"Oh trust me, we both may want to be with Kim Taehyung, however if he wants you and I can help break his heart a little if he treats you like fucking dirt or something, I will happily do it" 

Jieun 

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Jimin's POV

"So come dance with me"

I smiled as he turned to face me on the dance floor.

"What if your seen as gay from dancing with a guy?" I asked raising an eyebrow at him.

"Then I will just tell them I'm not" Taehyung said before standing closer to me.

He leaned down close to my face making my heart beat wildly.

"Are you backing out of dancing with me?" He said staring into my eyes.

I felt my cheeks start to heat up.

"No" I said biting my bottom lip.

"Good. I never said you need to dance good. Just dance like an idiot with me" Taehyung said standing up straight again.

I watched him start to dance.

He looked stupid.

I giggled and joined in with his terrible dancing.

"Are you drunk?" I asked him while dancing around with him.

More people started to join us on the dance floor pushing Taehyung and I closer together while we danced.

"Nah. Just rather tipsy" Taehyung said with a shrug of his shoulders.

"By the way how was your practice with Jungkook? I see he didn't murder you" Taehyung said.

I giggled.

"It was good. Ah we didn't dance a lot but we did form the start of our dance and he no longer wants to kill me which is very good" I said smiling.

~ Flashback ~

"How about I start it then... Namjoon told me you have a crush on my younger brother..."

My heart started to race.

"Yes... I do" I said nervously.

"Tell me why you like him" Jin said steadily into the phone.

"Hmm okay well..." I started saying.

I smiled to the thought of Taehyung.

"I like the way he's out spoken even though I can be out spoken. It makes me feel as though I know someone similar to me who can stand back up to me if I maybe say something a bit to honest and harsh" I started.

"I like that even though he acts like a tough bad boy that he's actually got a heart in him. The fact that I was sniffling last night he cared by joining me to make me feel better" I said.

"He also has a heart because I overheard a conversation between Jungkook and Taehyung where he explained to Jungkook why he slept with me last night. And he mentioned that whenever he wasn't feeling well or was down, you would come and join him in bed and it always made him feel better so he hoped it would do the same for me. So he truly has a kind heart under a tough layer" I said.

"Aww he did something I did with him with you, I'm honestly so proud of him for doing that for you. Taehyung definitely has a big heart however it started to disappear a bit forming his tough exterior when our grandfather passed away as Taehyung loved him so dearly. It was a big change in Taehyung's life which made him go off the rails a bit so Taehyung was never rude, impulsive or violent until that event so it's nice to hear that he's using his heart a bit more around you" Jin said.

I smiled.

"He's also sooooo handsome. Like every time I get close to him I have so many butterflies in my stomach, and when I've accidentally walked in on him changing it's honestly made me want to have a heart attack because he's stunning" I said feeling my cheeks blush.

"I like the fact you didn't mention he was attractive first, however you better not have been talking about my brothers dick at the end of what you said then" Jin snapped.

"I wasn't... I promise. Mostly because I haven't seen it" I said laughing.

"May I ask, are you struggling with your crush because Taehyung is straight?" Jin asked.

I sighed.

"Yes. I don't like hearing he's having sex with a girl every morning and the fact he kicks them out like he used them afterwards. Like what if he does that with me if he isn't straight but the fact he is straight just hurts. Every time he's with a girl, or every time he's left his mark on one, it makes my heart ache because I know he's not interested in guys. I feel like I'm going to end up heart broken or something from the more time I spend around him and I can't escape him seen as he's my roommate" I said feeling tears prick in my eyes.

"And then I also wonder is he less straight..." I said.

"Why do you say that?" Jin asked.

"He... He had sex with Jungkook" I said.

"He what!? Are you serious?" Jin asked.

"I mean, I didn't see it so I'm not 100% sure, however their was a condom in the bin, and they were lying together in bed naked, and Jungkook said they had sex" I said.

"I mean Jungkook is very much a slippery snake because he was taught Taehyung's ways. So I wouldn't always trust him. I do know they have seen each other naked multiple times before so it's possible it was fake, however if they staged it, or if it happened, do you think they were trying to possibly leave a message to you" Jin said.

"I don't understand" I said.

"Is it possible they were naked, had the condom their and Jungkook telling you they had sex to make you realize that maybe Taehyung isn't as straight as you had presumed" Jin said.

My eye's widened.

Could that be true?

"Do you know if Taehyung has liked a guy before?" I asked him.

