It has been too long since I had put an entry in, I apologize journal.
Well I am only saying sorry to myself I guess.

A lot has happened recently, Sal had gone missing for a while- it scared me to death, thankfully she came back with only a few broken bones. I thought she might of died to be completely honest.

She is now grounded

Speaking of people going missing, Azeal disappeared.. the note she left in her room explained that she is back with that person called brook. There is a plan going to save her through it is very risky, but we all agree it is worth it.

Nerdie also managed to go missing, leaving behind a mess in their base. I really need to question them about that. They had randomly come back but have been acting strangely- or perhaps it is just me?

Strings had asked for help with recovering some of their old memory files, meaning that I saw some of their deleted memories.
..They were...something..
Something concerning, they seem to be running from something since they had asked to stay in the poultry cave. I let them of course so they do not have to be on the run completely.

On the more positive side, Water bird woke up! I honestly thought she never would! but what do you know she is back and seems to be doing a lot better.

What else has happened..

Oh right, 'lil jel' has gone insane on and off randomly and that is very concerning to me. Her having uncontrollable hurt a bad amount of people
poor Glitter Glue, just right as they got new emotions too.

I have been keeping up my part time job at the dark kingdom after not working for a few days- that honestly could of gone badly.

Also- I gaint two headed snake strangled me in flowers and stole all of my hand weapons in my satchel before saying some things in a different language and leaving. It seemed sort of.. friendly at the end?? I am not sure.
Well, At least it did not take my bracelet.

I have been extra weary of flowers now, just in case.

Speaking of weapons, Cindy has taught me how to fight in the last few days. It has been honestly fun.. but also problematic.

Cindy is honestly really kind, Chloe is still holding on to her grudges with her but Cindy has been nothing but kind to me, she even had made me this very cool bracelet allowing me to summon up all sorts of eggs.

Also- Not the learning that is problematic! It is merely because, I have been ...

I have been being a jerk to put it simply

I am not proud of it- but it is true
I have been lashing out at people how did nothing wrong.

Along with the new training I had actually done more than emotional damage to ..multiple people.

even....
causing death.
not permanent-Death!!
but still.

I am unsure of what has got into me, but I am attempting to work on it for the people around me's sake.

I also have been think about perspective.
Merely wondering.
Perhaps I am looking at this all wrong?
Perhaps we are all just looking at everything wrong??

Who knows, for now I am just going to go where the wind will bring me- ...well it normally brings me face first into a window but we do not speak of that here.

Curse you window.
Curse you.