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Astoria

I was spiraling.

Not only was I overwhelmed with grief, but now my new circumstances overwhelmed me beyond repair. I had agreed to Axel's proposition of fucking each other out our systems. I couldn't deny the sexual tension between us and all those reactions he elicited from me.

I wasn't sure why my body responded to him every time. My actions and words weren't in cohesion. It was all because of him. My feelings for him were a different story altogether. I had not made sense of it yet. The only thing I knew was that love was not lost.

Could I really do this? Use him for two weeks and then go on my way. Was I even strong enough for it?

The sensible thoughts were discarded aside when our eyes locked with each. His striking blue gemstone held mine in a vex and lead me towards my own ruination.

I forgotten to breathe until we were inside in what I presumed was his room. My heart churned with anticipation. I can put a stop on this now but I am too fixed to do anything.

"Axel," I said, my throat achy. He chose that time to run his fingers through my hair. "I am scared."

He smiled, genuinely. "I know. It's scary, and you should be because I don't think I will be going easy on you."

"B-But it's my first time. I haven't," I flushed, embarrassment seared me. "It will hurt."

He placed his index finger on my mouth, silencing me. "It will hurt when my cock will tear through your cunt and it makes me sound like an asshole but I will love every minute of it. I am not sorry about it."

His eyes darkened and pinned on me. I may well be screwed in the head because his words made me ache with need for him. His cock.

I hadn't seen him naked before. As far I was aware that he was huge from the occasions when he had made me blow him, but my imagination ended there. I had googled male bodies so his was the only one I would be getting to see. I hadn't seen him completely naked.

He snagged his tshirt over his head in one go and I was faced with his chest. He's muscular, broad and smooth. I don't miss his hard abs that I knew were a result of his rigorous soccer training. I wanted to reach out and touch his abs.

As if reading my mind, he took my hand and placed it on his abs. "You can touch me all you want." His wide smirk told me he was enjoying the effect he had on me.

I bit my lip, and traced the hard lines of his abs. They were gorgeous. So tight. My eyes traveled down to the heart thumping V line of his body. I had noticed it countless times over the years but never had the guts to gawk over it.

But now, it feels like I deserve to gawk over him and his gorgeous body. If he gets to break me in, the least I can do is see my fill of him. The dark trail of his hair went down, disappearing beneath his jeans.

I tore my eyes away from him only to see that he was gloating in triumph.

"You're eye fucking my body, toots. And I even revealed the rest of me yet. Will you salivate at the sight of my ****? It's been too long since he have played with your mouth. Believe me, all I want is to fuck your sweet mouth but that will happen another time. Today is only going to be spent introducing your cunt to its new owner."

"Don't speak so crass."

"That's the least of your worries. First thing first, I need to get rid of this damn dress. It reeks."

He was on a rampage which ended up my dress been shed from my body like a caveman. He tore the dress from my body.

"Axel, be gentle." That's all I could say to him. It fell dead on the ears.

When I was standing in nothing but my unflattering cotton bra and panties. I suddenly felt conscious of my body. Last night, I had summoned courage to be naked in front of Axel, but now I felt insecure. He had been with countless cheerleaders who had bodies like model and here I was, dainty, pale and too nervous about this entire ordeal.

My first instinct was to hide myself, but one stern look from Axel stopped me from doing so. He unhooked my bra, gently and pushed the straps down from shoulders eventually throwing it on the floor.

"You're so fucking pink." His thumb caressed my nipples lightly. I moan at the pressure he exerted on my sensitive nipples. We were chest to chest, naked. It felt right.

My may have skipped a beat or two when he leaned down to take one hardened nipple in his mouth. I tipped my head back, enjoying the sensation.

My cheeks flamed when he moved to the other and tortured me with his mouth.

"Axel, please." I sounded needy to even my ears.

"Please, what baby?" His mouth moves further up until he's tracing his lips over my collarbone, leaving little bit marks as he went.

"Stop being so cruel. Don't tease me."

His mouth left my neck and he stared into my eyes. His face gave away nothing, but his eyes told me all of the things he had planned to do to me.

"You've teased me, driven me insane countless times, baby. I think its only fair if we make the playing field even." He tucked a hand under my chin which tipped my face upwards so that I was completely engulfed in his darkened gaze.

I don't why that made me excited for what's about to go down. I wrapped my fingers around Axel's free hand. Right around his wrist so that I can see whether his pulse was beating as crazy as mine.

I twisted his hand which was tucked under my chin and entwined our hands together. I pushed him back and walked him backwards until we were near the bed.

"I don't want to wait anymore." Desires for him pooled inside my lussy and I could feel my panties become dampened.

"Even if it gets too much?" He rasped.

"Especially then."