"No. He hasn't had a crush on anyone for a long time. However if he's protective over you, keeps trying to be around you and also is giving you flirty complements, I'd say he actually genuinely likes you. However if he flirts with you without the rest and seems like he doesn't care, then no he doesn't like you" Jin said.

"Jimin, I'd love to catch up with you in person sometime. Also to assess the way Taehyung is around you to help you out more, and also guide maybe Taehyung in the right direction. Are your family meeting up with you next week on the day your allowed to see your family?" He asked me.

"No. I mean my aunt is the principal so I may do something with her but that doesn't have to be all day" I said to him.

"Great. I'd love to see you sometime in person. You seem like a lovely guy. And I hope some of this helped with your thought process" Jin said.

"It did. Thank you so much" I said smiling.

"No worries. I'm glad I could help. If you need any more time with me I'd be glad to talk to you again" Jin said.

"Thanks. You mind if I write down your number off Jungkook's phone?" I asked him.

"No, not at all. Go ahead" He said his tone friendly and kind.

"Thanks. I will get going now as I have work to do with Jungkook" I said.

"Bye Jimin"

"Bye Jin"

~ End of Flashback ~

"Ah that's great" Taehyung said with a small smile.

"What were you doing all day?" I asked him still dancing close to him.

"Ah just some selling of things and I also had a look at the clothes store on the school grounds" Taehyung said.

Instantly I knew he meant he was selling drugs because Jungkook had told me earlier, so I wasn't surprised Taehyung spent his day doing that.

And then looking at things to spend his money that he got from selling drugs on also is very predictable.

"You buy anything?" I asked him.

"Yea. I can show you when we go back to the dorm" Taehyung said.

"Alright cool" I said.

I felt something warm brush against my hand.

I looked down as Taehyung's hand gripped mine.

"Spin" He said chuckling as he lifted up my hand pulling my arm up.

I laughed as I happily spun.

"Also how come Jieun and you look so close?" He asked me.

I bit my lip.

"I don't know. She's really nice once you get to know her" I said smiling.

~ Flashback ~

"Not yet. Actually I was wondering if you could do me a favour..." I said running my hand through my hair.

"Go on. I'm listening" she said with a bright smile.

"Okay so I like Kim Taehyung" I said and she raised her eyebrow.

"Isn't he straight?" She asked.

"I thought so at the start but I think he's left hints that he's not fully straight. I am not sure however, I was wondering if I ever need to do things with a female, or do things with someone who's not Jungkook, can you play the role for me?" I said.

"Of course. I would do anything to piss Taehyung off for the way he treats females" She said.

"Even if I kiss you or something?" I asked her.

"Yea that's fine. I'm used to making out with people" She said with a smirk.

I bit my bottom lip which spread into a smile.

"Okay good. I trust you alright. I need you not to break that for me" I said.

She nodded.

"Oh trust me, we both may want to be with Kim Taehyung, however if he wants you and I can help break his heart a little if he treats you like fucking dirt or something, I will happily do it" She said.

"Perfect" I said smiling.

She smiled back.

I looked up as I saw a familiar figure head over to us.

"Hey do you mind if I steal Jimin away?" 

Jieun looked up at Taehyung.

I saw a devilish spark in her eye.

"Oh no go ahead" she said with a smile.

I gave her a small wink before hugging her.

~ End of Flashback ~

"That's good. I'm glad you are starting to get to know some people here" Taehyung said with a cute smile.

It made me smile back seeing his cuter more innocent side.

I gasped as I felt someone bang into my back.

It made me lurch forward as I banged right into Taehyung.

My hands pressed gently against his chest.

However the person didn't apologize or anything.

They seemed to be tall with a black long coat on.

I sighed looking up at Taehyung as I was jammed against him and the tall male behind me.

"I'm sorry" I said stuttering as my nose tingled to the smell of his cologne which mingled in the air with the smell of alcohol.

"It's alright. Are you okay?" He said looking down at me.

His eyes seemed to just stare into mine.

I felt my cheeks tint pink as I nodded to nervous to speak.

"Want to get out of here?" He asked and I nodded again.

I felt his hand creep into mine as he pushed his way through people that now crowded the dance floor.

We made it outside and he carefully pulled me across the road next to him.

I smiled seeing that he left his hand in mine.

However I pulled my hand out of his upon seeing my aunt standing at the gate.

Taehyung looked down at his hand where I ripped my hand out of and then looked up seeing my aunt.

He said nothing as he walked past her with me.

"Embarrassed to hold my hand?" He said as we approached the dorm building.

"I mean no, just around my aunt because I know she would tease me so hard" I said walking into the dorm building.

