* Warning: Mature Content/ viewer discretion advised

     It's so easy to get lost in a black ceiling. Staring up into the void as your mind just begins to wander through the memories and past events. I find myself thinking of today, of how we involved vampires into our ranks as I lay in this soft bed. I took a deep breath...he told me that her name was Amber. A beautiful vampiric women with blonde hair and mixed eyes. I told Sebastian that I would protect her, his mate and I plan to keep that promise. I just hope they pass the interrogation process. I mean vampires can't lie, but recently we discovered that they have been consuming solutions that stop the command signals from getting to the section of the brain that deals with truth and facts. Hopefully none of them have a trace of the solution within their blood stream, but you never know.
     I heard the door click, a sign to sit up as an exhausted Ky came through the door.

"How did they do?" I asked as Ky closed the door. Removing his jacket as our eyes haven't met.

"They all passed," he replied as he walked into the closet. Hanging his jacket as I could hear a smile in his voice. "We can now officially say we are a mixed army of species," he laughed. Flopping down on the bed as he stared at my huge grin. He looked up at me, something dancing within his eyes before he looked at my hand. His hand gently grabbing my pinkie as he stroked the knuckle. Our eyes focusing on our touch as sparks danced through the air like fireflies.

"Which one is it?" He asked, eyes unwavering.

He was asking about Sebastian's mate. "The blonde one with golden eyes that have speckles of red and green. The one that goes by Amber."

"Thought so," he clasped his hand with mine. "Sebastian was waiting outside of the room when she went in. Even ran right into his arms when she came out."

"I promised him that I would protect her." Ky looked up at me at this point. His face blank before a smile tugged at the corner of his lips.

"We will both protect them. All of them." He kissed my hand, oh god there's the butterflies again. "And speaking of promises," he added with a smirk before he tackled me onto the bed. His body hovering above me as he trapped my wrists in his massive hand. "Didn't I promise you that if you kept up with me in a fight I would finally take you?" He asked rhetorically, smirking ear to ear as my heart pounded in my chest. I could feel myself become breathless as his free hand squeezed my thigh. A small moan jumping from my tongue as his hand began to inch up my skin. Oh god, why did I only wear one of Ky's shirts right now. His fingers were like matches, setting my skin on fire as they glided to my panties. I was losing myself as he rid up the shirt I was wearing, revealing my embarrassing polka dot panties.

"W-wait!" I said snapping out of it. Catching my breath as he looked at me confused.

"What? What is it? What's wrong?" He said more with worry than frustration. Letting go of my hands in case he was hurting me.

I smirked, "you stink," poking his nose as I giggled. I laid there smiling like a fool as I watched Ky's face go from confusion to "seriously?". Which of course, made me laugh more.

"That's it?" His voice was hysterical as he raised one of his eyebrows in disbelief.

I put my hands on my hips, getting serious. "What do you mean that's it?? You smell like wet dog! I can't have you getting the sheets all smelly! How would we sleep!?"

"Umm," his eyes wandered to an empty space, trying to think of a retort. I spoke before he could even come up with one.

"Shower!"

"But-"

"Shower!!!" I said pointing to the bathroom. The two of us having a stand off to see which one would budge first. Of course, I would always win.

"Fine!" He growled, hopping off the bed as he threw his arms in the air. "But you better be ready by the time I get out, because..." his voice got husky as he stood in the doorway. Hands in his pockets as he looked at me over his shoulder. Flashing me a winning smile before he said, "because I won't be merciful."

I swear I couldn't redden into a cherry any faster.

He chuckled a warm chuckle, closing the door as I sat there motionless. I waited, stifling my breath as I was on my knees. Feeling the softness of the bed on my skin as I listened carefully. Hearing the rustling of clothes and the zip of zippers before I heard the familiar rush of running water. I sprang off the bed, almost tripping on my way to the closet as I rummaged the shoe boxes to find the thing I was looking for. Doing a silent "aha!" as a pink Victoria's Secret box sat on my lap. Grabbing the card that was attached as it read:

"Every women needs at least one when they enter into a serious relationship. I hope this comes in handy."
                                    - Love, Mom

Alright mom, let's see what you got. I put the card aside, my fingers opening the box as I tried to be as quite as possible. Pausing to see if the water was still running after every few seconds. Finally I was able to pry the lid off as I stared at its contents. My eyes bulged as my fingers hooked into the straps, I swallowed hard. Well...here goes nothing. I stood up and stripped myself from any article of clothing possible as I bent down and grabbed the black and translucent article from the box.
     Slipping my legs into it gently before I dragged it over my thighs while it grabbed hold of my ass as it slowly began to cover my torso before securing the straps onto my shoulders. I brushed all my hair to cover only one of my shoulders, leaving the other exposed as I silently walked over to the full length mirror that hanged on the closet door. It was an Unlined Floral Lace Teddy lingerie, a speciality of Victoria's Secret that fitted my body perfectly.

