hello!!
i was thinking at school today
because im a loser and think instead of do work at school

and i was like
wow
i almost killed myself

and then i was thinking about the reasons why i didn't, and one of them stood out above the others.

this might sound a little stupid or lame, but it was troye sivan. i knew i could watch his videos and they would make me laugh and smile, and i loved listening to his music so much and i was thinking about how i would never hear it again or see troye again if i died. how far he's come and knowing that he struggled with some of the things that i struggled with inspired me a lot. i love troye sivan, a lot.

so find yourself a savior. who do you want to stay alive for? you don't have to know them personally. they could be a parent, friend, datemate, or anyone else. someone who you love and love enough to save yourself.

tell that person, if possible. if not, then be around that person. watch their videos if they're a youtuber. listen to their music if they're a singer. watch their movies if they're an actor. spend time with them if you know them irl.

this helped me a lot through my hard times and i hope it may help you (:

love,
raygan/ryan xx

[get some troye-boy flossing action there for ya (; ]