"So basically you are embarrassed to hold my hand in front of your family?" He said as we entered the elevator.

He didn't look at me but he seemed some what distressed or unhappy with me currently.

I fell silent not knowing what to say.

We left the elevator and we walked to our dorm room.

He typed in the pin then turned to face me.

"Why are you embarrassed to hold my hand when we are both clearly not gay so therefore you can easily just tell your family member that we are friends and nothing more" He snapped looking at me.

I was shocked.

He's mad at me.

He walked inside our dorm room and I followed.

"Taehyung~" I chimed as he ignored me pulling off his shirt and then his pants.

I watched him put on his sweatpants over his boxers.

Then he walked next to me and turned off the light.

I pulled off my shirt and then put on my Pj bottoms after hearing the bed sheets as Taehyung rolled to face the wall.

I left my socks on and took a deep breath as I climbed up the ladder to where Taehyung lay in bed.

I crawled over to him.

"Get off me Jimin-ah" He said his voice dry.

I didn't move so he shoved me.

I squealed as I fell off the bunk bed down onto the ground.

He sighed.

"Are you okay?" He asked sitting up in bed.

I didn't answer.

I proceeded to climb up the bunk beds again and Taehyung flicked on a lantern beside the top of his bed.

I angrily crawled over to him and sat down straddling his lap leaving a yellowy orange glow shine on us.

I took a deep breath then started to talk.

"Taehyung I have a fear of not being accepted by people" I started clenching my fist.

"At home, my younger brother is favored. Not because he's smarter then me but because he's good at sports that aren't dance which is so much more important in my parents eyes. They see him marrying a lovely women as he becomes a professional sports player. While I am smart, they don't see me having a bright future" I said clenching my teeth as anger boiled inside of me.

"I already know I am different to other people. I'm already seen as weird, teased and joked about. So I'm sorry... I am truly sorry for pulling my hand away. I mean wouldn't you do the same in front of your family? Wouldn't they get the wrong idea?" I said looking at him.

He nodded.

"I'm sorry... Yes, my family likely would judge me if I was in the same situation. I mean Jin can't even tell our parent's he's gay because he's so scared of what they may do to him if he told them the truth" Taehyung said.

"I'm sorry for being grumpy... And for pushing you off my bed. At the moment, I just felt like you were to scared to even hold your friends hand as though you wouldn't ever be willing to face up to the truth and would rather hide then simply carry on and just state the truth" Taehyung said.

"It's okay. I can see your side of things" I said calming down.

"Jimin" Taehyung said.

"Yes?" I said.

"Do you trust me?" He said slightly stuttering.

"Yes. I trust you" I said confused.

"Close your eyes" Taehyung insisted.

I closed my eyes.

"I won't be happy if you shove me off the bed again" I said and he chuckled as he turned off the lantern.

"I promise I won't shove you off the bed" He said laughing as he pulled me closer to him, gripping my lower back so I sat more on his crotch.

I kept my eyes closed as I enjoyed being closer to Taehyung again.

Of course I'm sure he did that so that I knew he wasn't going to shove me off the bed.

I could almost feel Taehyung's hand shaking against my lower back which made butterflies squirm in my stomach.

Nothing was happening.

It was almost as though Taehyung was planning on something happening but I just didn't know what.

I felt my face tingle as Taehyung's thumb brushed against my right cheek.

I sat still unsure of what was happening.

But that was until I felt a warm tingle of air against my lips.

Is this a dream? 

Is this just my subconscious taking over?

Am I having an inappropriate dream?

But this feels too real to be fake...

I felt his warm full lips softly press to my plump juicy lips.

I happily kissed him back as I rested my arms around his neck.

I felt zing on my lips when he pulled back.

It felt good... way too good...

And I craved more.

I slowly opened my eyes adjusting to the darkness.

Then I made eye contact with Taehyung before he sheepishly smiled.

He bit his bottom lip before wrapping his hand around my neck pulling me in for another kiss.

I let my eyes close as I once again kissed him back enjoying the feelings of desire bubbling inside of me wanting more and more from him.

I felt his hands run down my bare back and over my ass as he squeezed it gently pulling me even closer to him.

His plentiful lips seemed to part so I took control knowing Taehyung hadn't kissed anyone before and I let our tongues meet. 

But why was this happening? Was this even happening? Was it a dream? If it's happening, why are we so all over each other? And why does it feel so different kissing Taehyung compared to other people I've kissed? And god damn, Why can I feel my boner rubbing harshly in my boxers needing to be freed?

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