Hapon na ako pumasok. Mabuti't maaga ako kaya wala pa'ng students sa room. Sinuot ko yung headset ko saka pumikit. Eksakto'ng tumugtog yung favorite ko'ng 'Wish by Sowelu'. It's a japanese song that really tells the story of my life. I couldn't help but to sing with it.

♫♫Sekaijuu ikutsuno..

Ai no katachi aruundarou..

Hitori-hitori, chigau mono wo,

Kakaenagara ikiteru..

Kazokuya tomodachi ya.

Onaji gooru miru nakama..

Minna ga itte saaeatte.

Jibon no watashio ga iru no..

Itsumo soba ni atta taisetsuna mono

Kizukazu ni ita koto shitta..

Jibun no tame dake ni

Ikiru no ha sabishii

Sekkaku kono sekai ni umaretandakara 

EVERYBODY HAVE TO SAY GOOD-BYE

Sore nara ikutsu mono

Egao wo anata ni agetai..♫♫

A/N: translation po ng kanta ♥

(How many forms of love 

are there in this world? 

Everybody is holding on

to different things living in this world

Family and friends and

companions with the same goal

Because of everyone 

that's why I am here today

Always been important side 

He learned the old unawares

It is lonely 

to live only for yourself

Since I was born into this world 

Everybody have to say good-bye 

So I hope to bring you 

countless smiles..)

My eyes heat up as I try to stop my tears from flowing. I should've have known that everyone dearest to me will just leave me in the end of the day. Ang sabi, matalino ako. Ang sabi, gifted ako. Pero tangina, nasaan yung talino'ng yon? Hindi ko nga naisip na iiwan din nila ako, lalu na ni Gio!

Pag mulat ko ng mata ay nakita ko si Donna. Naka upo sya sa unaha'ng helera ng upuan ko paharap sakin. Nag iwas agad ako ng tingin pero bumalik din sa kanya ng may iabot sya sakin. Para'ng dinurog yung puso ko ng libong piraso ng makita ko yung bag ko.. Hawak nya iyon.. Hindi ako nag salita at kinuha iyon.

Umalis din sya pagkatapos. Tinignan ko yung loob at pumikit. Durog yung Iphone ko at yung keycard ko, bali. Yung notebook ko, punit at yung wallet ko, wala nang laman. Itinabi ko lang sa gilid iyon. Hindi rin nag tagal, dumating na yung iba at as usual, hindi ako tinitignan. Medyo immune na ako.

Habang nag ka-klase ay naka tingin lang ako sa board. Hindi na ako yung dati na matutulog at makiki-kopya sa kung sino man ang may notes. Ewan kung paano nangyari'ng entrepreneurship ang subject namin at kailangan ng mathematics. Hindi din nag tagal ay natapos ang subject na iyon at English na.

Eto na naman yung puso ko. Malakas ang tibok, iniisip pa lang na darating na sya.. Ang akala ko nuon ay normal na pagka irita, inis at pag tataka ang binibigay ko kay Yuki. Akala ko, normal lang na maging interesado ako sa ginagawa nya at maging mapag matyag katulad ng iba. Pero lahat ng iyon ay napatunayan ko..

Na may kakaiba na sakin.

That I already have feelings for him that I discovered recently. Kung hindi pa ako naaksidente- nasira ang motor ko ay hindi ko pa mare-realize iyon. A month ago, I hate him. I despite him. But now.. I longed for him. I wait for him even he only do these past month is to insult me and embarrass me to others. Which I don't know why he have to do.

Sa kasamaang palad ay hindi pumasok si Yuki kaya umuwi ako. Inayos ko lahat ng pwedeng ayusin sa bahay. Natigilan lang ako ng makita yung teddy bear ko na suot yung polo nya. Kinuha ko agad yun at niyakap. Amoy pabango nya pa rin. Hinanap ko pa kung saan mabibili yung pabango'ng gamit nya nung mapunta sya dito. At grabe, supply na ata ng isang buwan ng anim na myembro sa isa'ng pamilya ang halaga ng pabango'ng yun!

AKIKO'S POV

It's saturday and P.E class. I'm walking at the hallway when I saw a pest. He met my gaze and grin. I look at him without any emotion head my way to my office when he speak.

"It's really nice.. To see you, staying away from my belonging, Mr. Yukimura." he chuckled.

"I just thought that.. Garbage can be recycled. Sadly I was wrong." he stop chuckling and look at me with furious in his eyes.

"Are you saying that SJ is a garbage?" he said with gritted teeth.

"Exactly." then turn my back at him.

It is true. I thought that my love for Sky is enough to accept what she is. But right after what I discovered, all my interest for her was miraculously drained. I never thought that I fall for someone garbage like her! I thought that what she's saying before is true. That she's filthy rich! But fuck, just what I think about her the first time I saw her in her house.. She really is a whore.

Napadaan ako sa gym. If I'm right, my advisory class has P.E today. I decided to watch from afar. Nakita ko agad sya. Right now, I want to throw myself to her and kiss her. Ravish her. Feel her in my arms. But tried my best not to do those. She look so innocent with her tired expression. She's soaking sweat.

Her cheeks are rossy. Her sweat are dripping from her face, down to her neck and, gulp, down to her chest. I felt the fire lighted me up as I bang myself inside. Inosente lang sya tignan. They are playing volleyball. Sa kanya ang puntirya ng bola. Pansin ko'ng kahit kaya ng teammates nya ay hinahayaan nilang si Sky ang sumalo ng bola.

