baat chal rahi hai. I am sorry Pragati. I am really very sorry!"

Pragati looked at him and her tears stopped. She just stood up from the bed as Raghbir continued.

"I don't know tum mujhe maaf kar bhi paogi ya nahi, mere wajah se tumne.. Humne.. (sighs) Pragati I want to tell you something. I'm not getting married to anyone, except for you. Agar Raghbir Malhotra ki koi wife thi, hai aur rahegi, toh vo tum ho.. sirf aur sirf tum. Mai nahi jaanta tum kabhi mujhse phir se pyaar kar paogi, ya mere saath chalne ko taiyaar hogi. Na hi mai tumhe force kar sakta hu, maine vo haq kho diya, it's just that I want to express myself. Pragati mai tumhe nahi khona chahta.

Mai chahta hu vo insaan jiske saath mai apni poori zindagi bitaau, apni harr khushi share karu aur uske harr dukh share karu, jis insaan ke bina mujhe adhoora feel ho, jo abhi bhi hota hai, vo insaan tum ho. Jise pareshaan karne mein mujhe sabse zyada mazaa aaye, jisse mai bohot ladu aur phir mai hi manaau. Mujhe halki bhi chot lagti thi toh kaisi Roni shakal bana liya karti thi tum, bas waisi hi shakal meri bhi ban jaaye. Subah office jaane se pehle I Love You bolna aur office se aane ke baad balcony mein araam se uski god mein sir rakh kar araam karna routine ban jaaye. Tum baatein batao mai sirf sunta rahu, aur jab tum mujhse naraaz ho toh mai ulte seedhe tareeko se tumhe manaau, mere qareeb aate hi tumhaari aankhein band ho jaaye, aur mai phir tumhe..Mai tumhe lekar possessive banu, tum par haq jataa saku, sab ke saamne tumse apne pyaar ka izhaar kar saku. I want to be that person in you life jo tumhare liye sabse zaroori ho, once again. And this time I swear tumhaare aankh mein aansu toh honge, par khushi ki. Pragati tumhaare saath mujhe jannat waali feeling aati hai aur mai apni iss jannat se door nahi hi sakta. Mujhe maaf kardo. And (holds her hands) Will you come with me Pragati. Pragati Raghbir Malhotra ban kar? Wapas chalogi? Meri biwi, meri zindagi, meri sab kuch ban kar?"

Pragati smiled looking at him and finally Raghbir felt relaxed. Her smile contended her heart.

Pragati - Kis haq se wapas chalu? Khud ko maaf kar paungi mai? Mai jaante hue bhi kuch nahi kar paayi. Nahi ruk paayi mom ko. (Chuckles) Aap jaaiye aur apni nayi life start kariye.

Raghbir - I won't leave you here. Tum mere saath chalogi. Please na mat bolo Pragati. One last chance..

Raghbir looked into Pragati's eyes and the next moment hugged her. At first Pragati didn't reciprocated the hug at first, but then hugged him tightly with her head on his chest as she bursted into tears.

Raghbir - I'm sorry..

Pragati - I am sorry as well..

Raghbir broke the hug and wiped her tears, and kissed her forehead. He held her hand and directly went to Sameer's cabin.

Raghbir - Make her discharge papers that she's all fine.. I am leaving, papers bhej dena.

Sameer - Okay..(to Pragati) Are you all right?

Pragati - (smiles) Thank you doctor..

Sameer - Aree bhabhi ji aap hume Sameer bol sakti hai. Doctor kya hota h!

Pragati chuckled..

Sameer - Bas aise hi smile karte rahiyega. Raghbir take care of her. You guys should leave now.

Raghbir - (hugs him) Bye.. See you soon!

Praghbir left..

Raghbir - (in mind) Ghar par shaadi ki taiyaariyan chal rahi hongi. I hope Pragati ko ab bura naa lage. I need to sort out everything! Ab mai ise khona afford nahi kar sakta.!!

To be continued..
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