"YOU PUT PORN ON THE TV!"

Jin 

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Taehyung's POV

I headed to rugby practice with Jungkook and got dressed into a p.e black uniform.

However when I saw my coach I swiftly approached him.

"Hi, do you mind if I give my brother a call? We have a family emergency going on currently" I lied to the coach.

I just needed to talk to my brother.

"Of course. Come back when your done though" The coach said to me.

I started to head back to the lockers where my phone was as the coach yelled "50 laps of the field while Taehyung is taking a call!" 

I liked rugby, however I really only was doing it because of Jungkook.

He loved playing the sport because it was when he showed off his big and tough side.

He managed to get me interested telling me about all the pretty girls that watch our games which was true but I'm not as much interested in the sport as Jungkook is.

I sat down in the locker room after walking around to check I was alone.

I dialed Jin's number.

Bringggg~

Bringggg~

"Hello It's Jin" The person answered.

"Did you not check who was calling you before you answered?" I asked with disbelief.

"Taehyung!?" Jin almost shouted in surprise.

"Yes" I said.

"Oh my god. Why are you calling me!? Did you get another girl pregnant?" He asked me.

"No" I said with a chuckle.

"How is ma and pa?" I asked.

"They are well. They keep on visiting me while your not home. They came yesterday after dropping you off. They keep on telling me that they are worried about you failing again. Please don't fail again. You are really going to disappoint me and our parents" Jin said.

"And god, hurry up and come home. They almost walked in on Namjoon and I doing the deed because we forgot to lock the front door yesterday" Jin said.

"Why don't you just tell our parents that Namjoon is more then just your flatmate?" I said to him.

As much as my older brother gets on my nerves, he's one of the only people I won't flat out swear at because he means a lot to me.

He's always been there for me and is a good older brother even if we have our ups and downs.

"Taehyung, you know how bad that would go for me" He said seriously.

"How are you doing? Are you rooming with Jungkook?" He asked me changing the subject.

"I'm doing alright I suppose. And no I'm not rooming with Jungkook again. I don't think they will ever let us room together because we are such bad influences on each other" I said with a chuckle.

"That's a shame" Jin said into the phone.

"What are you currently doing?" He asked me.

"Ah I was supposed to be at my rugby practice however I came to the locker room to call you. What are you doing?" I asked him.

"Ah I just got home from working at the cafe, and shouldn't you be practicing rugby? We could talk another time" Jin insisted.

"Actually I lied saying it was a family emergency to my coach. I need some advice and someone to talk to about something" I said into the phone as my hands went clammy.

"Oh okay. I am free so tell me" Jin said.

I took a deep breath feeling nervous.

"Spit it out. I don't have all day" Jin snapped.

"How did you know you were gay?" I asked him.

Jin seemed to pause for a second surprised by what I asked.

"Ah well... I noticed I found other males bodies attractive while getting dressed around them. And then I noticed that I found their faces appealing and very handsome. I thought I just admired the way they looked but I never had the same attractions to women. I'd see them as pretty and give them compliments however instead of fantasizing about a women, I started fantasizing about a male figure which was how I realized I wasn't interested in women" Jin told me.

"Hmm okay" I said.

"Is this because of Jungkook? Is he struggling with his identity again?" Jin asked.

I bit my lip.

"No... this is because of me" I said as my heart pounded in my chest.

"What!? Are you gay too my brother?" Jin asked me.

"I- I don't think so. But theirs a boy" I said and Jin almost seemed to shout at me.

"MY BROTHER LIKES A BOY! Oh my god tell me more about him!?" Jin shouted.

I smiled.

"He's short, he has pink candy floss hair and the most stunning face. He always wears make up even though he has really nice skin. He's skinny but has got a nice body. Like he has abs and arm muscles" I started.

"Oh my god he sounds cute" Jin piped.

I smiled.

"The thing is, he's extremely sweet and a soft boy which as you know is the opposite of me" I said to him.

