Author's Note :

I am really sorry for ghosting you guys. I was busy with some college works, So I couldn't read any book. I lost the flow of words, so to get it back I had to re read this story. I am so sorry guys.

April 28, 2019.

Sreedevi

Why is this blue colour bathroom tile irritating me?

I sighed annoyingly brushing my teeth vigorously. I woke up few minutes ago, and ever since I did, everything around me is annoying me. Ajay's silent snore, hot climate, messy room, almost empty tooth paste, and now the bathroom tiles. Everything is irritating me for no particular reason. I remember my periods date is going to be on next week. So this must be Premenstrual Syndrome. I know right. This sucks.

I finished brushing and tried to open the falcet of the bathroom to wash my face, which didn't turn. It was tight af. I gave some pressure but it remained the same. Great! This was adding fuel to my already annoyed self. I tried a couple of times and then the falcet came apart in my hand drenching my upper body in water. I tried to find the valve to stop the water but I accidentally turned the shower button. The water drenched my hair and every part of my body. I gritted my teeth and threw the falcet away in anger.

Ajay rushed to the bathroom hearing the noise and yelled seeing the water drenching me. He immediately turned off the valve stopping the water from both the sources. He picked up a towel and wiped my face and hair.

"Hey paithyama dii nee? Ethuk di atha pudungi pota?"

"Yaaru naa pudungi potena?" I yelled at him. "Enak enna venduthala itha pudungi podanum nu" I yelled on top of my lungs.

Ajay looked at me a bit taken aback.

"Ethuk maa kathura?" He asked.

"Naa enga kathuren.. Thallunga angut" I pushed him away and walked out of the bathroom. I opened the wardrobe and pulled out a set of pyjamas and went back to the bathroom. Ajay was still standing there blinking his eyes. I pulled the towel from him.

"Ponga jay naa kulichit varen.."

"Devi maa... Tap odanjuruk da... Plumber ah koopdanum.. Antha bathroom la poyi kuli maa" he said softly cupping my face.

"Arghhh" I fisted my hands annoyed "Enak mattum en ipdilam nadakuthu" I pushed his hands away and walked out.

"Cha...Full ah nanajiten... Ivlo naal antha tap uk oru prechanayum illa... Innaik en ipdi nadakuthu.. Cha.. Ellam en neram" I was ranting to myself loudly walking to the guest room.

The water from my pants spilled all over the floor which annoyed me more. "Paaru ipo veedu full ah thanni aayiduchu.." I again ranted.

"Enna di ipdi polambura?" Ajay asked chuckling drinking water from the bottle.

His chuckle annoyed me. Every fucking thing is annoying me.

"Polambama enna pandrathu... Ellam en nero"

I opened the door of the bathroom and put all the clothes on the hanger and started bathing. After rinsing myself, I searched for the soap but there was no soap. I let out a huge breath through my mouth to calm my nerves.

"Ajayyyy" I screamed.

No response.

"Ajayyyyyy" I screamed a bit louder.

No response.

Oh Please don't test my patience.

I turned off the tap and screamed again
"Ajayyyyyyy"

No response.

DONT TEST MY PATIENCE.

"AJAYYYY"

"Haaan" I heard a response after what felt like an eternity. "Sollu maaaaa" I heard it from outside the bathroom.

"Evlo nerama kathit iruken... Enga poyirnthinga" I yelled at him.

"Sorry ma sorry ma sorry ma.. Headphone potrunthen athaan kekala.."

"Rend per matum irukra veetla oraal kulikka pona.. Gavanama irukanum nu theriyathu? Keela vilunthu thala idich sethuten na? Enna pannuva?" How can he be so irresponsible.

"Hey enna di ipdi pesura.. Ethuk ivlo kova padra?"

"Kova padama? Evlo nerama kathuren? Nee kulikka poyit ipdi kathit irunthu naa kekama iruntha unak gaandagum thane?" I breathed hard as I was yelling at him.

"Seri seri sorry... Inime ipdi panna maten.. Ipo ethuk koopta?"

"Inga soap illa jayyy" I whined annoyed.

"Achoo naa thaa ipo anga kulikren la.. Athaan inga illa.. Seri naa eduthit varen.. 10 seconds la varuven.. Kova padatha" he said as his voice distanced.

