If You ever lost Me

The lone wolf screams as he stands under the moon. He screams, but it's not his name he is screaming. His claws bury into the ground with agony as the world tear his heart apart. He's screaming as he dies slowly, silently as the world around him doesn't bother to hear. He screams out of pain, out of love, lost. He screams not for himself, but for her, he screams for the one he loves, his other half, his mate. It's hard to breath as he gasp for her, it's hard to see as he searches for her, it's hard to hear as he yearns for her voice, it's hard to feel as he turns numb for her. It's hard to love when he's heart is shattering...for her.

For...there is nothing worst...than losing the one you love most.

*

I was thrown onto the hard ground, my shoulder blades banging in pain from the impact. I prompt myself on my elbows as I laid on the grass in front of the house, as the big bad Beta towered over me. His eyes burning a blazing yellow as his blonde hair framed his face wickedly. I didn't know why I didn't shift and fought this guy off, I would of won. But fear compelled me not to move as the Beta looked down upon me, canines bearing.

"You should of stayed with your master, Beta. But now you've seen something you shouldn't of have and now you must be killed. I'm not going to lie, I'm going to love snapping that pretty little neck of yours." He hissed.

He licked his lips as he began to shift, his eyes blazing as his bones cracked and fur began to cover his body. I watched as he shifted, fear enabling me to move, but why was I so afraid? Why did fear overcome me as I laid here frozen as the Beta in front of me transformed into his true form. I felt myself beginning to crawl back slowly, but I wasn't fast enough to get away as fear paralyzed me. The large tan wolf now stood in front of me with his lips pulled back from his teeth and he growled at me. My heart was pounding in my ears as my breath was taken away. He crept closer to me, stalking me with his lips pulled back and his ears flat against head. He inched closer and closer, testing to see if I would run. But I couldn't run, I couldn't even shift as I stared into his dark yellow eyes. He growled once more and this is when he decided to lung at me.

I covered my face with my arms as everything was in slow motion. His claws were sharp as they threatened to slash my throat. I shut my eyes as he lunged for me, his body weight shifting as his mouth was opened wide to taste my blood.

"KY!"

The next thing I heard was a growl as the sound of two forces colliding echoed in my ears. I heard a whimper, I opened my eyes slowly, still afraid to see what was happening. I lowered my arms as my eyes took upon the scene that was in front of me. Ky was in his wolf form, his eyes beaming a bloody red as he pinned the Beta on the ground. I low and menacing growl escaped Ky's throat as he looked upon the Beta in rage. The Beta whimpered with fear as he struggled to move. Ky barked at the Beta, making him freeze in place as his eyes were painted with fear. Ky pulled back his lips, bearing his teeth as he lowered his jaw to snap the Beta' s neck.

"Ky!" I yelled and he froze, his mouth nearly inches from the Beta' s neck. I stood up, slowly and Ky moved his head, watching me as I straightened up.

"Do not kill him," I said in a hush whisper. Ky gave me a look of anger as he was about to protest.

"You're better than this, now...let him go," I pleaded. At first Ky hesitated, pondering if he should listen to me or continue with his own intentions. Ky looked down at the Beta as he crumbled in fear, the Beta unable to meet Ky's gaze. It was silent as Ky had a debut with himself, pondering the benefits and consequences of each decision. Moments past and finally he came to his verdict. He grunted as he hopped off the Beta, letting the boy live. He walked over to me, his muzzle pointed to the ground as his ears were flat against his head with regret. He stopped in front of me, nudging his muzzle against my cheek in affection.

"Thank you," I whispered as I wrapped my arms around his neck. My hands clinged to his dark black fur as his head rested on my shoulder, his black muzzle going down my back. He exhaled, letting out a relieved and comforting sigh.

"What happened here!" Alpha Rick yelled as he ran over to the scene with his Luna and Alpha Cain not far behind him.