"That doesn't matter though. I mean Namjoon is all brains and I got no brains but yet we love each other" Jin told me.

"He still can stand up to me too. I hate it when he makes me feel submissive because more times I take control but then he also has spoken down to me which made me feel like beating him the fuck up but I can't because his aunt is the principle and I don't want to be kicked out" I said to Jin.

"Hmm" he said.

"But Jungkook keeps telling me I've been staring at him, and I've noticed I'm acting less like a bitch to people because of him. I also have started to fantasize about him while fucking a girl. It's not good Jin. I am not gay but I have so many thoughts about this guy" I said to him.

"Is the other male gay?" Jin asked me.

"He claims he's not but I'm pretty sure he is and is trying to hide it from me. I've seen him checking me out I think as well as he seemed disgusted seeing straight porn on the TV screen" I told Jin.

"YOU PUT PORN ON THE TV!" Jin shouted.

"I was bored" I muttered.

"That doesn't mean you should put porn on the Tv screen" Jin snapped.

"Your missing the point Jin" I whined.

"Right sorry. Just don't do that" He huffed.

"But the way you have described it, you seem to have a crush on him whether you like it or not" Jin said to me.

I sighed.

"The thing is, I want to have a crush on him and I kind of want him to like me back, however I don't know what to do because I have liked girls and played with them for such a long time. I have a reputation and it's going to crumble after. I also don't know how to act around a male nor am I looking for love. He's the first person I have had a crush on in years which scares me" I said to Jin.

"Look, when you get older. Do you want to be loved by someone or do you want to struggle to even find someone to hook up with when your an old man?" Jin asked me.

"Well I do want love at some point but I don't believe it's real" I said to Jin.

"Heartbreak bullshit aye?" Jin said seen as I have mentioned to him love being fake before but heartbreak being real.

"Look. If you have a crush on someone. Why try not exploiting it for once instead of being scared of it or crushing yourself when you see him with someone else. If he's about love and you have a pull to him and if he has a pull to you, then you won't have to experience heart break" Jin told me.

"Love can sometimes come at a very unexpected time so all I'm telling you is, once you have decided how you feel about this male, don't leave it to late or regret not telling him. Because he could find someone else and you may never gain a crush on someone again like the one you have for this boy. It doesn't matter who the person is Taehyung. Love is love. You aren't gay if you like women too so don't even worry about that title. Hell I'm very attractive and so many girls still want me even though I'm gay. So Taehyung, just exploit it and if he wants you back, it will happen. Don't fight the feelings you have for him or it will hurt you" Jin told me.

I nodded.

"Okay thank you Jin" I said feeling slightly more relieved.

"I should probably head back out to my rugby practice" I told him.

"All right. Please don't feel bad to call me. I will always make time for you and also I would love to hear how things go with your crush" Jin said with a wee laugh.

"I will let you know. Thanks. Bye Jin" I said to him.

"Bye Taehyung. Take care" Jin said before I hung up.

I put my phone away and smiled.

I hope some day Jin can meet Jimin and then he can tell me what he thinks of him.

I headed back towards the field and lied down joining Jungkook doing press ups.

"100 sit ups!" Our coach shouted.

I groaned.

Why am I training to play rugby for Jungkook again...

Jimin's POV

I got up from the couch as I heard a knock on the door.

I opened the door and smiled.

"Namjoon, come in" I said smiling wider.

He smiled and walked inside.

"Please tell me your's is the made bed" Namjoon said looking at Taehyung's unmade bed.

"No, mine's the bottom bed" I said heading towards the table with Namjoon.

"How have you been?" I asked him as he got out his work books.

I sat down looking over to him.

"I've been well, how have you been? It's been a while since I've seen you" Namjoon said.

I used to live in Daegu for a while when he lived there and we used to study together.

However since then I've dyed my hair light pink and I have worked out I am gay.

"I've been well. My family still isn't the best though" I said to him.

"Still favoring Jihyun?" He asked.

