I'm back guys.

Nothing happened today except for a small fight between two girls.

I'm a bit upset but most people think I'm upset over a stupid situation.

At school or pretty much anywhere (accept for my house and my family), I don't like to show my true emotions so i just pretend I'm happy 24/7.

So, if I show my true emotions to anyone......it means I trust you and care for you.

But.....because of my fake emotions I show them, I think they believe I just don't care, don't care for anything or anyone's feelings.

But I do....

Like I said, I don't like to show my true emotions.

I saw that one person who I actually like, who's best friends with that boy I've mechend a couple of times as Sam (It's not his real name), Sam gets bullied a lot in his Science class (I'm in  a different Science class than him).

His best friend, who I'll call Sally, gets very upset over it, she was upset again in P.E over it.

Many people came up to her and asked what's wrong, she explains to them and they try to comfert her.

But when I ask, she just looked at me funny and just ingorend me.

It hurts because I was actually showing my true emotions for once but.....she ignored it.

No wonder why I don't show my true emotions.

I know some of you think it's stupid to get upset about this but I can't help it....