I sighs before I knocks on the chateau door, I just wants to explain, I owe it for them

John B opens the door, I was relief because he was the easiest one, he was never harsh on me every time I was being my usual me and causing troubles, he just was there

But this time it felt like he wasn't there, non of them was, it's like they took JJs side without a need to take a side.

"Hi" he says "hi" I replies "who is this?" I hears JJ's voice from the back of the chateau

"Come in" he offers. I walks in, he leads me to everyone, they were all hanging out there on the back

"Hey! Liv what happened?" Pope asks "what are you doing here? Did Barry kicked you out already?" JJ comments

"It's not like that-" I says "didn't you said you won't come back?" He questions

"Oh so it's bad that I came back?" I rolls my eyes "I don't know we thought you were too busy with you're little drug dealer" he says

"Oh my god" I groans "I gotta say, it was kind of unfair-" Kie adds "what's the deal with you and Barry anyways?" Jay asks

"Shut the fuck up" I snaps, I takes a breath before I continues "just shut the fuck up for a second, for god sakes" I adds as I sits down, putting my hands on my head

I raise my gaze to look at them "I just wanted to give you guys explanation alright? For Everything." I says

"I'll leave you alone from now on if that's what you want... just let me explain" I adds

"We're listening" John B days with a sad smile and I returns him a small smile

"So first of all, I stole drugs from Frank when I got back home a few weeks ago, I only used few, JJ flashes the other in the toilet" I starts

"I went to Barry's for drugs, it's true but he didn't gave me any and he-" I was about to say but JJ cuts me off before I could finish

"He's a fucking drug dealer, are you expecting us to believe that?" JJ asks

"Frank got there and he knows about the drugs I stole from him, and Barry saw that and he figured I needed help and he hidden me from Frank, he helped me and let me stay at his place when you guys weren't there" I says

"That's not true. We're are always here for you. You are the one that chose to spend time here night at a drug dealer's house" Kie says, she didn't say that in a comforting tone, it's like I was wrong for saying they weren't there, but they weren't, and it feels like she is trying to deny it and getting defensive about it

"You were not there." I adds with more aggressive tone "I am sorry Olivia, but you can't blame us" Kie says, it still feels like she was trying to defend herself so bad and that shit genuinely pissed me off

"You know what? I can. Because you all left me when me and JJ got into a fight. You didn't even listen to me, you just fucking left!" I stands up and feels tears rolling down my cheek

"You left me when I fucking needed you! You fucking left me when I was at my fucking lowest!" I says with a shaking voice

"And a real fucking friend, someone who fucking loves you wouldn't do some shit like that" I says with tears

"We didn't knew it was that bad" JJ says with tears "of course you didn't, you didn't even let me speak" I wipes my tears and sniffs my nose

"I am sorry" Jay walks towards me and pulls me into a hug, I didn't push him, I let him in

"I am sorry Liv" he says with a shaking voice in the hug "I know" I says

"I didn't knew Frank was there I was just being selfish and-" he says but I cut him off

"Can we just not fight for a while?" I asks after I pulls out of the hug to face him, I wiped his tears

"Yeah" he says with a small sad smile "I missed you" Pope hugs me me

I looks at Kie, I notice she was looking at me already, she quickly looks down after she noticed I was looking at her

She didn't say anything, it was just weird and awkward

I watch John B stands there with his arms folded and a big proud smile 

I smile at him back, "You scared the shit out of me" John B pulls me into a hug

"Wait, what about Sarah? Have you talked to her since you guys broke up?" I asks

They all looks at John B and went quite "John B what did you do" I asks

"Okay- I didn't do anything! She was all over Topper and-" John B starts

"And he got joules, all thought he brought a random girl to fuck but anyways he punched Topper in the face" Jay adds

"Look I know it wasn't that smart you don't need to-" John B was about to say but I cut him off

"Are you fucking kidding me? This dude deserved that I don't care" I says

"Thank you!" John B says "you literally has nothing to be upset for I mean you brought a random girl as well" Kiara says

"Yeah but there's a difference between ex boyfriend and some random girl" I says

"Oh my god I can't deal with you" Kiara looks at me "okay what's your deal with me? I've been trying to make things right and it feels like you are the only one who doesn't forgives me" I days

"Uh yeah because I don't understand why everyone else is, I get why JJ is, he said some fucked up shit as well so he feels bad, Pope and John B is basically you're bitches but I don't owe you nothing" Kiara said

"You don't owe me nothing but I don't get what are you so upset about. So I took a few pills! It's has nothing to do with you" I says

"You were my friend Olivia, I was worried about you and you're supposed to tell me that kind of shit" Kiara says

"Were?" I asks "no, I mean, you are still my friend but you've been distant lately, it doesn't feels like you"

I watched Peterkin died, I almost got raped, I thought two of my best friends died, Frank almost killed me multiple times, I almost lost Jay multiple times and she thought imma stay the same?

