"Love feels like a blanket surrounding you with safety and happiness"

Taehyung 

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Taehyung's POV

"Hey, um J-hope" I said turning to him.

"Yes?" He said.

Yoongi went out not that long ago.

"Do you mind if I go talk to someone really quick while it's cooking?" I asked and he nodded.

"Go ahead. Just make sure you come back to get some because it's going to taste very good" J-hope said giving the pot a stir.

"Thanks" I said grabbing my phone as I walked out the door.

I wandered down the hallway but stopped hearing Jieun's voice.

"Jimin is stupid" She hissed.

"How is he stupid?" I heard another girl say.

"Well obviously he's making Taehyung not happy, Taehyung hasn't had sex with any girl in ages which means that he's thinking about dating, so if I provide Taehyung with a solution to date me then Jimin will get jealous and Taehyung can get back at Jimin for hurting him" She said.

I gasped.

"But how does that benefit you Jieun?" The other girl asked.

"I will make him fall in love with me obviously" She snapped.

"Well that isn't going to work when I just heard your plan" I said walking past them.

"Ah Taehyung. I'm sor-" She started to say but I cut her off.

"It's all good, just I hope your aware I am never dating you" I said as I carried on walking down the hallway towards the elevator.

I smirked hearing her friend laughing at her as Jieun huffed in annoyance.

"God she's so fake" I said with a chuckle.

I entered the elevator and checked my phone.

Still no messages from Jungkook.

I sighed.

"Maybe he really does hate me" I said with a sigh.

I walked into the education building and saw Jungkook and Jimin practicing together their dance.

I sighed.

How did my own best friend choose Jimin over me?

I carried on walking and knocked on a door.

I carefully opened it.

"Hi is Principle Konnie available to talk?" I asked the receptionist.

"Yes she just got back from her break, make sure you knock on the door though before you pop in Taehyung" The lady said.

I nodded as I approached the door reading the word 'principle' on it.

I knocked it lightly.

"Come in" I heard a voice say.

I opened the door and watched as Konnie looked up at me.

"Oh, Taehyung. Have a seat" She said putting down her laptop screen.

I shut the door and then sat down in front of her desk where she sat behind.

"How are you doing?" She asked me.

"Ah, that's a bit hard for me to answer to be honest" I started rubbing the back of my head.

"I've stopped doing criminal things, of course I still may smoke here and there but I've stopped with my bad behavior" I said to her.

She smiled pleased.

But her smile faded.

"Well that's great, but why do you look so upset?" She asked.

"Do you remember how you told me to protect my roommate at the start of summer when I arrived?" I said and she nodded.

"I think I have failed" I said feeling tears prick in my eyes.

"Why would you say that?" She asked with a bit of panic in her voice.

"Jimin's turned into me. He's doing everything that I used to do and I'm not sure if he's doing it to prove a point that Jungkook and I are monsters or whether it's because I did something wrong" I said holding back the tears.

"I came to you, not because I want you to sort it out for us, but because your the person who knows him better then I do. And his best friend doesn't seem to be the brightest around me" I said.

"You care about him?" She asked.

I nodded.

"More then care. I always thought I liked girls until I met him, but now I'm in love with him and my heart is breaking every time I see him from what he's become" I said wiping my eye as a tear trickled down my cheek.

"Oh you poor thing. Does he not know you like him?" She said offering me some tissues which I accepted.

"No. I have been wanting to tell him but I didn't believe love was real. When I was younger, I used to like every girl that I talked to, but I got heart broken all the time. I suppose I was young and naive to what love actually feels like, but Jimin, he's something else. And I guess I don't know his sexual orientation and I am scared he won't accept me or he will reject me when I tell him what he means to me" I said looking down.

"Look, I won't tell you his sexual orientation because that is for Jimin to share, however Jimin always appreciates honesty. Have you tried talking to him?" She asked.

I shook my head.

"J-hope and I were making some noodles so I plan on giving him some yummy food then talking to him. I suppose I hope that it may make him more cheerful and decrease him yelling at me" I said.

"Oh, Isn't J-hope Jimin's friend?" She asked.

I nodded.

"Jimin pushed Yoongi and J-hope aside the other day so Jimin hasn't been kind to them. He even threw my best friend under the bus a bit to try and hurt me, however he has currently turned my best friend on me so now I only have Jimin's best friend, Yoongi and J-hope really on my side" I said with a huff.

"Aw, Taehyung, I wish you luck. I'm so disheartened to hear my nephew is acting the way he is right now, however their must be a reason behind it so I support you. Just go talk to him and if you need some back up or someone to talk to who know's Jimin a bit, I am always here" Konnie said.

"Thanks" I said blowing my nose as my eyes watered.

"Good luck Taehyung" She said grabbing my hand sweetly for a second.

I gave her a small smile as I stood up.

"There's a bin by the door in the reception room" She said before I could ask.

"Thank you... Bye" I said opening her door.

"Bye Taehyung" She said as I closed the door.

I headed towards the bin and stuck my tissue in it.

I walked back past where Jimin and Jungkook were practicing to find they had left now.

I took a deep breath as I carried on walking as I headed back to J-hope's room.

I knocked on it and J-hope opened it.

He beamed.

"Oh you came back" He said cheerfully.

I nodded as we walked inside.

I followed behind J-hope to the kitchen.

