n o t e # 9 - her

right.
i mean, i can take a joke.

the problem is that you

can't really tell when 

someone's joking through

writing...

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it was about two days ago that i asked you all which stories you'd like me to update, and i was going to update yesterday. but my cat was very sick and so my sister and i took him to the vet.

he told us it looked like he had been run over (he's an outdoor cat). so we took him to the pet hospital, the emergency room. they could not save him.

my cat passed away and i was so devastated. i am still very sad. 

literally everything that could have gone wrong in the end of 2017 and beginning of 2018 has gone wrong. my dog lucky died in august, then we lost jonghyunnie, then my dog nemo died, and now my cat. i honestly don't think i can handle much more sadness so close together.

i'm so sad.

-clary