Heeeey guyyyysssss!!!!

Guess who's alive?!

Yes, it's me-

Anyway, quarantine is driving me slowly insane along with my friends (believe me, what we say in our group chat makes us look drunk) and there's not a lot to do.

Since I'm either drawing, editing or doing my college work, I think I might take up writing again. I don't know when I'll start but I'll give it a try again.

So, look forward for that even though my writing will be terrible.

There's also something else I would like to say...

Most of you on here were probably here when I came out to you all as asexual biromantic and it was so terrifying. It always is.
You were all like a family to me so I wanted to be honest with you.

I though I finally knew what I was and  what I liked but as I carried on with life something still felt a bit off. I knew for certain that I was asexual so I had no problem there, what felt off was me being biromantic.

To me looking over my life, I've realised that whenever I did like someone, it was always a girl. When I came into college I was met with a couple of boys liking me and wanting to date me...but whenever I thought about it, my body and mind just felt...I don't know, repulsed?

Not in a bad way of course! It's just my body and mind just didn't enjoy the idea of being with a boy like that. But, when my mind drifted, I'd think of the same thing but with a girl and unlike before, it just felt more right. My friends helped me a lot to make me realized and accept who I am.

I'm sorry for the small rant but what I'm saying is that I know who I am.

I'm an ace lesbian.

Or if you wanna get fancy, asexual homoromantic.

I just wanted to get it out there because well yes, my friends fully accept me and my mum does as well (even thought she keeps pushing about the asexual part still) but there's still one thing that's in the way.

When I told my dad I was ace bi, he didn't like it. He kept saying that he didn't want me to get a girlfriend and that I should find a handsome boy to look after me.

What's change is that my dad had a glimmer of hope that I'd get a boyfriend but now that I know I'm gay the chances of that are gone.

I can't tell him that though, he finds it disgusting, so he still thinks I'm bi.

It's just hard because I know people still love me but there's still that lingering though in the back of my mind is that not everyone will accept me and that's just the hard truth.

What I want to say is, there are gonna be people out there who won't accept you, but you have to remember there are people out there who do. Family or not.

We love you okay! Don't you ever forget!

You are a person who deserves to be treasured no matter what.

You're worth it.

Don't forget it!

^-^