He came after few seconds. It didnt feel like ten seconds anyway. He knocked the door. I opened the door slightly and extended my hand out careful enough to cover my naked body behind the door. He placed the new soap packet on my palm. I retrieved my hands back and locked the door. After having a good shower, I exited the bathroom wiping my head. I was about to step out of the guest room but gasped and held my chest seeing Ajay leaning on the doorframe.

"Ipdiya vanthu nippa? Bayanthuten" I pushed his chest away.

He caught my waist and pulled me closer.

"Ennachu en bommukutty ku" He pinched my nose. "Ethuk kova patute irukinga?"

"Onula vidu" I tried to push him away.

"Seri.. sorry dii" he placed a strong kiss on my cheeks.

"Poo jayy" I pushed him away and walked to the balcony and put the towel to dry.

"Thangamee" he called me behind.

I am soo much annoyed now. Not only to him, but to everything around me. I feel everything around me is made to annoy me. I walked to the kitchen and huffed seeing the sink filled with dishes. I tied my wet hair and sauntered towards the sink. Irritatedly I touched the dishes feeling disgusted.

Ajay hugged me from behind and kissed my shoulder. It felt comforting and irritating at the same time. I don't know how to explain this.

"Devi maa.." He nibbled my earlobe and rubbed his stubble on my neck.

"Jayy.. Vela pannit iruken la.." I said.

"Naanu thaa" he said smooching my neck. I was intoxicated with his gentle kisses that I forgot that the tap was open. The water started overflowing amidst the dishes. I gasped and closed the tap and pushed him away.

"Athaan vela pannit iruken nu solren la.. Apro ethuk vanthu disturb pannite irukka?" I yelled.

He was taken aback at my harsh response. I could see the hurt in his eyes. He didn't say anything but silently walked away from the kitchen. I felt bad but I was still annoyed as the kitchen got more messier.

I breathed out and did the dishes. I couldn't erase the hurt in his eyes while washing the plates. It made me feel guiltier. I hurt him due to my stupid mood swings. It wasn't his fault at all. I overreacted. I should ask him sorry. He must have been hurt badly. He shouldn't overthink that I hate him. I don't. I can never hate him. I did the dishes and cleaned the kitchen counter in a hurry.

I saw him sitting on the couch, playing with an old fidget spinner. I sat beside him. He looked me through the corner of his eyes and focused back on the spinner.

"Jayy?" I called him but he didn't respond.

"Jayy.. Unna thaan" I touched his shoulders but he wiggled them off.

My eyes formed tears but I gulped the lump in my throat and cleared it before speaking,

"Pesa matiya?"

He sighed and continued playing with the spinner.

"Jay sorry" I sat a bit closer to him.

He moved away from me. I looked at the distance between us and back to him.

"Jay sorry maaa... Naa etho kovathula apdi..sorry maa" I said but he acted deaf.

"Pesa matiya jay?"

He stood up from the couch and went to the guest room and closed the door. Tears filled my eyes. It slowly gushed out of my eyes and flowed down my eyes. He hates me. He doesn't want to talk to me. He doesn't like me anymore. It was my fault. How can I be so harsh towards him, when all he did was expressing his love? He doesn't know what I was going through but at the same time, how can he hate me? Just because I shouted at him? So he won't talk to me at all if I shout at him? Will he not think from my place?

I am soo angry on him.

I wiped my tears breathing heavily in anger. But what if I was in his place? What if he shouted at me like this? That I am disturbing him? I would have definitely got hurt. I may also cry. No I'll surely cry. Will I forgive him soon? No. I won't. I will do the same. I'll shut myself inside the room and show him how hurt I am. Thats exactly what he is doing. I would expect him to knock on the door and say sorry to me. Should I do the same? My mood swings are not allowing me to do it.

I stood up in a swift and walked to the kitchen in anger mixed hurt. I dont remember what exactly happened but on the next instant I stepped on the mat, I am on the floor hitting my back on the floor. Only a scream left my mouth. Pain from different parts of my back pricked through my body. Ajay unlocked the guest room and rushed towards me.

"Devi.. Devi enachu maa" he squatted beside me and wrapped his one hand around my shoulder and clutched my arm with the other. Worriness filled his face.

"Vulunthuten" I said trying not to cry.

"Seri vaa enthiri.." I tried to get up with his help but I couldn't, it was paining.

"Mudila Jayy..." I cried.

