I want to love you more,
And yet, the only thing I can do is watch you be happy with someone else.

I begin to shed some tears, standing at a lamp post.

I start to grasp some hope, wishing in a well of loss.

I sail in an ocean of gloominess, drowning in my self inflicted suffering.

And I still want to love you, even more, without a doubt.

#thoughtstoponder

BC