*opens journal writing in it*
"H12 is ready, all of the parts have been put together and the contraption has been tested. I am just not sure that it will work with me... I fear for how it will turn out, any number of things could easily go wrong. Well I suppose it is worth a try despite the fears, I can not have this broken thing keep down my health score any longer (especially since people can see it...) I truly hope this dose not hurt to much, maybe the potions of regeneration will help ease any pain. I know I am stalling doing it, I guess I am just scared. Perhaps I will do it today if I build up the courage. Poultry man out- No that sounds dumb... how about I say..,... "This has been poultry man, goodbye!" Hm, I like that more"
*closes journal*