I nodded.

"Got yourself a pretty girlfriend now?" Namjoon asked sitting down.

I shook my head.

"I'm actually gay" I said with a smile.

Namjoon's face lit up.

"Oh my god! Really!?" He said shocked.

I nodded smiling.

"I support you buddy. Is their any guy interests then?" He said with a smirk.

"Only my straight as fuck roommate who's way to hot" I said biting my lip.

"Oh really?" he said with a smirk.

"Yea but he's a bit of a bitch to me and I'm trying to keep it from him currently that I am gay" I said to him.

"Why is he a bitch to you?" Namjoon asked.

"He's a popular kid" I said.

"Ah I see. And your not because your new" Namjoon said.

I nodded.

"But he is really hot in my opinion. How are you and your boyfriend doing?" I asked him.

"We are doing very well. He just texted me before telling me he safely made it home which is good" Namjoon said smiling.

"That's great" I said smiling.

"Anyways shall we do some work?" He asked me.

I nodded and smiled.

"I feel rusty on maths work so can we focus on that?" I asked Namjoon.

"Of course" He said with a smile.

Taehyung's POV

I just got out of the shower in the locker room and saw Jungkook waiting for me as he sat on the bench next to my bag.

"So tell me" He said waving his eyebrows at me.

I dried my naked body as Jungkook has seen me naked before multiple times because we are best friends.

"Jimin~" He cooed extending his name.

"What happened last night?" He asked me.

"Okay so basically he is so short that I had to fucking lift him over the wall. I took him shooting and I did it first to show him what to do. Then I helped him do it and he enjoyed it and did it alone" I said.

Jungkook's eyes widened.

"Oh my god maybe we have found another asshole like us that has a darker side" Jungkook said shocked.

"Though how did you help him and did you touch his thick ass?" Jungkook asked with a smirk.

I laughed.

I pulled on my boxers.

"Basically I only held his waist to lift him and then while shooting I wrapped my arm around his body so it wouldn't get in his way and stuff so my arm rubbed against his like ribs and his arm which was above mine so I could help support the gun" I told him.

"So you didn't get to feel his booty?" Jungkook said pouting.

"No however I did get a great view of it when I made him stand in front of me so I could lift him over the wall" I said chuckling.

Jungkook smirked.

"Anything else happen?" He asked.

"Basically I stole some earrings from the same store I stole ones for you from because he was admiring them and that's it. Though I also found out he has a tattoo on his chest bellow his peck and I saw he had abs because of that" I said to Jungkook pulling up my jeans.

"So he's hot basically is what your telling me" Jungkook said with a smirk.

"Yea he's not bad" I told him drying my hair.

"So you have a crush on him" Jungkook asked.

"I think so" I said nervously.

"I don't like to admit it though. That's why I called Jin before" I said sitting down next to Jungkook.

"Ah. Makes sense" Jungkook said as I untangled my T-shirt.

"I think Jimin is a bit of a bitch however I approve of his looks if you get with him" Jungkook told me.

I smiled.

"Thanks. Don't tell anyone yet though because I need to confirm the way I feel about him as I hate the idea of love" I said to Jungkook.

He nodded.

"I understand. But please don't let him make you soft. I like the way you are" Jungkook told me.

I smiled.

"I won't let him change me. I will just try to be nicer to him I think" I said to him.

Jungkook nodded.

"So you are willing to try gay sex?" Jungkook wondered aloud.

"Maybe" I said looking at him before putting on my T-shirt.

"Wanna have a round sometime?" Jungkook asked.

I laughed.

"Sure but not until I confirm the way I feel about Jimin" I said standing up.

He nodded.

"Fine by me" He stood up next to me and we left the changing rooms and headed back towards our dorms.

I'm so lucky to have Jungkook and Jin who will understand me... And now I just need to let my small crush on Jimin bloom wildly and develop so I can come to terms with my feelings for him as well as come to terms with my love life... 

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