"Yeah, I've been going through some fucked up stuff I can't possibly stay the same person" I says

"We all struggling as well why do you deserve to treat us like shit" Kiara says

"You don't even know what I been through!" I says "so why aren't you telling me? You always hide that kind of shit Olivia, we are you're friends and it's not that hard to tell us those stuff" she says

"It is hard! I don't like opening up to people, it's hard for me" I says "I am just worried about you, you've been acting off for this past few months" she says

"I know, I am sorry okay? I'll try to be more open but you got to give me my time and my space" I says and she nod

"I am sorry for being harsh on you" she looks down "that's fine" I pulls her into a hug

"Thank you" she hugs me "now it's perfect!" John B joins the hug and after a few seconds Jay and Pope joins as well

It finally feels right, and peaceful.

-

The rest of the day we spent together, it was getting late and me and Jay went to our room

I laid down in the bed next to Jay

"Liv?" Jay speaks as he was as looking at me
"missed that" I looks at him as well

"Did Frank hurt you or anything?" He asks "nah, he didn't knew I was there, I was hiding in Barry's bathroom" I says

"Are you okay?" He asks "yeah" I nods my head with a small smile

"I am sorry" he stares at the wall "me too"

"Jay... there's something I haven't told the rest, I was waiting to tell I swear" I looks at him and he quickly looked at me

"You don't have to swear, I believe you, no matter what. What is it?"

"I came back at the morning because Rafe was there" I says and he quickly sits up and starts to fill with anger and worry

"What happens? Why were he there? Did he hurt you? Did he touched you?-"

"Jay, chill. He didn't hurt me, I mean a bit but not-"

"Wait what?" He asks, I see his eyes full with terror and panic

"It wasn't that bad I swear, he just grabbed my arm because I was about to leave and I think that he is up to something and I think it's related to the cross, I've heard him talk about something that is bigger then the Merchant gold" I quote  him

"Show me where he grabbed you" he days, comedy ignoring the cross part

I reach out my arm "look it's not even that bad" I says, there's still a small bruise but it wasn't that bad

"It's still not okay. He can't get close to you Liv, he's dangerous" he says "there is nothing we can do" I shrugs it off

"I won't be always with you to protect you, like now and we should call the cops or something" he says

"Even if we do they won't believe us" I says "we gotta try" he says "it's a rigged game Jay" I tells him

"But It's not fair" he sighs "just drop it, please" I looks at him why didn't you told the others?" He ass

"I wanted you to know first" I says, he shakes his head as an understatement

"Will you tell them tomorrow?" He asks

"Yeah, and I might go to Barrys, to ask him what did Rafe wanted from him and if he knows something about the cross" I says

"I don't know about that Liv" he says "why?" I questions "what if he's he with Rafe again?"

"So you'd come with me" I offers and he nod

"Okay, I'll come but you gotta be careful alright? I am not 100% trust Barry" he says and I shakes my head as understatement

"Yeah I get that" I nods

I mean Barry helped me, but Barry and Jay has history and I know they hate each others

-

"Guys, I gotta tell you something" I said, says was morning and we all were hanging out on the chateau

"What is it?" Kie asks

"Okay so yesterday in the morning when I was at Barrys Rafe was there, and I've heard them talking about the cross" I says

"Wait Rafe was there? Why didn't you tell us?" He asks "what did he say?" Pope asks

"I just heard hime asking Barry to help him, and he said it's going to be worth it because it's bigger then the Merchant gold" I says

"Why did he asked help from Barry tho?" Kie asks

"Yeah I know, after Barry turned Rafe in it's like really stupid but I can maybe go ask Barry I don't know" I says

"I am not sure about this" John B says "yeah something feels off" Kie adds

"I mean Jay can come with me and I don't know it's for the cross" I says

"Yeah I'll be there and if Rafe will be there we gonna go" Jay says "yeah I nods

After a few seconds Sarah suddenly comes in "hello princess" Jay says

"What's sup" Kie says "hey" I smiles at her

"Shouldn't you be on Figure Eight with you're little groups or polo players?" John B says and Sarah snarked at John B

"Or did you break up with Topper?" He continued

"We're just friends" Sarah speaks

"He's just a friend. You have a lot of friends, Sarah Cameron" John B says

"Yeah and it seems like you've got some of your own too" she replies

"All right, I hate are you doing here?" John B asks and Sarah sighs "I am here for Pope"

"I think I found the island room" she says and Kie and Pope sits up

An/ I am adding a bit of stuff that aren't in the original obx plot, I want to add from my own writing. I really hope you guys liking the last few chapter because I do think there's a develop