Rob's P.O.V.

I stared at the screen tears in my eyes knowing what I just did and how horrible it actually was. Did I really say all those things to Preston.

I tried skype calling him again but he didn't answer and I tried his phone but no such luck. I squinted my eyes letting more tears loose as I stared at my phone's screen

Would you believe me if I said I was sorry....

I looked around my room and knew what I had to do...I'm going to Texas.....I jumped onto my chair and opened up my computer booking a flight for the fastest one I could get to.

The questions weren't meant to hurt...

I packed my bags and started to leave..

Preston's P.O.V.

I looked at myself in the mirror Rob's hurtful questions echoing through my head. I grabbed the razor and looked at it for a bit before deciding to continue.

I pressed down against my skin letting it slide across my scars and feeling more calm and relaxed when the blood trickled down my arms.

It was just my fear of losing you...

I looked at myself in the mirror and realized I was crying really bad that my hiccups came back again. Rob's questions just made me press it in deeper not glazing over my skin like I usually did.

"Are you really useless Preston?!?!Are you worthless?!?!? Because if that's what you think then I guess your right!!!

No wonder your in a depression Preston.....A stupid jag like you should have never lived to begin with, goodbye Preston.." Rob screamed at me and I never knew why.

And now you're filling all the space that surrounds you.....

I felt a tear splash onto one of my cuts and I let it stay there, stinging like he** but I didn't care anymore....I was over it...

I walked out of the bathroom seeing the room start to swim realizing I must have cut to deep and fell onto my bed watching the world swim around dizzily as my soul danced with death.

My head started to spin and Rob's voice said one last thing before I let go of the world to say goodnight and not goodbye..

"I hope you have worse things in life and think this is better than what happens later.." Rob snapped at me.

I closed my eyes as the world slowly drifted away from me and felt more at ease, at peace....I was dying.....

I'll soon be tucked away, underneath you're bed....

Rob's P.O.V.

I sprinted through the airport and bought a rental car going past the speed limit to get to Preston's house. I slammed the brakes as a red light hit and I smashed into someone lightly but just drove past them.

I turned a sharp left as I saw the street Preston lived on and opened my car door sprinting to his unlit house...

I pounded on the door and kicked it down with my foot searching deperately for any sign of Preston....It looked..... abandoned...

Tears formed in my eyes when I couldn't find him when I saw a staircase out of the corner of my eye and raced up it.

I heard a thud and someone fell causing me to scream and open any doors I could find. There was one door at the end of the hallway and I saw Preston unconscious laying on his bed.

I raced to him and grabbed his face kneeling down towards him. This was all my fault....I realize his chest was moving and flipped my phone out to call the ambulance.

Where you gave your life to me....Where I gave myself....to you...

Preston's P.O.V.

I heard someone scream and dial something on their phone and explained something I couldn't understand...Maybe it was just best to die...

Maybe it's all for, the best..

Then I remembered my friends laughing with me, the happy memories I had and could still have...no....I wasn't ready to die...I was too young..

But I just don't see any good in this, no...

I then remembered Rob, laughing with me as we played parkour and I remembered just a couple days ago how he stabbed me in the back and gave me sh** for something I had no idea what.

Maybe I'll find someone better....

I dont want to come back....I want to stay here....Please, just let me rest in peace.... I felt myself being lifted up and white flashed before my eyes.

Rob's P.O.V.

My eyes were watery as they explained to me on the phone that they barely made it to the hospital in time, I was screaming panicking in the phone and ran to my car racing to the hospital.

But the lovers that leave us will always hold a place....

I dashed through the doors and into the room where Preston was to see him unconscious with a heart monitor attached to him.

"Oh Preston....I am so so sorry.." I whimpered kneeling down so I was face to face with him.

Maybe it was wrong to think I could keep you...

I saw his heart monitor slow down and doctors rushed in trying to save him while I was pushed out of the room in a panic.

"WERE LOSING HIM!!!" I heard someone scream from Preston's room.

A lady rushed out and sprinted back through the doors with a needle and I heard a familiar voice screaming in pain then went silent again.