It was sexy. It was revealing. It was...so embarrassing. Ugh, what the hell are you doing?? You can't do this? We aren't this type of girl, are we? I can feel a headache coming on as I rubbed my forehead, peeking into the mirror as my eyes couldn't waver. Do...do I really have the body for this? Am I curvy enough? Skinny enough? Does it matter as long as it makes me feel confident? Good? I stared longer, letting my hand fall from my face before I rolled my shoulders while I straightened my back. Fixing my posture as it seemed to make my breast bigger and my body taller. Is this...what true confidence looks like?
     I would never know as I had lost track of time, the shower had stopped. I heard the door click and watched as a freshly bathed Ky walk into the room.

"You ready Kit...ten..." His voice died off when he finally saw me. I was nervous, biting my bottom lip as we just stared at each other. Was it possible for my heart to pound any faster? Not only was I embarrassed, he looked so goddamn good. His hair ruffled and damped from the shower. A white fluffy towel hanging from broad shoulders as they fall onto a strong chest. And black pajama pants that just never seems to cover that perfect V line that was sculpted by the gods. Bloody hell, how could one be so embarrassed and yet so horny at the same fucking time!?
     I was taken out of my thoughts with the locking of our eyes. Looking away quickly as my hand played with a strand of my hair nervously.

"It...it looks stupid doesn't it?" I said, still looking at the ground as I could just feel myself crumble. I didn't get an answer as I could hear the soft pat of his feet across the carpet. "It's stupid isn't it?" I couldn't look at him as I could feel his presence right in front of me. Why was he being so quiet?

"If you think this is stupid, then I would love to see you do more stupid things." His voice was raspy, sending a chill down my spine before he gave my earlobe a gentle bite. Moaning as he ran his tongue along the edge of my ear. So rude, you know how sensitive my ears are.

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"S-So you don't think it's stupid?" I said breathless, my hands on his shoulders as he continued his assaults on my skin. Dipping his head in the crook of my neck before his tongue licked the mark he left on me. It was burning now, exciting me as I can feel him press me up against the wall.

"Of course not. If we lived alone I would be begging you to walk around the house just like this." I can feel his smirk against my neck, his hand running down my back before his fingers found my ass. A soft growl rumbling from his throat as he pinched my ass making a small yelp erupt from my lips. "Oh, and it's bottom is like a thong too. How perfect."

"Y-You're l-lying," my cheeks burning from my recent yelp. Good thing the outer walls of this room are sound proof, I would just die if Cain and Rebecca heard us.

"Why would I lie kitten?" He teased. Sucking on my collarbone as my eyes fluttered closed. Melting in my skin as his hand ran up my thigh, to my hip, before cupping one of my breast.

"Because you're a great liar," I was breathless. My back arching as his finger circled my clothed nipple, biting my bottom lip hard. Fuck.

"That is true. But I can't fake this baby."

"Fake what-" I was cut off by Ky picking me up by my ass and wrapping my legs around his waist. My hands on his shoulders as I got lost in his eyes: dark, red, needy.

"This," he repeated and it finally registered as he pressed his bulge against my center. Making me moan as I trembled with just the feel of it. He pressed harder into me, another moan dripping off my tongue as a little laugh came from his sweet, tantalizing lips. "God, you're so sexy. You know that right? You know that I would always find you sexy no matter what you wear. Especially if you wore nothing at all."
     I slapped his chest lightly from that remark, earning another small laugh. "You will always be beautiful in my eyes, no matter what you say or what you do. Hell, you could have appeared in front of me in grandma tidy whities and an old tattered bra and I would still find you drop dead gorgeous. Don't get me wrong, this lingerie is icing on the cake, but will never outdo the real thing." He purred, his head dipping in the valley of my breast before he kissed it. Nipping once softly, making my breath hitch as my hands ran through his hair. It was so soft, he was soft and yet rigid at the same time. It's amazing how one so strong could be so gentle.

"Now that we have that all sorted out," he paused, looking up at me as his voice changed in demeanor. "Can I take you now kitten?"

My hands were lost stroking his hair, looking into his eyes as a new found emotion washed through me. My heart beating wildly as his expression left me wordless. I have never seen a more beautiful combination of need and admiration before. It shook me to my very core and yet secured every feeling we had for each other. 'I love you' was all I could think when I looked at him. It was then that I grabbed him and placed a soft kiss upon his lips. "Please," I begged in a whisper.