"I didn't plan on ditching you. I just wanted to talk to Jimin's aunt real quick" I said and J-hope spun around.

"Your not dealing with this through his aunt are you?" He asked.

"No. She is just someone who knows Jimin, so I guess I was just confinding in someone if I'm about to do the right thing" I said.

"And what are you going to do?" J-hope asked.

"I'm going to talk to Jimin about everything" I said.

J-hope smiled as he handed me a plate full of noodles.

"Feel free to take some for yourself, you don't have to give them all to Jimin" He said and I nodded.

"Tae" J-hope called as I headed to the door.

"Mhm" I hummed turning to face him.

"Good luck. And if you end up with Jimin, I think you will be good for him" J-hope said.

I smiled.

"Thank you. That means more then you would think right now" I said and he smiled.

"Now get going before the noodles get cold" He said opening the door for me.

"Thanks. Bye J-hope" I said.

"Bye Tae" He shouted.

I headed towards our dorm room and took a deep breath.

I opened the door and walked inside.

I saw Jungkook and Jimin sitting at the table playing cards.

I put down the bowl of food on the kitchen bench and looked at them.

Jungkook made eye contact with me.

"Jungkook get out" I said my voice strong.

"Or what?" He snapped.

"Just fucking get out. I need to talk to Jimin alone" I snapped.

Jungkook gulped slightly.

Jimin put down his cards and packed them away.

"Just go Jungkook" Jimin said to him.

I watched Jungkook get up and walk out of our dorm room slamming the door behind him.

"What do you want to talk about Taehyung" Jimin spat still sitting at the table.

I grabbed the plate of food and put it down in front of him.

Then I sat down opposite Jimin at the table.

"I made you some food" I said as Jimin looked at the bowl.

I could tell he was trying to resist eating it.

"Just because you bring me food that I love doesn't mean we will be on good terms Taehyung" Jimin said looking up at me unimpressed.

"Fine... Jimin... I want you to tell me what the fuck is going on" I said gripping the table.

"I don't believe I know what you mean" Jimin said looking at me with a fake confused face.

"Why were you kissing Jieun, why did you cover her neck in hickeys, why did you throw Jungkook under the bus by trying to annoy me with the fact you and Jungkook kissed while high, why was Jieun giving me fake answers, why are you acting like you own her, why are you treating your friends fucking badly, why are you smoking and doing criminal shit and mostly, why does my best friend seem to hate me" I said staring at him.

"Why do you care?" Jimin snapped.

"Because I fucking care about you Jimin" I said.

"No you don't" Jimin snapped standing up from the table.

"Said who Jimin-ah!?" I said standing up.

"Taehyung, I fucking heard what you said to Jungkook okay" Jimin said with tears forming in his eyes.

"I don't know what you are talking about?" I said confused.

"You just left our room after you slept with me on the couch after I greened out that night. I got a text from Jungkook which said to come over and you were yelling at Jungkook" Jimin said.

"But I didn't say anything bad?" I asked confused.

"Bullshit" Jimin said grabbing a hold of the table.

"I FUCKING HEARD YOU SAY THAT YOU WISH YOU NEVER MET ME KIM FUCKING TAEHYUNG" Jimin yelled.

"Wait, did you hear anything after that?" I said.

He tilted his head to the side.

"No" He said.

I sat down grabbing my chest.

"Jimin-ah. I didn't mean that in a bad way. I actually followed up what I said with the fact I wished I hadn't met Jungkook because I changed him to be horrible like me and because he treated you badly and I wished I hadn't met you because it hurt me so much seeing you so ill, hell for a second I thought I had lost you. I was so scared" I said.

"I- I don't believe you" Jimin stuttered sitting down.

"Jimin, I have a lot of things I need to tell you. But please don't judge me when I tell you" I said to him.

He gripped his hair in one of his hands and then nodded.

"I didn't kiss you because you were accessible or because your lips looked good, I mean they do but that wasn't the reason I kissed you" I started.

Jimin made eye contact with me.

"I said to you that I would kiss someone when I had the feeling, when I knew it was with someone I trust and wanted to kiss" I said and he nodded.

"Jimin-ah, I-I kissed you because I felt that way with you" I said.

He looked at me slightly confused raising his eyebrow.

"Jimin, I am not gay, and have always thought I was straight until I met you" I said.

He carried on making eye contact with me.

"I have always been scared of love because I used to fall for every girl I'd talk to when I was younger, therefore I believed in only heart break. But that wasn't even love. Love feels overwhelming in your heart where you don't want to hurt the person that you care about beyond everything" I said.

"Love feels like a blanket surrounding you with safety and happiness" I said.

"And I feel these ways with you, you always make me feel happy for no reason, you make me feel like I want to protect and take care of you. And you make me feel safe" I said feeling my heart start to race.

I haven't confessed feelings to anyone in such a long time...

"And the reason I care so much about you is because, I suppose kissing you did make me fall in love with you, however I had already fallen in love with you before I kissed you, so I just fell for you more" I said feeling my stomach churn.

"I spent so long denying that I had any feelings for you just because I was scared that I didn't know who I was anymore because I haven't liked a guy before. Nor loved one" I said.

"But Jimin, you are different and special. You mean absolutely everything to me Jimin-ah" I said blushing.

"I- Jimin I am in love with you"

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