"This mutt attacked Serena," Ky barked as he now stood behind me. His black fur brushing against my shoulder blades as he bared his teeth over my right shoulder.

"What?! Why?" Alpha Rick asked, questioning his Beta.

"Because...She saw Nancy." The Beta grunted and Rick and Jena both froze as their eyes went wide.

"Who's Nancy?" Alpha Cain asked as he now stood by his son.

"Thier daughter," I spoke as my eyes narrowed upon Rick and Jena. "Am I right?" My voice had turn dark and menacing as I took a step forward, challenging the monstrous couple. They were silent as they said nothing, their eyes unwavering from the creature that was me.

"Am I right?!" I repeated more agitated.

Silence.

"Answer me-"

"Yes...you are correct." Alpha Cain said, cutting me off in mid sentence.

"She is our daughter, but that...is none of my concern," Jena spoke sharply as her tongue sliced threw each word.

I gave out a eary chuckle and they looked upon me baffled. I could just feel my anger just surging through me. My eyes were blazing my vibrant blue as my canines had came out to play. My hands balled into fists as my jaw tighten with fury, my eyes narrowing into a menacing line.

"You're right, it is none of my concern. But I'm not going to just stand by while you torture and torment your own pup. She is only a pup, only 14 years old and yet you have the integrity to lock her up in the attic. To beat her senseless as you give her barely any food or water. It's werewolves like you who bring shame upon our kind!"

"You watch your tongue!" Jena snapped.

"You watch Your tongue, bitch!" I snapped back at her and she fell silent.

"How could you? How could you lock your daughter up? How could you stand there and watch her get beaten over and over again!? And it's for the most stupid reason, ha! That's right, you locked her up because her mate is from your enemy clan. And do you know what I think about that...bull shit."

They looked upon me silently, dumbfounded, and agitated. I narrowed my eyes as I looked upon them, wanted to wash away their very existence. I took a deep breath as my muscles became tense and taut.

"For all I care, you can all burn in Hell, but I want that girl. I want to give that girl the life she deserves, the life she should of had since the day she was born."

"No," Rick protested and I took another step forward. I gave him a look and said...

"I'm sorry, can you repeat that for me? I wasn't sure if I heard you correctly."

"I said...no. She is our daughter and-"

"Excuse me, you don't have the right to call her your daughter. You lost that privilege when you placed her in those shackles. And besides you don't care about her, so why do you care if I take her."

"......You can't take her, because we don't have to listen to you. Only a Alpha-"

"Can take a member away if he finds that the pack...is treating them unfairly." Alpha Cain said, finishing Rick' s statement as he stood beside me.

"Yes, she knows the rules Rick and that is why I'm taking the girl in as my own. I'll raise her and take care of her, now...go fetch my new pack member before I rip your head off." Cain threatened as Rick bowed his head in shame.

Alpha Rick scowled in defeat as he turned to his Beta. "Go fetch the girl!" He ordered as he pointed at the door and the Beta ran off, doing his deed.

"I hope your proud about this," Rick spatted.

"Oh I am," Cain smirked.

It only took moments before the Beta came back out of the house. He held a limp and weak Nancy in his arms. Her medium black hair glistening in the sun as her green emerald eyes were closed from exhaustion. Her clothes were dirty and ripped as they hanged loosely from her body, their dull color unflattering against her snow white skin. The Beta walked over to Cain, placing Nancy in his empty arms, allowing her head to fall slowly upon Cain's shoulder. Cain held her gently and carefully, afraid to break her fragile body. His face became pain stricken as he could see the bruises from the many beatings that now covered her arms. Cain looked up at Rick, we could see that Rick's eyes held no sign of regret, but only pleasure.

And that's when I notice the gleam in his eyes. A gleam the showed accomplishment and...satisfaction. My eyes widened.

"You...you touched her." Everyone fell silent as I spoke...the disgusting truth.

