Chapter 57: Ask

              It was two weeks later, Jungkook has stuck to Jimin's side everyday and refused to move or give him a moment alone. The boy was always successful in making the older laugh and happy. Throughout the weeks, they were happy. Yet, that's what Jungkook noted.

            Even among those days of communicating and laughing, Jungkook was still trying his best to find out who killed his father. It's been days now, a week! Yet a love for a Father never died with Jungkook. He kept it living and still couldn't stop thinking about it. However, it's been a while and he hasn't ever started. He was back at square one since he was so busy on watching over Jimin and keeping his lover happy. Even at times Jimin would break down into tears, those tears wouldn't be in vain, Jungkook would always be there to dry them with his cute and funny attempts to make Jimin smile for once.

          For as long as Jungkook went without trying to help solve his own Father's case, he waited until Jimin would actually decide to help him in return since Jimin grew hesitant when it came to that. This only lead Jungkook to question his lover, but all he would do was just keep down his assumptions. Not wanting to trigger any of Jimin's emotions.

           It was a calm afternoon,  The younger was laying down on the couch with Jimin. Resting his head on his lover's thighs and feeling Jimin run his hands through the boy's brown hair softly. Jungkook was wearing a white sweatshirt with grey stripes, loose black bottoms and white socks as Jimin was wearing a black sleeved shirt, white shorts and just his white socks and grey house shoes.

            The two came back from a day walking around and eventually going out to eat, it was all calm. The skies, the weather, and calm atmosphere around them. Jungkook prefered doing this with Jimin other than any random activity like laying in bed, kissing and eventually arguing and crying. It felt like it was too cliché in Jungkook's eyes now.

          Jungkook rolled his hands up Jimin's thighs and smiled to himself. He only wished to ask why couldn't they start on tracking down the man that killed Mr. Jeon? Yet, Jungkook just didn't want to ruin the close and soft moment they had with eachother.

          Jimin smiled and looked down at the younger laying his head on his lap calmly. "Jimin..." Jungkook called out as he began to think of something the couple could do together. It was a big deal that Jungkook found a thing to do with Jimin, it only kept Jimin from ever hurting himself or even arguing and start to cry again. That was something Jungkook just couldn't sit back and watch slip.

         "Yes, Jungkook?" Jimin asked as the younger suddenly began to smile.

          "I have a great idea on what to do later. We ca-"

           "Oh my.... So many plans. Ah, can't we just sit around here and cuddle together? We use to do that but now, everywhere we go, it's a crazy activity." Jimin sighed laying his head back on the couch as Jungkook watched Jimin's reaction to the idea.

            "You said you love going new places! So, let's visit my Mother's house. You'll love it over there." Jungkook stated as he sat up and looked down at the older against the couch, longing to stay and waste time on his couch, cuddling with his lover all day.

          "Your Mother's house? Ah... J-Jungkook don't you think this a bit too fast right now?"

          "Oh come on, Jimin. It doesn't have to just be like that. Since you can't go as my boyfriend, you can go as my best friend." Jungkook assured but this only made Jimin tilt his head and fold his arms.

              "Am I your best BEST friend?  Better than Hoseok?" Jimin asked in a tease as Jungkook nodded with a cute smile.

             "Better than anyone~" Jungkook stated as Jimin rubbed his soft and pale chin while he thought out about it.

             "Not buying it." Jimin chuckled as Jungkook giggled and sat on Jimin's lap, facing the man and placing his hands on Jimin's face.

            "Can't we atleast do something? I really love going out with you often.. It makes me feel happy and let's me know you are atleast communicating with me... Telling me about your feelings and it makes me smile." Jungkook added as Jimin looked into Jungkook's eyes.

          "I want to meet your Mother soon... Not now. It's too soon to see your Mother now." Jimin added as Jungkook sighed. "Baby Boy, listen to me... Just because we don't do anything one day doesn't mean I'll go insane." Jimin assured as Jungkook still cupped Jimin's face.

            "I know... But it feels like we talk more... It's already been a month now and I haven't felt this closer to you before. Maybe we can see my Mother and we can talk to her. Make sure it'll all be okay. You've been sending in her money to her account for a while now, why don't you atleast get to know her? She's a sweet woman."

           "You see... I have this fear... Deep down that I'll panic if she doesn't like me. If I see this one slight thing she doesn't like or atleast.... If she gives me a look if disapproval, I'll feel bad. It's almost like the time I met Yuzo's parents."

             "Woah, wait! Who brought in Yuzo!? You are only to talk about me! Not your ex. Me! Your boyfriend. The one that loves you!" Jungkook said, grabbing Jimin's hands and looking at the man.

            "Ah, calm down, Jungkook. I'm just trying to make a point." Jimin stated as Jungkook looked down at Jimin's hands. "Maybe next time...?"

             "Then I guess it's only fair that we don't go then..." Jungkook replied in dismay. "I would go and visit her myself but I don't want to leave you alone, Jimin." Jungkook responded, getting off of Jimin and letting go of the older's hands. "Let's think of another good place to head out tomorrow."

             "Jungkook... I know you miss your Mother, but.. I'm just not ready to meet her." Jimin claimed, watching Jungkook nod and smile. Hiding away the slight sadness of missing his Mother but he understood he should respect Jimin's words. "How about... Tomorrow, we just stay here together. Hm? How does that sound?" Jimin asked moving his head in and softly giving Jungkook a kiss on his cheek.

          "Sounds boring." Jungkook replied making Jimin laugh and press his head on Jungkook's shoulder.

            "Ah, you aren't an easy guy. So difficult. Maybe... I can think about it?" Jimin asked, willing to atleast think about going to meet Mrs. Jeon. Even if he had that small nervous tick of letting the Mother down.

            "Can... You also think about heading back into the club with me to ask anyone who did see my Father that day...?" Jungkook asked hesitantly. Not really wanting to bring up this talk since he would always feel gloomy over it.

             "Jungkook- ah... Nevermind... I'll think about that one too, okay?" Jimin asked as Jungkook smiled happily and hugged his lover tightly.

           "Thank you.. So much..." Jungkook thanked Jimin. Now, the Boy really wasn't into moving on... It's been forever and losing his Father was tough. Others would move on easily, but not Jungkook. Knowing Jimin was going to think on helping made him smile.

              Yet, Jungkook didn't know that Jimin only procrastinated to help the boy slowly distance himself from the issue. Just to help Jungkook move on. But no matter what, Jungkook still clinged onto the thought of his Father. Not wanting to move away even if it'll lead him to slowly grow insane.

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