Right now I'm sick, so mom is having me stay in bed, it's not really fun.. it's so hot and cold at the same time..

Azael came and tried to completely heal me, it didn't really work but since she is so young I just pretended! But then I couldn't keep up the act so I ran away through the window... that probably was not smart- but I couldn't really fly so I ended up crashing into star's home,(haunted life) I don't remember what happened next but I woke up at home! Then I went out and brought Azael back. It all really made my head hurt.

Something feels wrong, something about this..
Something about calling Mom "mom" feels so wrong... same with "Antie Water-bird". It just doesn't feel right...
Calling my siblings my siblings feels right!
But the other things don't...

Like it's not ment to be this way

Mom asked a strange question "if I want to change back"
I don't really know what she means by that, I just wanna see what my siblings do.

I didn't get to go on my night adventures last night, sorry dragons..

Great Mud dragon won't mind though!

Oh.. I'm tired, so bye bye journal!