"You......touched her didn't you! Didn't you! You harassed your own...daughter?!" I screamed at him and he smirked with satisfaction. His eyes burned wickedly as he was proud of what he had down, of what he had did to his very own flesh and blood. Now...this just pisses me off!

My eyes burned an icy blue as I round-house kicked him. My foot hitting his left cheek, making him fall to the ground. I kicked him in the stomach making him curl up into a ball from agony, he coughed up blood. The red liquid staining the grass as I spitted on him.

"You little piece of shit. If you ever come near her ever again, I swear, I will kill you." I threatened as he staid crumbled on the ground. I walked away turning my back on the house and the disgusting monster that roamed there.

We left the house and entered the dark forest, not wanting to see or hear from them ever again. Alpha Cain carried Nancy in his arms as me and Ky walked next to him silently.

"Alpha Cain, you don't have to take Nancy in as your own. I was the one who made trouble for you-"

"Serena, there is nothing to be sorry about."

"But you don't have to-"

"You saved this girl's life. You gave her a way to escape by being her savior. You saved this girl Serena and now...I want to give her sanctuary."

"Are you sure?" I asked nervously.

He turned to me and smiled, "Positive. Besides, me and Rebecca always wanted to try having a daughter, we just...didn't think of having one."

I smiled back at him grateful as he turned around and kept walking.

"But..." He said, his voice raising as if he had a plan in his head.

"...I'm going to need your help. Will you...?"

"Of course I will," and that was the last thing we said for the rest of the way home.

*

It was dark outside, the windows were covered with curtains of white silk. The warm lamp shade emitted a low light as they fell upon her face. The white covers wrapped her body in warmth as they hugged her body perfectly. Her head laid on the cotton white pillow as her raven black hair swirled and flared upon it. Her black eyelashes brushed the top of her white cheeks, her tiny little hands clinging to the bed sheets. I smiled as I sat next to her on the bed, my hand placing a thread of her black hair as she slept soundly.

Nancy hadn't woken up since we took her from the Deep Water's pack house. Cain explained the whole story about Nancy to Rebecca and the whole pack. He told them how she was tormented and how I was compelled to save her. That would sure be one hell of a story to tell my children. The pack and Rebecca welcomed Nancy with wide open arms, ready to take care of their new pack member. I sighed with relief as I remembered the excitement that was painted on everyone's faces the moment they say Nancy.

"Don't worry, Nancy. You'll like it here," I whispered in her ear.

I turned the lamp shade off as I left the room. I closed the door behind me, leaving Nancy in her deep slumber. In the hall way, Ky was leaning up against the wall as his arms were crossed over his chest. He stared upon me with a blank expression, his eyes dull as if they could shattered at any second. I sighed as I walked over and stood in front of him, my eyes filled with concern and fear as I looked at him.

"What's wrong? You haven't talk to me all afternoon," I asked grabbing all my hair and placing it over my left shoulder, leaving the skin on my right shoulder expose. He stood there still and emotionless, his eyes unwavering from me as he did not speak.

I sighed, "Fine if your not going to tell me, at least tell someone."

He stayed silent. I bowed my head in concern and hopelessness.

"Well...it's getting late...so I'll be heading back home," I said turning away from him. I was about to walk down the hall when Ky grabbed my left hand and he pulled me back into his rock hard chest. His right arm wrapped around my waist, his hot breath on the expose skin on the back of my neck.

"You're staying with me tonight," he said as his voice vibrated against my skin. His arm tighten around me as his hand did the same, bringing me closer to him.

"I need you tonight...Serena," he pleaded as he kissed the back of my neck. Electricity shocked threw me as his soft lips lingered on my skin.

"Ky," I said passionately as he traced his lips up my neck. Shivers ran down my spine as my heart throbbed out of my chest. He kissed behind my ear and I trembled from how good it felt.

"Looks like I found another sweet spot," he cooed. I bit my lower lip as his tongue licked up behind my ear, another shiver passing threw my body. My breath hitched as his hot breath grazed my ear with heat, making my cheeks turn red.

