The Monster that might be Inside


As humans we are more afraid of what is in the vast world we live in. As Monsters...we are terrified of what lies with in.

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"No!" I shouted. Wrapping my arms around myself as I tried to hide from all peering eyes. All eyes not daring to cease from my existence.

"I...I can feel it. The creature that stirs inside of me. It's...it's powerful and I...I don't know if it is good or bad."

"Serena this power...is indeed good." Michael spoke. Stepping before me as he looked me dead in the eye.

"How do you know Michael?! If it's so good then why are you so worried that Lucifer will change me against you!"

"Cause Lucifer will be your Master if he gets a hold of you Serena!" he growled. Grabbing me by the shoulders as he shook me a little. "If he's your Master...he can and will make you do things. Things that will change your pure heart to black."

"Michael..." I paused, my throat feeling dry as I licked my lips nervously. My hands trembling as I placed them upon his chest. "...I'm afraid, so very afraid. I had a dream last night...a dream where...where I..." the tears began to flow as the image of me attacking Ky floated back into my mind. "...I killed everyone. My family, my friends...I...I even tried to kill Ky. I tried to kill him!" I buried my face into Michael's chest, his arms comforting me as he tried to keep me together. He sighed and I could feel Ky's eyes plastered upon me.

"Your mind was showing you a premonition. It was telling you...that this will happen if Ky doesn't become your Tsubasa and soon."

"But he...I don't-"

"Serena," Ky spoke in a calm tone. Cutting off my pleading desperate words with his stern calm ones. My eyes meeting his in one breath taking moment. He stepped forward, placing his hand under my chin as I remained in Michael's arms. The same shock of electricity shooting threw me, making me remember the first time...Ky had touched me.

"Serena, I love you and I would do anything to protect you."

"But I don't want you-"

"I already chosen. I want to be your Tsubasa."

"But-"

"No buts Serena. You are mine and mine alone. I would die before someone else had even the chance to claim you as their own. We are mates, two halves to the same story. If you tell me to forget you...you know I wouldn't and I would die alone. Missing your touch. The choice is yours...to fight as one and live happily together or damn me into a life of loneliness. You decide."

I was silent for a moment, scanning Ky's eyes carefully. Catching every detail and every speck of gold that lied within them. He was serious, dead serious, he only looked at me with love and no fear. Not a drop. I knew this before but right now is when this thought really slapped me in the face. I loved this man, I can't live without this man, and I...I can't lose him. I slowly untangled myself from Michaels hold. His arms falling to his side as I wrapped mine around Ky's waist. His arms responding to my presence listening to his steady beating heart.

"We'll do it. Only he can be my Tsubasa." I told Michael, feeling Ky's arms tighten around me with need.

Michael smile,"Wonderful. When will you two...um..." he coughed, feeling my uncomfortableness. "...begin?"

"Don't worry Michael," Ky replied, a devilish smirk playing on his lips. "I'll have her claimed bright and early." He continued grabbing my ass with his hands. My cheeks burning a fiery red.

"Uh-K-Ky!"

Michael and Ky both laughed at my embarrassment. Making me pout from being made fun of.

*

What Ky had told Michael was indeed true. He indeed had a plan and he was going to do it soon...tonight even. The thought of Ky taking me send fire to my cheeks and made my insides melt. I was afraid and yet excited at the same time. I guess it's just the wolf in me, the one with the lust filled instincts. My mind started to imagine things, images of me and Ky entangled with are bare bodies hungry for each other. The sounds, the feelings, the transformation. We were about to become one and my body was burning for it. And yet my mind was cautious but deep down it wanted it too. I can only imagine what Ky was thinking as he drove through the woods. To the cabin where I was exiled. He chose this place for he knew we couldn't be interrupted, something he did not want to happen. It was a bright and nice day, beautiful even.

"What are you thinking?" Ky spoke, his eyes remaining on the old paved road. Listening as my heart went ba-ba-bum, skipping a variety of beats.

"I'm...I'm a bit nervous." I admitted. Seeing a corner of his lips prick up into a half way smile.

"I know what you mean." He replied. Making me smile softly do to his sweetness.

"Are you...are you afraid that I'm going to hurt you?"

My cheeks heated up once more as I realized what he was asking. "You mean...be t-too rough?"

He paused before he replied. "Yes. For I know I will lose control."

My heart was melting from his words. "N-no, I'm not afraid of that."

"Good, cause I promise I'll go gently...unless you tell me otherwise." He teased. Giving me a cocky smile that made me hit his arm playfully.

"Ow," he chuckled. Making me roll my eyes as I smiled as well.