     His voice erupted into a growl, slamming his lips against mine. Feelings of love ignited into the fire of pleasure. Our lips mingled as our tongues wrestled with erratic breaths. His hands on my ass and in my hair as he moved us to the bed. My back on the sheets, head on pillow, and a hungry beast above me. He kissed me like I was air, urgent and needy as my hands run down his sculpted chest. A moan followed by a growl escaping our kiss as my hands found his V. Stroking the line teasingly with the tip of my finger before my hand gave his bulge a squeeze.

"Not nice," he said after breaking the kiss. Watching his body shake as I teased him with my slow touch.

"What's not nice?" I teased, a smirk pulling at my lips as I gave him another squeeze. Being blessed with another moan. "This?" My own voice became husky as I rubbed his bulge with my hand, slow and teasingly. His breath came out in moan like pants as his hand gripped the bed. Trembling before he growled and pinned my hands above my head, holding both of my wrists in his large hand.

Wait, when did he take my straps off?

     He smirked, seeing my surprised expression as I was the one becoming flustered now. "My turn," he growled in my ear, his hand grabbing the top of my lingerie. Pulling it down slowly as he watched the fabric slide down my breast and over my nipples. Dragging the clothe all the way down to my stomach where he left it to rest on my waist. His eyes darkened as I watched him admire my body, biting his bottom lip hard before he cursed the word "fuck".
His head dipped, my cheeks flushed, and my nipple was in between his teeth. "Ah," I moaned as a pleasurable pain shot through my body. Exciting me as I watched how his tongue flicked my nipple before his lips began to suck on the bud. Of course...he didn't leave the other unattended as he pinched and squeezed my breast. The combination of tongue and fingers being too unreasonable to bear as all I could do was just melt. My voice painted in moans along with a trembling body for a brush.
I felt his grip on my hands loosen and then vanish as it took place on my thigh. Stroking my skin and inner thigh before he switched breasts, giving them both his attention. I couldn't move as my hands remained above my head, my mind a blank as all I could focus on was the pleasure that Ky was giving my body. A pulsating need making my center ache as all I could think of was wanting more. More. I needed more. My breath hitched as I watched his lips inch down my stomach. Biting, licking, sucking, marking up my skin that told the world that I was his and his alone. Hickies. Love bites.
I could feel how wet I was as I watched Ky suck on my hip as I bit my lip. Feeling my heart pound out of my chest as he took the rest of my lingerie and slid it down my legs before throwing it over his shoulder. To which he took the liberty of admiring me once more. My naked body became tense under his gaze as I squeezed my legs together. Trying to hide the most sensitive part of me as I could just feel his eyes burning my skin. Feeling his gaze as if it was his own fingers exploring my body to his pleasure.
"God, you are so beautiful," his voice set my ears on fire as it inflicted another wave of pleasure through me. God, why is everything so sensitive? I tensed when I felt his hands open my legs forcefully. My voice ceasing it's protest when I felt his fingers began to explore my center. My breath hitching and moaning with every move he made, feeling every inch of my center as he leaned over me. My hand on his chest as he moved my hair behind my ear as his hot breath fanned against it.

"You're so wet baby," he teased, whispering into my ear. His finger twirling and rubbing and playing as my body twitched with every movement.

"T-This i-is not fair. W-When are you going to l-let me p-pleasure you!" I said breathless as it was followed by an "oh god".

"Sorry baby, not today. I have to get you ready." He smirked.

"G-Get me ready?" I tilted my head to the side. Still trying to catch my breath as I admired his face. "F-for what?" I asked with a shudder. My back arching as his playing got rough before coming to a slow stop. His face got dangerously close to mine as his body hovered above me once more.

"For me," he answered.

     He then kissed down my body, leaving butterfly kisses before I felt him get between my legs. Putting my thighs over his shoulders as he kissed the inner part of each of them. He looked at me and that's when I realized what he was about to do. "Ky w-Ah!" My voice was taken as his tongue began to devour me. Covering my hands with my face as I could just feel my cheeks burn. It was so embarrassing. It was different. It...it feels so good, giving into the pleasure as his tongue twirled, sucked, and kissed. Cries of pleasure filled the air as I trembled like a leaf.
     Thank god these walls are sound proof. I couldn't take it, it was so overwhelming as it felt like my body wasn't my own. I was consumed, swimming in pleasure and the sight of him. Crying out to him as my hands clawed at the sheets. Oh god. Oh Ky! I thought I was going to explode, but was meet with sudden disappointment as Ky pulled away. Licking his lips as I was left a trembling mess beneath him. Curled into a ball as my whole body was pulsating from the overwhelming pleasure. Everything was so sensitive, even his voice was enough to make me tremble.

