I have a major dislike to how some things occurred recently. It just feels like most everything is against me. Or at least the things I've experienced are against me.

-First my best friend betraying me and claiming I wanted power... which isn't true. This is just part of the drama that happened within discord. I just didn't want a toxic manipulator being in charge of a server that didn't deserve to be ruled in such a tyrannical way. He just didn't understand he was the same toxic I've seen in the fandom we were in. Plus he caused drama himself, and I just wanted him out of the high power of server owner.

-Then it was my Papaw going into a major downfall after his last day of chemotherapy, and then dying after that. Which sucked he was doing well.

-Then my dog decided to have a seizure on the sidewalk, which is normal for her every few months but the sidewalk...really? On the day we were going to the grave and burying him and all that stuff.

-Then it was this asshole deciding now was a good time to tell me my story was boring. Which was great timing btw. It's not that they knew, it's just I hated how they said it now. Guess it was just timing. Idk. It just hurt me so much. People can be inconsiderate of how authors feel sometimes. If you don't like a story just don't read it. It's so simple yet people feel this need. It isn't constructive criticism to say something is boring. It's hurtful. Even if I said it was awful that doesn't mean I expected someone to be like, "yeah it should be this way. But instead you written like how you wanted instead of how I wanted." Like sheesh. I like writing new things. I thought I was doing a good job of it, but nope. Apparently The story wasn't exciting enough...God it just hurts. I thought it was decent for the plotline I got for it. There's only so much I can do with one plot. It's comments like these that get me. Sure I can have someone hate a ship and be like, "yeah yeah you Skubble hater." But I can't stop being upset over something like this because it just hurts. Especially now that my Papaw has died, and I just feel like I'm spiraling when this happens. It just sucks. I work so hard to make things people will like and appreciate, and then people say things like this. Makes me want to delete the story just because it hurts so much. But I know I should try to forget about it. It's not healthy to be this obsessed.