"Did he leave me?" I whimpered tears flowing down my cheeks even more..

And maybe it's the last few thoughts I've been thinking... taking over my mouth and all I've been wondering..

I scrunched my eyes closed and screamed when I heard a loud beep and people in Preston's room started to sob.

"He couldn't have left me, please.....please Preston I-I'm so so sorry please come back I didn't mean to say those words.

Preston's P.O.V.

I looked around the white when I heard a huge beep and I covered my ears screaming in pain then I went silent again as it stopped while voices around me cried.

I felt more at ease as if no one was here to hurt me....But what about Rob?...... I'll be fine without him he doesn't like me around anyways he said I was worthless and not needed anyways.

I want you to know that I'm fine here without you...

I mean, he doesn't care right? If it wasn't for him I would still be happy and smiling and now I'm peaceful and dead! :(

But I can't bring myself to lie to you....

I felt myself being pulled somewhere and someone screamed begging me to come back but there was a barrier and the world let me go letting me drift off to wherever I needed to be next...

Rob's P.O.V.

"Preston I'm so sorry I love you!"

But in all honesty, they'll never compare to you....

I looked at his peaceful not breathing on the body and there was no smile on his face, no bright cheeriness which is usually there he looked, depressed...depressed and broken...

Between you and me, I still keep our pictures underneath my bed...

I drove back home not even caring to take a plane and slammed the door running up the stairs and pulled a box out from underneath my bed.

'From Preston, to Rob...Do not open unless I am no longer here....'

I opened it up and started to cry when I saw the picture of him kissing my cheek at PAX  when we met each other in real life for the first time.

Where I, give myself....to you...

I cried as I notied tape on the picture and turned it around to see a note from Preston to Rob and I slowly picked it off the picture, unfolded it, throwed the tape away and started to read.

'Dear Rob,

I am sorry if I never got to say this to you in person but I really needed to tell you this, when I was told to kiss you at PAX I didn't just do it because it was a dare...I did it because I love you.

Maybe it's all for the best

If for somewhat I am no longer with you or if we are no longer friends I want you to have these... Now I know I can be a little bit out of it but it is because

But I don't see any good in this, no

I have been having issues and I am trying my best to smile but it is just getting harder and harder for me to be happy.

Although the one thing that makes me over the moon is when you smile and be happy, that is the thing that keep my moving all the time, you...

So do one favor for me if I leave or if I don't....Never stop smiling....Be happy and never forget me at the same time..

Remember me for happy memories or funny ones and not the ones you regret spending with me. If I am going to be remembered I sincerely declare that they have to remember me as I used to be.

The little lava mob who loves you so very much... .                                                                                                                    Sincerely,  Preston :)'

I hope you'll find something better..

I smiled with tears in my eyes knowing I would at least have a keepsake that I can remember Preston by, the letter was so descriptive it sounded like he was actually talking which made me cry and smile.

But the lovers that leave us will always hold a place...

~One week later~

 I looked around my room trying to smile but it just didn't appear since I knew Preston wouldn't be there to laugh and smile back.

I looked around my room again, maybe I should try living without him but this week was so painful it was too much to bare...

Maybe it's all for the best...

I looked and saw a bottle of pills in the bathroom and I walked towards them not realizing what I was doing...I just wanted to see Preston again....

I just don't see the good in this...no..

I opened the bottle and scarfed them all down feeling a wave of exhaustion come over me..I fell onto the bed my eyes closing and I drifted away peacefully.

The lovers that left us will always hold a place...And maybe we'll find something better....

I'm coming Preston....

~End~

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Alright so that must be the saddest thing I have ever wrote and if you want it can be a two shot I just need to know if you guys want more and I'll give you more..

That was my very first oneshot I ever made and I quite enjoyed it hopefully we will be popular and loved enough to make another won and....yeah...

Anyways thanks so much again for the support and I will see you in my other books Shady Potatoes!!! BAIIIIIIII!!!

:---: That Was so sad I'm sorry but I just read it from your guys view omg that is so sad! Oh well! A sad story is a good story! QQ