"Ky?"

"Hmm," he murmured against my neck as he took in my scent.

"What's wrong," I asked him and I could feel his body tense against mine.

"You had been silent ever since......since that Beta attacked me. And......now you sound like you're in pain. What's bothering you...Ky? Can't you see that I worry about you? I want to...I want to know how you feel, what your thinking. I...I can't help you...unless you tell me. So...please tell me?! Tell me Ky, because I don't want you to carry the burden by yourself. Tell me...please," I begged.

He stiffened as he clung to me even tighter, his arms never wanting to let me go and...I didn't want him to let me go. I...I felt whole in his arms, I felt safe in his arms, I......I yearned for his arms and...I still do now. I...I don't want him to let me go, I...I love him. Ky made it easier for me to breath, he made it easy to speak, to be happy, to be...he made it easier to be me.

I placed my right hand on his arm as it remained around my waist, wanting.

"Tell me...please." I trembled as I was barely able to let the words pass my lips. It was silent as he slowly stroked his lips up my neck as they stopped at my ear.

"Get ready for bed and..." he paused, his hot breath tickling my ear.

"......I'll tell you what's bothering me. Don't keep me waiting."

*

I walked into Ky's room, my hair freshly dried as I wore my black night shirt and pajama bottoms. Ky was under the covers of his bed as he laid on his back, the white cotton blanket rubbing against his hard bare chest. He stared at me, his eyes black with lust and passion as his eyes scanned my body.

"Close the door," he said, his voice blunt. I nodded, my heart pounding a million miles a minute as I closed the door behind me. I turned around my hand falling from the handle as my eyes fell upon Ky once more.

"Now..." He said. His hand pulled the corner of the blanket that was on my side up. The covers ruffling from the movement of his elegant and beautiful hands. He locked my eyes in his gaze, his eyes unwavering from me as his hands move the blankets.

"...come here," he ordered and so I did. I climbed into the queen size bed, the cushion holding my body in it's softness. Once my head landed on the pillow Ky moved his elegant hand once more, draping the blanket over me as his arm trapped me. Ky was laying on his side as I was laying on my back, his warm, hard chest brushing against my arm. He looked down into my eyes as I looked up into his. He scanned my face...as if...he was afraid, afraid that I would disappear any minute. His lips parted as pain of loss flashed in and out of his eyes, my eye brows came together in concern.

"Ky-"

"Shh," he hushed me, softly. "Don't speak...just listen," he begged and I nodded.

It was silent as he exhaled, deeply, slowly, painfully. The arm that now trapped me, it's hand now caresses my cheek as it's owner now stares upon me with agony. As Ky stares upon me with agony and it's killing me.

"When you...when I couldn't find you at the Deep Water's pack house...I...I was concerned. I knew you could handle yourself and I knew you would be careful. But...I was still...concerned."

His words were barely able to pass his lips as his heart became heavy. And because his heart became heavy, he began to inhale deeply, not allowing himself to break. He began to stroke circles on my cheek with his thumb, wanting to savour the feeling of my skin.

"When...when I noticed that you were gone for a while. I......I became nervous, wondering where in the world you could be."

He brought his face closer to mine. His dark and pain filled eyes piercing my heart multiple times, killing me emotionally. My own heart began to become heavy as my fingers wrapped around the wrist of the hand that was caressing my cheek. My lips began to tremble as I breathed deeply, effortlessly, gasping for him and him alone. My eyebrows came together in hurt while...his face contorted in pain.

"Then......that's when you screamed my name and I......and I......panicked."

His jaw tightened in pain as a whimper came from his throat. A whimper of pure pain and agony, a whimper that made me want to hold him tightly. He brought his face closer as his thumb traced against my lips making them part with agony. My heart was heavy as it pounded slowly, stiffly, and painfully. Every exhale that escaped out of his lips, was another wave of pain that washed over me. Another painstaking moment where I just want to hold him more and more.

