The air felt different.
Or was it the disgusting smell?
There was a creepy chill, casting a spell of unwavering darkness around me.

My head was hung low. I can tell I won't be able to move. I don't even make the effort.

It's quiet. Like always, but not quiet like normal. It's cold too, my skin feels frozen, but that's okay. I feel my stomach cramping in yearn for something edible.

It's still sore from hacking up a bloody rat.

I'm alone, I guess that's okay considering. Do I like be alone? No.
Yes.

I feel something. Like a slow thrum. Was that? No. It was not Master. There was nothing around.

I calm my thoughts to notice it again, I hear something. But I am mistaken. I can feel something. In my chest?

I let out a weak breath to feel it even more. Thump. Thump. Thump. It's slow, very slow. It's a painful type of slow, and it makes me feel anxious.

I am uneasy as I search for this feeling in my chest. Could it be that one part of my body? I can't remember what it is called but I know that it controls our body's life. Yes, it's that.

But my head whirls at how slow it thumps. Is it supposed to be this slow? Or super fast?

My head whirls again, this time bringing in a wave of pain, spiking my brain. It hurts, like everything else. But it's nothing new.

My mouth opens slightly to let out a quick breath.

Thump. Thump. Thump. Thump.

The pace increased slightly, and I feared that it might stop. It filled the vast area of silence, replacing it with the feeling. I welcomed the sound, letting it to distract my pain.

It was long forgotten when I heard a creak in the distance. Stairs, someone was visiting. Not someone.

Him.

The thumping exploded in my chest, my breath stilled and thats when I found a peaceful bliss. Being dragged into nothingness.

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"Wake the fuck up already!" I heard his scream, followed by a hard punch to my face.

"They're close. So very close. They won't find you. No! They'll never find you." He laughs like a lunatic.

I only hear him growl and my fear spikes. Even though I'm half conscious I can't help but be afraid and cower away from him that's a bit hard, but I managed.

"You are mine!" He screams, grabbing my hair and twisting it into his fist. I gasp, no air pulling into my lungs. A desperate plea. "I will get you back, you ugly fuck."

My thoughts go haywire, get me back?
What is that supposed to mean?

My question is answered with a loud roar above us. His grip is gone, and he runs up the stairs and disappears. I can feel the emptiness encase me. The pressure is building inside me.

I can feel the outrageous THUMP THUMP! The beat is quick.

My fear is now replaced with anticipation. For what?

I have no clue.

I can sense the change in the air stronger now. I feel a slow tingle creep up my arms, a chill arising within me and it's very unknown to me.

And all at once, emotions flood me. It scares me now. I don't know what it is like to feel. Thundering footsteps sound above, about a dozen or more feet stomp the floorboards. A clustering panic bursts in my chest, fearful of what my body awaits for. I don't know if should be afraid or estatic maybe?

Could this be someone here to find me?

Then everything is silent.

The pouring above stops, and the room is dead.

He's gone.

My master left me. I can feel it.

I want to cry tears of joy, but somehow my body doesn't let me shed anything.

Once I find my way out of this chair, I'll be free.

Before I make a move, a long slow creak sounds across the empty dark space. My heavy breathing stops.

No.

He left!

He's supposed to be gone.

The door above is clanked open, but it's not my masters steps who slowly walk down the steps.

It's someone else.

Someone much larger.

Slowly the footsteps descend the stairs, with each step my panic increases.

"Go get the Alpha."
A deep voice echos across the room.

Something bright flashes in my peripheral vision. My eyes are glued shut so I can't manage to look at what is coming closer.

Maybe they won't find me, maybe I can finally rest in peace. I don't want to see what's the outside anymore, I just want them to let me die. No pain, nor suffering. I just wish for a peaceful death.

Growls erupt through the space and if I could I would have screamed in fear. A deathly silence followed though, causing me to twitch my fingers in a tempt to escape.

How pathetic I am, I can only move my fingers.

I'm a statue. Hopefully they'll see me and think I'm dead and leave me here rotting away. If I could just—

"What the —?" A male voice asks. The light, I can feel is now on my face, and painfully shining through my eyelids.

I don't know what to do. If it is any more possible, I froze in my chair.

My body thundering, making thumps.
"Fuck." I hear the voice again.

Then I feel it. A touch, a light feathered touch on my cheek. I try to gasp but I cannot breathe, my lungs won't expand. I am caught in the turmoil of a warmth spreading through my cheek. His touch was a miracle.

"Mate." A thunderous roar reverberates the space around me, but before they anything happens, my mind slips into oblivion and I feel nothing.

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Let me tell you, I got so MAD because I wrote a few lines in this chapter and they were DELETED. I know, I know just a stupid few lines right? Im mad for getting mad BUT just those types of things tic me off idk why ugh:(

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