"I have made out with people from the bar before"

Jimin 

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Jimins POV

I grabbed Taehyungs now slightly less cold beer from the side table in the bedroom and went and joined him in the living room.

"You still have plenty of make up right?" Taehyung said seeing that I hadn't put some on for a few days.

"I'm confused. Before you said I didn't need it and now your asking me if I have plenty" I said raising my eyebrow at him.

"Umm..." Taehyung said pulling his phone out of his pocket.

He aimed his phone at me and then showed me the phone.

I gasped taking the phone from his hands.

"Holy shit" I gasped seeing red markings all over my neck in the picture.

"God people are going to think I fucked someone" I gasped.

He laughed.

"Well do you have make up to hide it?" He asked.

"Yes. I do" I said handing him back his phone.

"Good" He said as he undid the cap of beer for me and then one for himself.

I looked over at him as he placed the bottle of beer to his lips and watched him chug it down like it was nothing.

"Woah" I said as he stood up getting another few from the fridge.

"I drink often as you may be able to tell" He said sitting back down next to me.

"Yes I can definitely tell" I said shocked as I slowly drunk some beer.

I savored it's bitter taste.

"Would you care if I got drunk?" Taehyung asked.

"Maybe" I said looking at him.

"Psh what kind of an answer is maybe? That doesn't help me decide what to do Jimin-ah" Taehyung whined.

"Do you have any videos of you dancing?" I asked and Taehyung's eyes went wide as he drunk down another beer.

"Um yes I do" Taehyung stuttered.

"Can I see?" I asked him.

"Only if you show me yours" Taehyung said.

"Deal. Do you also have a video of Jungkook dancing?" I asked him and he nodded.

"I have his audition video as well as mine which I can show you however Jungkook looks quite young as it was his audition video into this summer boarding school from probably when he was 16 ish" Taehyung said turning on the Tv and grabbing out a cable.

"Jungkook's or mine first?" Taehyung asked turning to me.

"Yours" I said smiling as he flicked through videos on the Tv screen.

"Ignore all the porn I've saved" He said scrolling up through his videos.

I saw so many video images of a girls ass and pussy it made me feel super uncomfortable.

"Ah god. I found it" He said putting it on the screen.

(For the purposes of this text, pretend this is Taehyung)

"Wow you are good" I said as Taehyung sat on the floor in front of the TV.

"Thanks" Taehyung said.

I got up and sat down next to him on the floor as he scrolled through finding Jungkook's audition video.

"Oh my god he looks so different" I said as he went into the video.

Taehyung chuckled.

"This is when Jungkook was soft and innocent" Taehyung said.

"Awww he's so pure. It's adorable" I said once the video finished.

"He is much better now honestly. Like you will be rather shocked but that was him when he was around 16 ish so it's expected that he's gotten a lot better in 2 years" Taehyung said.

"Your turn" He said handing me the cable.

I looked through the videos on my phone.

"Not connecting the cable currently?" He asked seeing I hadn't connected the cable.

And it was all for one reason.

I have way to many gay porn videos and if he sees even just one of them, he's going to know I'm gay.

"It's fine if you have a massive porn addiction and have a lot of porn videos Jimin-ah" He teased laughing.

I said nothing and carried on looking for the video.

"Is it because they are gay porn videos?" He asked laughing.

"Or maybe your only fans videos that you don't want to expose?" He said laughing more.

"Yah shut up. Psh bitch could you even imagine me having an only fans when I'm this fucking innocent?" I said laughing.

"True" He said laughing.

I found the video of me dancing that I wanted to show him.

"Why aren't you showing me your screen then if you don't have an only fans?" Taehyung asked me.

"Just because I'm rooming with you doesn't mean I'm going to show you everything and private images and videos I may have are something I'm not currently willing to share unless I decide which one" I said.

Then I put in the cable as a video of me on the screen appeared.

"Here" I said taking a deep breath now feeling nervous.

"Oh my god your hair isn't pink" Taehyung said as the video started playing.

"No shit. It's honestly gray because Namjoon dared me too at this point" I said before I started dancing.

I looked at Taehyung once the video was finished.

His eyes were wide and glued to the screen.

I giggled.

"What?" I said.

He slowly turned to look at me.

"God you are so good" He said his lips parted a bit.

I smiled feeling happy with myself.

"Thank you" I said smiling while looking down at my lap to hide my blushing cheeks.

"Can you only do lyrical dancing?" Taehyung asked.

"That was contemporary dance and no I can also do hip hop and what not" I said to Taehyung.

I looked up.

"Wow your talented" Taehyung said and I giggled.

"I have J-hope's video if you want to see?" I said to him.

"Do you have Yoongi's?" He asked me.

I shook my head.

"No, Yoongi can't dance so is very private about dancing. It's quite funny going to the bar with him because I am great at dancing and he doesn't understand how I can flirt so easily and dance around with people whereas he is so reserved and just likes to observe himself" I said laughing.

"However J-hope likes to show off so I have his" I said to him.

"Before you play it. You go to the bar?" Taehyung asked.

"Yes? That's what I said" I said looking at him.

"Then how the bloody hell haven't you had sex if you go dance around with people and flirt with them?" Taehyung asked raising an eyebrow at me.