Before I knew it, we had came to the cabin. Watching silently as Ky pulled up to the wooden cabin that I had spent a week away from him. Never imagining that I would ever come back to this place so soon. The sun was setting and twilight had taken over the sky. I opened my door after Ky had did the same. My eyes scanning the beautiful sky as it was adorn with colors. He locked the car, walking to the log cabin as I remained where I was.

"Serena," he spoke. Making me rip my eyes away from the grand spectacle. "Come on, let's get you something to eat." He said with a smile. Making me relieved that we weren't going to do it right away. I nodded, walking towards him as he walked into the log cabin. Closing the door behind me as I walked closely behind.

"What would you like to eat?" He asked. Placing his keys upon the counter. Searching through the cabinets for the appropriate pot or pan. I shoved my hands in my back pockets, biting my bottom lip as I contemplated on what I wanted to eat.

"Um...how about some soup?" I suggested. Ky then searched through the cabinets, finding some can soups in one of the top ones.

"What kind? Chicken noodle, spaghettios, clam chowder, tomato-"

"Clam chowder, if you don't mind that is?"

He smiled, taking the can of Clam chowder out as he replied, "I don't mind at all. Two bowls of Clam Chowder coming right up!"

I laughed, listening to Ky's excitement as he put a pot on the stove. Wanting to watch him and his nimble hands I walked over to the counter. Taking a seat upon it as I swung my legs slowly back and forth. Being careful not to hit the counter with my now bare feet. He's so hot. I unconsciously thought as I watched how his muscles moved under his shirt. Strong, firm, sexy. A man that could make any girl go crazy and I was indeed that girl. Those strong, firm arms holding my naked trembling form as he brought me to-

"Ow," I spoke. Blinking as I wondered what the hell just hit me. Turns out that my mate flicked me in the head as I now looked at his smirking form.

"What was that for?" I questioned, placing my hand on my somewhat throbbing forehead.

"For moaning as you drooled over my sexy body."

My cheeks turned red, "I...I d-did not moan!"

He smirked as he went back to cooking. "Did too."

"Did not."

"Did too!"

"Did not!"

"Did too and hush or I'll take you right here, right now. That moan almost made me too."

"I-I'm sorry."

"It's okay baby, I'll be hearing enough of those tonight."

"Why you!"

"A hahahahaha."

After that we talked about EVERYTHING but sex. We talked like we did when I was just his beta and he was just my Alpha. When I had no idea of what fate I was going to be given. We talked, we laughed, and of course I teased him. Telling him that the Clam Chowder was bland when it actually tasted really good. I knew I was going to be "punished" for that later. I gave him a smile, knowing that it always work when I'm trying to get out of punishments. And he would always roll his eyes, slap my ass, and say "what am I going to do with you?" "Love me, always love me," I tell him. "I will...with every breath I take...I will." He would always say. I was surprised at how fast we had finished dinner and how fast the time had gone. By the time we were finished the clock had stroke 9:00. Making the atmosphere get tense as we both stood. Placing our dishes in the dish washer as I could see Ky giving me lustful glances. The same thought was in his mind as it was in mine.

It was time.

* The next section has Sexual Content. Viewer discretion advise *

My breathing was shallow, uneven as Ky grabbed my hand. Looking at me with soft yet intense eyes. He smiled, pulling me into the bedroom as he lead me there. Entering the room as he let go of my hand, closing the door with both of us inside. Hearing a click as he locked the door for extra measure. Slowly I turned around, our eyes matching each other in their lust filled gaze. His vibrant red eyes appearing as my electric blue did the same. He rushed to me, pulling me up against his body as he kissed me passionately. His hands roaming my body as I moaned against his lips. His tongue invading my mouth with the tangy, sweetness of him. My arms wrapped around his neck. His hands gliding slowly down my back to my ass. Making me shudder as he squeezed it hard. I growled, pressing myself against him as he pulled away. Our bodies still in contact.

"I love you," he whispers against my lips. Picking me up as I wrapped my legs tightly around his waist. Already feeling...something hard...something that wasn't his phone.

"I love you too," I replied before I slammed my lips against his. He laid me against the mattress, pressing my body into it as my hands tried to pry his shirt off. Seeing my intentions he throw his shirt to the side. Kissing my neck as my hands ran down his chest. He growled, pressing himself against me as he made my legs spread wide. Craning my neck back as his hands played with the hem of my shirt. He ripped the shirt off of me as I grind myself against him. His lips going down, down, down, as he kissed in between my clothed breast. My breathing heavy as run my nails down his back. He moaned, grabbing my wrist as he placed them above my head. Holding them there as one of his hands worked my bra off. Setting them free as his eyes raked over them. His hand let go of my wrist as he massaged one of my breast.

"Mine," he spoke seductively before he placed one of my nipples in his mouth. Sucking and biting it, sending pleasure and pain through my body.