Yung babae. Sya ang mag se-serve. Dahil si Sky ang center ay sya ang una'ng mag to-toss pero bigla'ng may tumawag sa kanya. At the same time ay nag serve yung babae. It was too late before she dodge the ball and hit her face, that's a powerful serve. May kung ano sakin ang tumakbo para lumapit pero huminto din ako.. Why would I help her anyway?

Pinanuod ko lang sila. Wala'ng sino ang tumulong sa kanya kahit naka upo sya sa sahig. Kita ko mula dito na may dugo sa kamay nya. Nang tumayo sya ay bumagsak uli sya. Walang sino man ang tumulong. Naka tingin lang sila while having smirks. That fucking Gio Alcantara is just staring at her!

Hindi ako naka tiis at lumapit na. Basta ko lang sya'ng hinaklit sa braso saka nilabas ng gym. Naka yuko lang sya habang hawak yung mukha nya. Pag dating sa clinic, I felt bomb explode inside me. I don't know how to react and what to say after seeing her!

"Fuck.. You're horrible.." ako.

"... Excuse.." sya. Wala'ng nurse dito kaya self service sya. Kinuha nya yung first aid kit saka nag ayos.

She has big bruises on her arm. Nag violet din yung jaw-line nya. And her lips and nose are bleeding. Don't tell me, kanina pa sya pinag kakaisahan? You can't read any emotions from her face. She's not the Sky I used to know. Hindi sya yung babae'ng nakita ko'ng masaya habang kumakaway sa iba. Yung masayang nag sasayaw at nag papakopya ng assignments sa iba.

Para lang sya'ng moving doll. Wala'ng ekspresyon to be exact! What happened to her!? I watch her curing herself as if she doesn't care if someone's watching her till she stopped and look at me. She's like memorizing my face. She gave small smile and then her expression turned cold again..

I saw her took something on her pocket. Ganun na lang ang gulat ko when I saw her phone. Basag iyon and base on how it broke, inapakan iyon. She opened in and took her sim and sd card. Gusto ko sya'ng tanungin kung ano'ng nangyari but my pride is stopping me. After watching her, she just passed by on me and who knows where she's going.

But that's what I thought.

"I thought you were different from others. Guess I was really wrong about that."

I look at her.

She turn her back and face me. Nothing is visible except a bitter smile. I clench my fist unwanted while looking at her. I want to see the fragile smile that made me fall to her. That makes me ease whenever I feel like killing someone whenever they try to touch her. Whenever they're taking advantage of her kindness.

But how?

How will I see it again if all of those things were planed? If those scenes are only made by her?

She's a prosti. I thought as long as you love someone, you can accept her. But no. It proves me wrong. I can't accept her. I can't accept the fact that she's been touched. That its easy for her to give her body. I'm not a saint nor a clean person. I fuck! I had uncounted one night stands. I did all sins, name it.

Women is easy for me. I have it left and right but I ended up with someone who's bitch'er than my flings. I couldn't even believe that I stopped calling woman to ease erection by only thinking about her day and night!

"Yes, Ms. Tsui? Different from what?" I said with flat tone.

"Wala. Prof. Wala." Then she left.

Why did it turned out like this anyway? Why did it turned like this? Should I thank that bastard for making me realize that the woman I'm in love with just wanted me to bed her? That she planned to get my attention?

How can I thank Mico Alcantara for those things? He's the reason why I'm in this mess! Minsan, naisip ko. Sana hindi ko nalang nalaman yung totoo so then I can be happy with her. Date pa naman na dapat namin that time. Tsk!

Pag labas ko ng clinic, nasalubong ko pa yung 'circle of friends' ni Sky. They greet me and about to pass at me when I call them and mentioned to follow me. We head to my office. I sat at my swivel chair and nod to them, telling them to sit. They're all confused. Until now, nag tataka parin ako sa ginawa nila sa kanya.

"Sir, you need something?" Kiko. I arched my left brow and put my elbow on top of the table and interwind my fingers.

"About Ms. Tsui." Lele grimace

"What about that bitch, sir? Did she got hemorrhage after that accident? Then serves her right!" Anna. Right now, I want to choke this slut!

"Anna. Your mouth. We're in front of Sir Aki, in case you forgot." Donna. The miss sleeping beauty of my subject, next to Sky.

"How long did you know her?" ako. I made myself sound like a real professor here.

"For about 4 years, Sir. Why did you asked?" Ismael. I shrug my head and look at the girl who wrap it's arms around his.

"What about you, Mr. Alcantara? You're her ex-boyfriend." ako.

"I'm not her ex-boyfriend, Sir. She's a childhood friend of mine." I hear bitterness in him but I ignored it. So, wala silang relasyon?

"I see. Then tell me. What happened at the gymnasium and you're teaming over her?" ako. They all look away except to Donna who's still looking at me. What's with this kid?

"That serves her right. She's a bitch anyway. Trying to steal every guy we liked." Mizzel.

After talking to them which is I regretted dahil wala na ako'ng narinig kung hindi 'bitch' 'slut' 'whore' and so on. Ang sasarap sakalain ng mga babae'ng yun. Mga plastik silang lahat. So, they're just using Sky and her money. They are worse than a prostitute.

Pero ano nga ba'ng ginagawa nya ngayon?

Damn! I should stop thinking about her!