"But when I saw that Beta about to attack you......I...I was afraid." He paused as he gritted his teeth, his muscles taunt.

"I...I wasn't afraid of the Beta...............I was afraid of losing you," he said, choking the last few words out. Tears began to roll down my cheeks as my heart ached for him, as it yearned for him.

"Serena," he spoke desperately as he placed his forehead on mine. A short choking sound came from his throat as he gently grazed his lips against mine.

"Serena...Serena, I would die if I ever lost you. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I......if I..." He exhaled heavily as he spoke painfully and agonizingly. His hand moved to the back of my neck, holding it desperately. He breath deeply, his own tears threatening to surface before he continued.

"......if I ever lost you......I wouldn't be able to breath. I wouldn't be able to see clearly, to hear sharply, I wouldn't be able to feel anything. If I ever lost you......I would die......my heart would ache so much that I would scream...every night. I would scream your name...every night to the moon as my heart shatters silently and unwillingly. I would die agonizingly......if I ever lost you...Serena...I would die a million times over and millions times over again."

I couldn't take it anymore, I wrapped my arms around him. Bringing him closer as he buried his face in my neck, my lips brushing against his collar bone. We held each other tightly as our chest rose together and descended together. Breathing heavily as the pain became overwhelmingly unbearable to risk it alone, to risk the pain with out the other. He held me tightly and desperately as he whimpered over and over again. Our mouths remained silent, but on the inside...we were screaming out of pain, love, and the risk of lost. We screamed for each other as we yearned for each other, needed each other. He whimpered as he shook, I clung to him, my arms holding him tightly as whimpers of my own mixed with his.

"I...I don't ever want to lose you Serena, never." He said, moving his head as he looked down at me.

"I Love you Serena......and I would die without you."

Then he kissed me, desperately, eagerly, painfully. We moved are mouths in unison, hungry for each other as we wanted to savour the other. I ran my nails down his back earning a moan as it passed threw his lips.

"Serena," he said, biting my lower lip on the n. I moaned as he slipped his tongue into my mouth, eagerly searching for it.

I moaned once his tongue grazed against mine, tasting me, wanting to devour me. My heart pounded as my right hand clawed through his hair while my left arm wrapped around his waist. Our mouths moved as our tongues mingled, his hands ran down my body eagerly wanting to feel every inch of me. I moaned when his hands past my hips and ran down my legs, sending a shiver threw my body. We breathed heavily as we released our lips from each other, gasping for air.

Ky kissed down my neck and into my collar bone, sending chills all threw my body.

"Ky," I gasped as he got in between my legs, his body pressed against mine. My heart was pounding out of my chest as Ky kissed my lips, prying my mouth open as he made the kiss deeper. It was then when I felt-oh god, my cheeks turned beat red as Ky looked down upon me with hungry and lust filled eyes.

"Serena I don't know if I can...control myself any longer. I...I'm at my limit." Ky spoke hoarsely.

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Jordananime Here

Hello my dear lovelies, here is yet another chapter of "Possessive Hearts" I hope you all enjoy. Especially the girls Because...what girl wouldn't want a guy to confess their love like Ky does, am I right ladies. Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!

Alright so guess what Monday November 10th is......

Yep it's my birthday! How exciting is that! I'm going to be so happy but I am so so sick right now. so I hope I get better before my birthday.

Thank you all for reading my book, you are all AMERSING (and yes Spartian470, I am sooooo stealing your line. What did you expect, I am a thief after all, hehe ^-^)

I love you all so much, you guys are AMERSING, better than amazing.

Read, Write, Comment, Vote, confess your love, never let the person you love go, Intheskywithdimonds I need you to write another chapter of "Wild N' Free", live, laugh, love, and...

I'll see you at the next Full Moon.

Jordananime Out.

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