"I can't wait anymore kitten," he whispered into my ear before giving it a kiss. Moaning from the kiss as I panted, nodding my head as I knew full well what he was asking for. What I was ready for. He chuckled and gave me another kiss on my shoulder. Stepping away as I heard the rustling of pajama bottoms, looking over my shoulder as I got a peek of him. Watching him take his boxers off and tossing them on the floor. Oh god.
     I turned back around, cheeks flaming hot as I heard the sound of a condom wrapper between teeth. My heart was pounding out of my chest and a few moments later I felt Ky's gentle hands turn me over. I was laying on my back as he hovered above me in all his naked glory. Biting my bottom lip hard as I checked him out slowly. He was so freaking hot.

"Ahem," he said with a fake cough. Grabbing my attention as our eyes locked, blood red being met with electric blue. "You ready baby?" He voice was soft, almost a coo.

"Y-yes." Why was I getting nervous?

He smiled and his head dipped into my neck. "I promise to be gentle," he whispered. I didn't know what he meant by that until he started putting himself inside of me. My whole body tensed as I bit him hard, sinking my canines into his shoulder as my nails sank into his back. Growling. Is it suppose to hurt this fucking bad? It's like a knife is stabbing me in my fucking uterus! I clamped down on his shoulder harder, hearing a whimper come out of Ky's throat. A sound that snapped me back into my senses as my grip and bite loosened.

"Serena," he said against my neck. Giving it a kiss as I could feel that he was trying to be still. "It's normal for it to hurt for the first time. I know it hurts baby and I know you are scared. But I'm right here, I'll make sure that nothing is going to happen to you. I'll go as slow and as gentle as you need me to baby, I'll make sure you feel nothing but pleasure. Trust me that I won't hurt you. Please."

     I could feel the tears begin to brim my eyes. Ky. Slowly and gently, my body relaxed as I released him from my grip. Removing my teeth from his shoulder, licking the pain away as my head laid back down onto the pillow. Looking up at him as he breathed a sigh of relief.

"Sorry," I whimpered, feeling bad for hurting him.

He laughed, "it's okay." Placing his forehead against mine, "I always knew you were a biter." I giggled before staring deep into his eyes,  the atmosphere was getting tense again. "You ready?" He asked gently and after a moment of thought I nodded in response.

"Good, hang onto me," he begged as he wrapped my arms around his neck. "And tell me if you need me to stop okay?"

"Okay," I said, holding him tight.

     It took him ten minutes to get fully inside of me. Another five for me to get use to him as I clung onto him with gritted teeth and whimpers.

"You okay?" He asked between the kisses. Feeling their attempts working as I relaxed after each and every one.

"Yes," I said with a nod, easing myself as the pain almost seeped into pleasure.

"Y-you sure?" His voice was so soft as he kissed my neck. A wave of pleasure running from my neck all the way to my center.

"Yes."

"Can I-"

"Yes. B-but slowly at first." My legs wrapped around his waist, bracing for impact. He kissed my forehead before letting his own rest upon mine. His eyes closed tight as he began to thrust himself slowly inside of me. Gripping the bed sheets hard as he was resisting every urge to just pound into me. The first thrust was sharp and painful, I almost begged him to stop. But I forgot my plea as the pain slowly lulled into pleasure and then ignited and intensified.
My whimpers became moans of pleasure as his voice followed suit. Pants and moans feeling the air as each thrust become more and more needy. The pleasure consuming me in its flames as he intertwined his fingers with mine, our hands connected as they laid on each side of my head.

"Oh fuck," he growled between teeth. Kissing me hard as his tongue danced and twirled with mine. Feeling my body tremble and ache as it screamed for more.

"F-Faster," I begged between moans. Gasping for air as my hands ran up and down his back before grabbing his ass hard. A growl escaped his lips as a demanding thrust ran into me.

"Oh god," I moaned as I threw my head back. A small chuckle coming from his lips before being broken by his own moan. I lost myself in his eyes, his beautiful red eyes.

     He was rough and he was merciless when I asked him to. We knew it was coming when our bodies began to tremble like leaves in the wind. Our bodies covered in sweat as our beating hearts thumped against our touching chests. Everything was sensitive as I could feel it build with each thrust and each touch taken by his ravenous fingers. His rhythm didn't falter as he satisfied his long awaited need. I couldn't take it anymore as I could feel myself about to explode.

"K-Ky I'm..." another wave of pleasure seeping to me center.

"M-me too. Ah fuck!"

     And just like that, an orgasm of emotions were released with a shriek-like moan. Our bodies collapsing into each other as we held our shaking frames. Our minds blank as it was too busy processing all the different emotions that were making our bodies pulsate and ache. A panting Ky laying on my chest as I gave him a kiss to his forehead. Finally catching my breath when teasing fingers circled my nipple and a voice of earth and honey asked:

"Want to go again?"

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