"You believe me...?" Jimin started to smile through his tears that dried. Jungkook nodded and hugged his lover and let out a chuckle.

           "Ah, I am... I feel like an idiot for yelling at you... I should have known that you were innocent. I just looked at Yuzo and got this feeling... This disgusting feeling as soon as he knew my last name. You said he hasn't been to the club for so long... How did you know at what time to run out of the club?"

         "Well... You didn't realize it before.. But I would always be cautious around that hour... Just today, I had that feeling I had to pay attention to the time when I noticed Zozo staying for so long. That could have meant one thing and that was Yuzo coming back." Jimin answered, laying his head against the bed as Jungkook layed his head down on Jimin's shoulder.

           "Is that their real names? It sounds funny." Jungkook laughed as Jimin shook his head.

           "Of course not!" Jimin giggled and turned around to face his lover. "You're insane if you think that's an actual name!" Jimin laughed as Jungkook sat up and looked down at Jimin.

           "Then what is their real names?"

            "Ah, I'm not sure about Zozo's name, but Yuzo, his name is almost like yours... Sungko"

            "Sungko? That's so close to my name! Let alone if he ditches the man bun, he'll look somewhat related to me!" Jungkook laughed as Jimin smiled looking up at Jungkook.

          "Well the last names are different and he has his parents so there's no way even if there was a chance." Jimin added as Jungkook climbed on top of Jimin and layed his head down on Jimin's chest.

           "If you didn't do it... And you are so sure that Yuzo and Zozo had nothing to do with it...  Then who did? Who is to blame?" Jungkook wondered but Jimin only stayed silent and shrugged atleast a few seconds after.

           "Jungkook... I don't think there's a way we can find out. I'm sorry..."

           "H-How could you say that? How could you be so sure the killer isn't in that club? We need to start looking for the killer! It's the only way I can feel more sane after my Father's death.."

             "Fine... I'll help you... Okay?" Jimin added, caressing Jungkook's face and hugging him in his arms. Jungkook was smiling happily, finally knowing he will avenge his own father but Jimin was only staring up at the ceiling. Blankly as always.

           However, Jimin would normally be excited to help his lover but his emotion went from excited to blank like usual. After hours, the sun was soon to rise as Jungkook was asleep when Jimin gazed down at the boy. Jimin of course couldn't sleep over battling and arguing with himself as always.

          "Why did I let you get attatched?" Jimin asked silently. "What is wrong with you? You stay when there's danger... I know you'll hate me deep down." Jimin whispered and let out a sigh. "I-I hate myself for not doing this sooner... Where were you? Where were you when I was suffering? I wish I met you sooner... I wish... I loved you sooner.. Now I'm too deep into the quicksand I can't help but to think I'm a ticking time bomb..." Jimin claimed as he caressed Jungkook's hair. "Why did someone so great like you show up at the darkest times in my life?"

          The man whispered as he closed his eyes, letting out a tear. "Why do I lie? Lie to you that I'm happy about my life? I only wish to end it all but you're making me live this nightmare longer. Only you make me happy but I know towards the end you'll be the one in tears for me. Now I'm helping you... Helping you look for a killer to avenge your Father. It's the least I can do... The least I can do until I'm gone. I just wish you were enough to keep me going but the pain. The pain of seeing you... Soon going to hate me for this."

             The man then felt Jungkook move his head in closer to Jimin's neck as he let out an exhale in his sleep. "I love every moment with you..." Jimin whispered a bit louder as Jungkook heard it in his sleep and smiled. "But I'm bad for you..." Jimin thought in his head while he caressed the boy's hair in his arms. "I must be the most confusing man to you... The worst boyfriend ever. Letting you love someone who hates everything in life. But not you."

         Jungkook then woke up secretly but still kept his eyes shut to listen to Jimin's soft whispers he would say out of no where but then stay silent to think of the rest. "What is he talking about now?" Jungkook thought as he felt a tear run down to the top of his head as Jimin was starting to cry with his chin planted above Jungkook's head.

          "I wish to die... If only... I can take you with me.." Jimin added as Jungkook suddenly want to open his eyes and face Jimin. "But you should live your beautiful life. The one set out infront of you. There's nothing for me now. I made so much lies in the past... So much sins that not even my mind can handle looking at myself in the mirror without trying to bash my head in the mirror and hoping I see the light." Jimin confessed to himself. Talking out his issues to what he believed Jungkook was in a deep sleep now. But the boy listened to his struggles. A side Jimin would never tell a living soul.

            "Jimin... No..." Jungkook thought, almost coming close to crying at the thought of losing the most biggest and perfect part in his life. The one that makes him smile, blush and laugh everyday.

             "I've been through so much! I'm tired of it.... And... Having to go through another lie again makes me sick. L-Lies like how I cheated to make sure you were mine. Ugh, I couldn't even handle myself the whole week I had you here. I hated myself and I know you probably did hate me as soon as you found out about me cheating." Jimin whispered in tears. "I told you not to get too attatched, Baby Boy..." Jimin sobbed silently, caressing Jungkook's head. That was the reason all along on why Jimin didn't want Jungkook to get attatched.

           Jungkook thought of all Jimin said. It was torture for him everyday. Not loving anything he has done in life and finally getting tired of it all. It was like toward those days he would like to end it all, Jungkook was there and it made Jimin want to hold onto his battle scars a bit more longer to be there with the boy. Only now, Jungkook knew he had to try his best to make Jimin's life worth living so he can realize that there is always a bright day over the dark and gloomy times.

          Jungkook listened further and suddenly started to tear up silently until he couldn't keep in his tears. "Jimin.... I-I'm sorry...." Jungkook whispered, making Jimin's eyes widen and look down. Surprised Jungkook listened to it all.

          "Shouldn't you be sleeping..?" Jimin asked quickly drying his own tears to look at Jungkook, gaze up with so much tears now.

             "I-I love you... No.... Please don't go... Not when I've already imagined us getting married soon... Don't go anywhere! I promise you'll have a better life now with me here. Just tell me when you don't feel happy! I-I'll wear a clown costume just to make you smile!" Jungkook sobbed, throwing his head down on Jimin's chest. "P-Promise me you won't leave this world and me alone in it..." Jungkook begged, hugging Jimin's chest and allowing his tears to travel through Jimin's yellow sweater.

              "Jungkook.... I'm not going anywhere..." Jimin assured the boy, hugging him so Jungkook wouldn't cry anymore. Out of all the other worst things Jimin went through, watching Jungkook cry for his Jimin was enough to make The man feel like hugging the younger and trying his best to make Jungkook feel better. "I-I didn't expect you to be awake-"

            "Doesn't matter! You can't say that to me... I'll try to make you happy... It's going to be fine now.." Jungkook added as Jimin brought Jungkook up to hug him gently. "Please stay here with me... A world without you is a world I don't want to live in either..."