I arched underneath his touch. His touch sent electric jolts through my body. He pulled my panties down with ease and cupped my womanhood with his palm. A whimper escaped my mouth when he sank his long index finger inside me.

"Babe, you're soaking my finger." He gritted through clenched teeth as if he was in pain. He inserted his middle finger and swirled them inside me only to withdraw his invasion. "Look at this." He showed me his drenched fingers. "You're so fucking wet for me."

I was breathless.

He inserted his fingers again. This time it was much brutal and began thrusting them with an urgent pace. He swallowed my moans in a heart stopping kiss.

"This." He breathed against my lips. "Is mine for the next two weeks." He kept plunging his fingers in and out of me.

I was putty in his arms. My resolve vanished. I couldn't stop myself from pushing against his fingers. It was sweet.

When Axel withdrew his fingers from my ****, his fingers which were inside me came to wrap around my throat sending a jolt thrilling anticipation through me.

When he broke his drugging kiss, I held him tightly stopping my knees from giving up on me. His eyes reflected the need in mine.

"Tell me, toots. Did you touch yourself when you were alone? When no one was around to see you. Did you finger yourself hoping that it was my fingers plunging inside you?"

My cheeks heated and I could hear the sound of my pulse beating in my ears. I was terrified how much he turned me on. I had never known how to bring myself pleasure. But I had tried it a couple of times picturing Axel' gorgeous face.

I was not proud of it. I was even mortified to admit it to him. With my gaze fixed on him, I meekly nodded.

"Show me how you did it?" He suddenly sat on the surface of the plush bed. "Show me what you did to your pussy."

With a firm grip on my thigh, he parted my legs apart until my swollen womanhood was on display for him. Reluctantly, I  slide my hand down to my swollen wetness. My gaze never once left his own. I rub small circles around my wetness. I have never responded to touching myself so intensely before. If I kept going, I may well experience my first orgasm.

"I think, I think I am close." I was breathless. I averted my eyes from his as the level of electricity leveled up.

"Stop," He ordered. "You're not going to come just yet." I was shaking when Axel asked me to stop. When I faced him again, a sense of bliss hit me. He was drinking each moment.

"I want to see you come when I am inside you. You"ll come on my will not yours."

***

Axel

I trap her against me and snake my hand around her body, giving her plump and juicy buttocks a squeeze. I wanted to bite her, mark her and claim her as my own. I was so drunk on lust that my thoughts were clouded with all the sinful things I could do to her. I won't be playing fair.

Before her conscience took over, I threw her on the floor ever so gently. Her blue orbs brimming with need stared straight into my soul. I leaned back watching her.

I keep my outstretched. "Come here." I curled two fingers beckoning her to come to me. "Suck me."

"A-Axel, what?"

"What's with stuttering? It's not like you've never blown me." I patted my lap. "Hurry up."

Her movements are hesitant, but she gets on her knees and crawls towards me. I tilt my head, watching her intently. Her hands are shaky when she undid my jeans and pulled me out. I am fucking hard in her soft, dainty hands. She squeezes me gently and I drop my smirk.

"Don't tease me."

"Why are you scaring me?"

"Shut up and put me in your mouth."

With one last look of reluctance on her face, she leaned forward and wrapped her gorgeous pink lips around the head. I grabbed the back of her head and pushed it down. My cock touched the back of her throat, she attempted to lift her head but I stopped her. With one hand on the back of her head and the other on her throat, I pushed her face down to my cock. She opens her mouth wide, welcoming me.

"Your mouth is hot as fuck." I groaned. "It's so damn mine. I knew you could take all of me like a whore." Her teeth grazed against me, and my head fell back as I moaned. Just the sensation had driven me insane.

I pushed her further down and bucked my hips upwards. It mimicked the rhythm of fucking. She finally understands the rhythm. Shyly at first, but she starts bobbing up and down.

"Touch my balls. Massage them." I guided her hand to it. It sends an intense shiver down my spine. My stomach felt the deep, hot heat. My balls began to tighten and my jaw clenched, my cock hardening even further in her throat.

I might have forgotten to let Astoria breathe as the pleasure intensified for me.

"You're such a magnificent woman." No one could come close to her. When I felt like I was close, I immediately told her stop. With a sound, she released me, confused etched on her face. "The first I come will be inside you, not down your throat."

I pressed my lips against her and pulled her up. She felt delicate in my hands. I felt like an asshole at that moment because I would be treating her like a whore.

The violent peak that has been brewing inside of me will finally be put at rest. I meant it when I said that I would fuck her until I got bored of fucking her. But she had a magic mouth and I knew her pussy was gold. She was a voodoo doll made for my damnation.

I wanted to hate her. I tried to hate her but love reared its head at me every time. I was sick of not acting on the way I was feeling. My heart and mind weren't in sync because of her. They were in shambles since the day she left me and now they've become even more rebellious.

