Valentine's day has always been one of Jin's favorite holiday. The whole concept of the holiday is basically capital pigs finding more ways for people to spend money on stupid stuff such as sparkling stuff like artificial roses and heart balloons.

Which is why it's Jin's favorite holiday.

The reds, the pinks, the gifts, the attention.

But after 3 years for the first time, Jin was alone on Valentine's day. As he walked down the busy streets of Gwacheon, he watched the couples pass by with smiles on their face and flowers in their hands. He slowed down while passing by his old favorite coffee shop.

He stopped in front of the shop and looked inside, couples were cuddling on the couches and some people were working on their laptops but it was mainly love-birds. He looked at the only empty couch that was at the back of the shop, the lights were dim at that corner so not everyone liked to sit there. It was his favorite spot.

He got closer to the window. The couch was now taken by Jin himself. He slowly rubbed his eyes and looked even closer to the spot. There he was, sitting and smiling with his old brown hair and sparkling eyes. He was wearing a big dark blue sweater which was obviously not his.

And then he came in the frame. With two cups of coffee on his hands. A Mocca and a filtered coffee. He offered the Mocca to Jin who took it with a big smile. The man sat right besides Jin as threw his arm on his shoulders. Jin's shoulders moved up and down as he giggled with the man.

They looked happy.

They were happy.

"Things could have stayed that way," Jin thought to himself as he kept walking down the street, now sadder than ever.

A small drop of water hit Jin's cheek as he was walking.

The rain started suddenly. No one was prepared for it as the news said the day is gonna be sunny tomorrow. The couples were running right to left like ants. Jin stopped at a corner so no one would hit him. He hid under a shop to avoid getting any wetter than he was now. He was soaked enough to get sick tomorrow.

There he was, again. Right across the street. Holding on to his dear life as blood drips down from his lips. It was raining that day too. Because he got sick the next day. He held on to the wall and slowly slid down to the ground. His wet hair was getting in his eyes but that was the last thing he cared about. He closed his eyes as blood kept dripping to his sweater.

He hugged himself on that cold lonely Tuesday night.

"Things could have never stayed that way." Jin thought to himself as he watched old Jin get a big hug from Taehyung. Jungkook was holding an umbrella on top of them so they won't get any wetter. Those two were his saviors that day. And for the next couple of weeks after they realized what Jin was going through silently.

It's all in the past, but Jin is stuck there too.

It was getting too much. He felt like he couldn't breathe. He had to go. He had to leave.

So he ran. Ran to the nearest closed place. To the public bathroom.

He went to the nearest cabin, praying that the toilet will stay empty until he leaves. He locked the cabinet door and sat down on the dirty, muddy floor and cried to himself. Cried to all the good and the bad days. Cried and prayed that maybe, maybe one day he'll be able to get over him and the memories he left behind.

The rain got louder and louder as it surpassed Jin's soft sobs. Sounds of raindrops hitting on the window made it impossible for Jin to hear the pair of boots knocking against cold bathroom floor.

Suddenly there's a soft knock on the cabin's door. Jin gets up, confused and scared, wipes his eyes to his sweater palms and opens the door slowly to see one of the most beautiful person he ever saw.

His platinum hair was perfectly shaped, it wasn't wet at all. He was wearing a big blue hoodie with ripped denim underneath. The man took off his raincoat and put it over Jin's broad shoulders as Jin watched the man with red eyes and slightly open mouth.

"Hello Jin, my name is Namjoon and I'm your guardian angel."

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