Good question really. And you really don't know how to respond to her question. Part of you want to say yes, because she been there for you and even helped you to saved your family by letting you go back in time.

Yet on the other side, she scares the crap out of you. You barely know her at all. Beside what she is and what she can do. One wrong move or say, she could easily kill you. Then everything you did would be for nothing.

"Well do you?" Kurumi asks again.

"I be honest Kurumi, I really don't know how I feel about all of this." You said truthfully.

"I see. Well, I don't blame you. I'm a monster that can't be loved even if I wanted to." She turns her head away.

"That wasn't what, I meant Kurumi!"

It wasn't really what you meant either. Yeah she may scare you half to death sometimes, but you don't see her as a monster.

"I think I'm going to head to the spare bedroom. Night (F/N)."

Kurumi walks out of the room and shut the door slightly leaving you by yourself with your own thoughts of what the hell did just happen? You didn't me to offend her or upset her at all, but maybe its your fault after all.

"Everything I try to do right something else, I do goes wrong for me. Just my luck." You sigh.

You look at the family picture on your desk. It was your parents, sister and yourself taking a family photo at the carnival. You don't remember exactly who took the photo of you guys. You think it was one of the workers. But you do remember that day and it was such a blast.

Your parents bought a wristband for your sister and yourself to ride all the rides as much as you want. Even though wristbands are pretty damn expensive even now days they have went up in price. Yet its better than buying just tickets and only riding them couple of times. Your sister wasn't used to rides yet as you guys didn't have the money to travel as much.

You guys weren't poor at all that wasn't you meant. Just your parents had a small income working at their jobs. So they always tried to save money up for you two for you guys can have something fun to do. And one of their treats was taking you to the carnival that the town has all year around. You been there before when you were about eight years old. Your sister is only four years younger. So she was too small to go on rides at the time.

When she was a lot older, you couldn't help to laugh when she started screaming on the ride that takes you all the way up and then drops you.  (Fun fact. I wasn't allowed to go on that ride anymore when, I was a kid. My mom was scared when she saw my face.)
You asked her if she wanted to go back on it again and her reply was.

"I'm only eight years old, I am too young to die."

Maybe you were too mean taking her on that ride for her first time instead of something that would get you into the ease of rides, but hey go big or go home. You wanna feel that adrenaline when you go on scary rides.

Rest of the day was fun though for the whole family. Your parents enjoyed watching you two go on rides and enjoy the carnival food even though its definitely not healthy, but what is now days? Beside healthy food is more expensive sadly. 

You really missed that day a lot and wish you could have another day like that again. It feels like it has been forever since you had a good time with the family, but maybe because you missed them so much when that unfortunate accident happen. Now you can spend more time with them once more and you wouldn't change it for the world.

Now you have Kurumi in your life and you wonder what you should do now. Maybe, you should talk to her is what you been thinking. Yet, she is probably isn't in the mood to talk right now and its way past midnight now. Was you really thinking about your past for that long?

Yet, you really want to talk to Kurumi now. So you put the picture down back on the desk and went to the spare bedroom where she would be sleeping at if she wanted too like your mother said. You knock on the door to see if she would answer.

"Who is it?" She replies.

"Its me." You said silently. Didn't wanna wake anyone up.

"Come in, I supposed."

You open the door to see Kurumi sitting on the bed in her dress. Your mother really did tidy this room up for Kurumi which was super nice for her. This room was usually another storage room for the junk you guys actually don't need. Yet you don't see any of the boxes. Maybe garage now?

"Can we talk?" You ask.

"Yeah." Kurumi replies.

You sat next to Kurumi. She smelled so good to you and that was one thing you started to like about her. Even though it was hard to bring out the words. So you two sat there in silence for about ten minutes just staring at the wall. You finally took Kurumi's hand as she looks at you.

"I really do like you, Kurumi. My heart starts to beat a lot faster now when, I am around you."

"Maybe, you should see a doctor for that." Kurumi slightly laughs.

"I'm just afraid to get close and then lose you like, I lost my family before. And I am grateful that you let me save them it means so much to me."

"Do you think, I am a monster (F/N)? I have done terrible things to people. Something like me doesn't deserve to be love."

"Nonsense you aren't no monster. Whatever you have done is in the past to me. I see a wonderful beautiful woman in front of me."

You noticed Kurumi started crying. Great now you just made her cry now, you have such a bad way with words towards females you thought. Yet you took your finger and wipe the tears from her cheek and lean in kissing Kurumi on the lips. As she sat there kissing you back. Her lips once again felt good on yours.

So you decided to think about the past where you went to the carnival with your family hopefully you can have another day like that.

And there is Kurumi where your feelings are coming out for her. And you really want to be with her now more than ever.

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