"Seri seri azhuvatha azhuvatha.. Naa iruken.. Naa iruken seriya..." He wrapped his other hand around my knees and lifted me in bridal style. I yelped in pain garlanding my arms aroung his neck.

"Onula onula..." He said sweet nothings as he took me to the bedroom and made me lay there.

I shut my eyes tightly and squeaked.

He laid beside me and caressed my head kissing my forehead.

"Onula onula seriya... Naa iruken la.. Seri aagdium.. Onula" he kept kissing my forehead. He was panicked as hell but he was comforting me.

"Valikuthu maa" I cupped his face and cried in pain.

"Iru iru.. Naa oil eduthit varen.. Konjo poruthuko thangame" he tried to move from me, but I clutched his singlet and pulled him closer.

"Sorry jayy... Naa unna hurt pannanum nu apdi sollala.. Athu etho mood swings la... Sorry jayy.." I said crying.

"Heyy devii.. Ethuk di azhara.. Ethuk sorry ellaam solra.. Enak hurt aachu thaan.. Ana nee vanthu pesnapo athu pochu.. Summa thaa velanden unkooda.."

"Illa naa unna hurt panniten.. Sorry" I cried.

"Devi maa" he cupped my one cheek "Inga paaru sorry ngrathu oru periya varthai... Suma suma ellam atha solla koodathu... Seriya? Yaaru kitayume sorry sollatha.. Inime enkitta sorry sollanum nu thonuchu na.. Enak oru kiss kudu.. Epdi ok va?"

I blushed and cried at the same time.

"Epdi ok va di?"

I pulled him down and kissed his cheek strongly "Ipothik itha vachuko" I said.

"Adjust panikuren" he kissed my cheek and moved away from me to the kitchen. He returned with a bowl of hot oil and placed it on the side table. He spreaded a long towel on the bed and slowly made me roll over it. Such that I was lying on my stomach on the towel. He sat beside me and hesitantly touched the hem of my pyjama top.

"Can I?"

I nodded clutching the pillow. He rolled my top upwards until my bra hook. I don't know if he had got to see a glimpse of my maroon colour bra but he is seeing my bare back for the first time. It turned my cheeks red. There is no movement for few seconds. I looked him through the corner of my eyes. He was staring my bare back with nothing but lust. I bit my lips blushing hardly due to his intense gaze.

I felt the hot oil being poured on my back. It wasn't too hot but it was soothing. Then I felt his hand on me spreading the oil in a sensual way. I clutched the pillow tightly due to the pain and moaned in pain closing my eyes.

This pain didn't feel like a pain thats hurting me but heaven that pleasures me. He leaned his body on me such that his breath hit my earlobes, his hands still massaging my back. I pressed my cheek to the pillow and moaned loudly when he pressed both sides of my waist. It was turning pleasurable with every second. It was both and paining and pleasurable.

He was kneading my back like he how he would knead a chapati dough. Soft and hard at the same time. I lost it when he pressed his lips against my neck. I grasped the bed sheet tightly feeling his hands around my back and waist and his lips against my neck, rubbing and smooching there.

"Mmmm jayy" I moaned seductively without my knowledge.

"Feeling better?" He whispered back seductively nibbling on my earlobe.

I nodded. I clenched my thighs together as I realised myself getting wet down there feeling a man's touch over parts that were craving for it. Finally they are getting their wishes fulfilled as long as I have a husband who has both love and lust for me.

"Vali poyiducha? Continue pannanuma?" He asked slowing down his movements.

"Pleasee" I begged him shamelessly.

He pulled back and massaged my back slowly and sensually. I enjoyed them on me for sometime. He stopped massaging me and slowly made me lie on my back without even pulling my top down. My bare back came in direct contact with the towel on the bed. My stomach and navel were exposing but suddenly I didn't feel any shame. I wanted it to be exposed for him to see it, touch it and do more.

His eyes dropped to my navel for a millisecond before it met my eyes. His hands itched to touch them. I know. I caught his hands on air and made him touch my stomach. He looked at his palm and then at me. I closed my eyes due to the feelings caused by his touch. He pressed his forehead on mine rubbing his hands over my tummy and waist.

His tender touches on my waist make every other part of my body feel jealous over my waist. I feel happy that I have fell down because otherwise, I wouldn't have felt this heavenly feel.

I would be the only one who feels elated to have fallen on the floor hurting the back.

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