She had me so effortlessly, head over heels in love with her that it hurt me to think about anything other than her.

I wanted to make her understand my side of the story, but she was too spent up to even hear what I had to say in my defense. She accused me of betraying her love and trust by agreeing to an engagement.

She was unaware of the trick under my sleeve and I will only reveal it at the right time. Till then she would have to live with herself thinking what an asshole she had given her heart to and it was the truth.

At the right time, I will make you mine, Astoria.

***

My hands caressed her stomach, circling around her belly button. She giggled at the sensation and pushed my jeans down. I stepped out of it. Both of us had stupid grins on our faces. Or what I liked to believe in.

She blushed, reddened from my attention and my mouth was curled at one inside trying my best not to scare her. I wanted her to feel some level of fear but not to an extent where she would feel unsafe.

She fits so perfectly in my arms. Like she was made for me. I squeezed her hips and bit her neck.

"Axel, stop. It's too painful." She shut her eyes at the sensation. "It's going to leave a mark."

That's what I want. To my mark on her so that whenever someone sees her, their eyes will take notice of the mark and will know she belongs to me. I captured her chin between my fingers and twisted her head to meet my lips. I opened her mouth with mine and swept my tongue inside her mouth. She tasted of me. The perfect kind.

I moved my lip down to her neck, showering kisses on my bite mark. It was already bright red and it will only worsen from here.

She arched her back and turned to face me. Her hazy eyes bore into mine. "You're cruel." She hits my shoulder.

"Explain, toots."

She took a few steps away from me and released an exasperated sigh. "Because you've been nothing but tormenting me."

"Why is that?" I asked her, knowing well how she would respond to being teased.

She scoffed as if not believing my audacity. "Because." She stopped herself. "Because, you know." She flushed.

"No, I don't know."

"You're really going to make me say it? I see what you're doing.  You're such a manipulator."

I dropped the smirk from my face and moved towards her. She took steps backwards until she hit the wall behind her and I caged her.I clasped our hands together. My cock poked her pale, taut stomach. I could hear the quickening of her pulse.

"What?" She looked everywhere but into my eyes. "You're going to make me spell it out?"

"Yeah, that's exactly what I want." My voice low and hard.

"Axel, I want you to... I want you to..." She whined, growing frustrated.

"You want me to...?" I egged her.

"Fuck me." She bit her lip.

That made me feral. I twisted my hands until I firmly held her wrist. "Steady yourself." The momentary confusion was replaced by surprise when I picked her up and tucked her legs around my waist.

"Axel," she yelped, taken aback. "I don't know if I can take it," she said, breathless and close to tears.

"Do you trust me?" I lined myself up at her entrance. "Tell me." She nodded and gripped my shoulders for support. "Then you know I'll take care of you." I pulled her hips down hard as I slid into her, tearing into her hymen, impaling her in one brutal, efficient stroke. "Even if I'll make you cry."

Astoria gasped, struggling to breathe and adjust to the sensation. Her body shook violently in my arms.

"Axel," she cried. "It's too much."

"For you. It's just not enough for me."

I let her writhe on my cock. aroused by her pain and wanting to tear open her more. I wanted to see her moan, writhe against me in pleasure and pain.

"Your cunt is so hot. Do you feel how tight it had clutched me? It's suffocating my cock. I need to move."

"No, wait."

"Oh. yes."

I'm captivated by the way she brings such deranged energy from me. I want to be cruel. It's a crave that has driven my mind to do things to her that my heart would never allow.

I grunted and pinned her to the wall, slamming up into her as hard as I could. She mewled like a bitch in heat. She gasped, absolutely astounded. I think say a word to her as I rutted inside her warmth. She moaned and bucked her lips against mine to draw her own pleasure but that too was was novice attempt.

I will train her how to fuck a like a whore. She would be my whore. I had to take Astoria to one of the sex clubs Ares' father owned. I thrusted inside her like a caveman and when that wasn't enough, I stepped closer to the wall, and grabbed her hips, grinding her into me as I thrust, drawing desperate little pants from her with every motion.

She was close. It was evident from the lust consuming her which mirrored mine. She had to clench around me. I had to feel that.

Her cunt grew hotter and hotter, clenching around my cock and I knew she hit right home, I pushed one last time which had her throw her head back and spasmed in my arms, coming all around my cock. She bucked her hips against mine and her release prompted my own.

I groaned and slammed my load inside her, breathing heavy as I emptied my cum inside her hotness.

She collapsed against my chest, the haze of afterglow consuming both of us. She rested her head against my shoulder and went still. She was drained.

Still inside her, I walked us over to the bed and carefully laid her down. When I had her underneath me, I thrusted inside her lazily.

"I am not protected," she whispered. "You didn't put on a condom."

"Then go pee once I am done with you."

***