"Ahh," I moaned as he continue to massage and bite my breast. My hands eagerly trying to unbutton his jeans. Able to get the button and zipper down as my hand grazed against his manhood. He groaned, kicking his pants off as he pressed our bodies together. Our mouths falling agape from the skin to skin contact, fire and electricity shooting threw our bodies. His radiating heat consuming me as he locked our lips. His hands undoing my pants as he ripped them from my body. Leaving me in my panties.

"God you're so sexy," he spoke. His voice hoarse as his eyes raked over my body. He bit his bottom lip, kissing my lips, my neck, shoulder, breast, stomach, hip, and finally the little bundles of nerves that wanted him so bad. He took his boxers off, making me blush. They are things that I can't unseen and they are the things I wish never to forget. God, he was everything I wanted. Slowly, agonizingly, he hooked his fingers into my panties. Ripping them off as he kissed the inside of my thigh. Making me gasp as he got rid of the clothing. He hovered above me, his man hood teasing my hot entrance as it yearned for him.

"What do you want?" He whispered seductively in my ear. Making me squirm with anticipation.

"You." I said breathless.

"How badly."

"So fucking badly."

And with those words...he entered me. Making my back arch as my lips widened with a satisfied moan. My hands clutching the covers as he cursed from how good it felt. "Mm," he hummed, moving slowly as he made me feel every pleasurable move he made. Moans and groans escaping my lips as I tried to meet his slow pace. Trying to add friction between us.

"More...Ky...I-I need more." I begged him. His pace picking up as he slammed hard against me. Making my hands grab his shoulders as I buried my nails within his skin. "Ah," I bit my bottom lip as he threw his head back. His pace becoming faster and harder as he indulged in me. My body beginning to tremble as I could feel myself about to reach my climax.

"Faster...ah!" I moaned and he did exactly that. Our wolf eyes burning as we fed our lustful hunger for each other. Not able to get enough of the other. "Don't stop, God don't stop," I said breathless. Wanting him to claim me senseless, not wanting this sensation to end.

"Fuck!" He spoke as I reached my climax. Continuing his fast pace until he did the same. Collapsing on top of me as our sweaty, hot, bodies trembled together. As one.

I was now claimed and we were now the same.

* Lucifer's P.O.V *

Closed eyes and a sense of a bonding that I wish that wasn't made. You can feel it in the air, power was given and two souls were joined by the heart. A bonding of passionate, burning love that couldn't be faltered...not even after death. A bond...that not even God dare to touch. I sighed, opening my eyes as I sat upon my desk. Sitting in Hell as I contemplated and thought.

I have a lot of goddamn work to do.

I ran my fingers through my blonde hair. Making a clicking sound with my mouth as I thought and think and thought. This can become a real problem. I folded my hands together, slouching back in my chair as I closed my eyes tightly.

"Well done Michael, it seems that you have won yet again. But...you only won the battle...we have yet to begin the war." I spoke to myself, knowing that Michael could hear me if he tried. If I let him.

"Be quiet brother. Ky is Serena's Tsubasa and there's nothing you can do about it." Michael responded. Allowing me to hear him for the very first time in a long while. I smiled, a smirk even.

"Do you really think I would give up that easily."

"No. But this way, there will be no possible way you'll have Serena."

"We'll see about that...brother."

"Lucifer-" I cut him off, blocking our connection once more. Our minds no longer linked so I couldn't hear him and he...couldn't hear me. Just then my office door opened, a woman walking in as she was dressed in a suit and tie.

"Deliria what is it?" I questioned her as she bowed before me. Her long straight blonde hair falling forward and following back into place as she rose. Her completely black eyes looking at me with obedience.

"It's Emris, he wishes to see you."

"Send him in then."

"Yes master," she replied and bowed. Turning around as she walked out the door to fetch Emris. Minutes later Emris stormed in, dressed in all black as his hair was swooped out of his eyes. He came up to my desk, slamming his hands against it.

"Lucifer I can't believe this!" He raged, wagging his finger in front of my face. His red eyes fading from anger to calm to anger again. I sighed, rubbing my eyes as I replied in frustration.

"What is it now Emris?"

"What is it? What is it?! Did you not feel that! Serena my "future Sayko" has a Tsubasa. I told you! We should have taken her when we had the chance. Before they mated!"

I rolled my eyes. Standing up from my chair as I fixed my suit. Pushing the few rebellious strands of hair off my forehead.

"Emris, what did I tell you when you made this deal with me?"

"That you will promise me power and a lover if I help you."

"And I will do just that."

"But Serena-"

I put my hand up, telling him to stop speaking as I was about to notify him with my plan.

"Why Emris..." I paused, walking around the desk as we came face to face. "...there is more than one way to make a Sayko your's."

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