"Going to the bar isn't always about hooking up for people. It's how I meet J-hope to be honest. Just started dancing with him as we were very tipsy and our friendship started from there" I said.

"You danced with a guy?" Taehyung pushed.

"I dance with everyone Taehyung. I am not looking to hook up with someone 3/4's of the time I go to the bar so that means that I won't just dance with one sex" I said to him.

"You said 3/4's... so..." Taehyung said.

"I have made out with people from the bar before" I said looking at him.

"Ah I see" Taehyung said.

He seemed uncomfortable.

"You alright?" I asked him.

"It's going to sound stupid if I tell you" Taehyung said.

"I don't care if it sounds stupid. That's just entertaining so please do tell" I said shuffling on the floor to face Taehyung.

He turned and faced me.

"I've never kissed someone's lips before" He said.

I raised my eyebrow.

"Your joking right?" I said.

"Nope. Jungkook and I made the rule that basically a way you could fall in love with someone could be from kissing them. So basically we avoid kissing as it stops you from falling in love with the person you have sex with" He said.

"That's so stupid. I mean yes you can feel a connection with someone through kissing but your feelings for the person will determine if you love them. I mean it's still possible to love someone with even just talking to them and not kissing or touching" I said.

He bit his bottom lip and sighed a bit.

"It's just a risk Jungkook and I haven't stepped into yet" Taehyung said with a shrug.

"So are you likely never going to kiss someone?" I asked him.

"No I will eventually. I just want the person to be right and for the feeling to be their not that I believe in it god damn it" Taehyung said screwing up his face.

"Bullshit. You so do believe in love" I said with a smile.

"I- I don't" Taehyung stuttered.

"Come on. It sounds nice to be with the person you love the most just making out naked with them in bed on a cold night. It sounds nice to come home to the person you love the most warming up the house for you and cooking your favorite meal. It sounds nice when you get pushed onto a luscious bed in the darkness by the person you love as you have marvelous sex" I said crawling over to Taehyung slowly.

Taehyung laughed.

"You have thought way to much about this" He said laughing.

I sat closer to him and laughed.

"I'm love deprived. Leave my dreams alone" I said laughing and he laughed more.

"Your a lot more flirty then I was expecting" Taehyung said.

I raised any eyebrow at him.

"Hm?" I managed to murmur out.

"If you tell people the things you desire they may just give you them you know. Especially if you crawl slowly towards them then you will be seen as very seductive" Taehyung said pointing things out.

"I can't help it. I do what I do and that's just me" I said biting my bottom lip.

"Don't do that either" Taehyung said his voice seeming lower.

"Why not" I said fluttering my eyelashes at him as he leaned against the coffee table in the lounge.

"Because you look fucking hot Jimin-ah" He said looking directly at me.

My eye's didn't leave his.

I felt my heart beating so hard in my chest.

Did Kim Taehyung just say I was hot when I bit my bottom lip!?

I stared at him.

His hair was a mess around his face and his body slouched lifting up his shirt slightly showing off his v lines.

His grey sweatpants fit around his body perfectly accenting his ass and showing off his dicks length perfectly every time he gets a boner.

"What if I lick my lips?" I said cheekily.

I watched a cute boxy smile appear on Taehyungs face before it changed into a smirk.

"If you sit in front of me, looking at me the way you are with your deep brown eyes and your messy pink hair whilst licking your lips right now, then you will sum up the definition of 'hot' Jimin-ah" Taehyung said.

His voice seemed raspy.

It was so fucking hot.

I swear if he was gay, bisexual or even pan sexual and either liked or loved me, I would be in his lap making out with him while he fucked me so deeply right now...

I looked into his eyes and licked my lips slowly while watching Taehyung.

His eyes just seemed to watch me as his lips parted from the sight.

I looked away smiling as I felt my cheeks go pink.

Then I felt Taehyungs soft slender fingers against my waist as he pulled me back into his arms between his legs like how we sat watching the movie last night except without the chair.

"Definitely sums up the definition of 'hot' Jimin-ah" He whispered lowly into my ear.

My cheeks were now red and my hands felt clammy and sweaty from nerves.

My heart was in my throat as I just imagined the way he could treat me from my naughty actions if we were more then friends...

"Shall we watch J-hope's dance video now?" Taehyung whispered lowly in my ear.

I nodded feeling nervous as I had nothing to cover my growing dick this time with the blanket absent.

I put on the video and took a deep breath as I felt Taehyungs hands wrapped around my waist as he watched the screen over my shoulder.

"He is good. I understand why you would dance with him" Taehyung said once the video ended.

I nodded as I unplugged my phone from the TV.

For some reason neither of us had a reason to stay the way we were sitting.

However neither of us moved.

I'm not sure if it's the feeling of my heart beating widely in my chest that I can feel, or whether I can feel the beat of Taehyungs heart beating in sync with my heart... is our feelings mutual if Taehyung isn't moving? Or could it be possible he's trying to get to know me better to work out a way to humiliate me? Maybe the fact I'm falling in love with a straight fuck boy would humiliate me, but even if his plans are to hurt me in the end, I don't care so long as I have the most handsome man to hold me...

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