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A/N: A bit in my feelings today. I didn't realize how much I missed my brother until now.
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When the world goes dark
While I look through the blinds
Of my minds eye and start
To wander in the mines
Setting off the blasts
Of chaos bottled deep
Some things can never last
Taking a chance I leap
From one safe spot to another
Wishing I still had my brother
Alas all that's left is my mother
Terrified to disappear like the other
People who have gone before us
Our hearts ache and yet we trust
In the light above
Casting down warm comfort
Caressed by the wings of a dove
Sent down in a stork
My eyes wander to a familiar face
Yet it's different but I can see a trace
Of you in the way that he smiles
Maybe I can just sit for a while
If only you could see
How much he's grown
To get excited for what he could be
For the wonders he has yet known
I don't really know him
He stays far away
Reaching out like a limb
Why does it have to be this way
He wants to be closer
To Mom and I
Our time is always shorter
In my mind I lie
That it won't be months
Before we see him again
For now your memory haunts
From this visit I am pained
Nothings ever been the same
However, I am happy now
This heart is hard to tame
Swirling through exquisite colors I know
Deep down you'll always be here
In the pictures and funny stories
Hoping one day I can hear
Your voice again with no more worries
Don't worry big brother
I'll keep him safe for you
I promise this forever
My protection with remain true
Until the day I see you again
Hug dad for me and tell him I love him
This little brat will remain
On this earth
We will always maintain
Our relationship since birth