I sign before I knock on the chateau door, I just wanted to explain, i owe it for them

John B opened the door, I was relief because he was the easiest one, he was never harsh on me every time I was being my usual me and causing troubles, he just was there

But this time it felt like he wasn't there, non of them was, it's like they took JJs side without a need to take a side.

"Hi" he said

"Hi" I replied

"Who's this?" I heard JJs voice from the back of the chateau

"Come in" he said as he opened the door and letting me in

I walked in, he leaded me to everyone, they were all hanging out there on the back

"Hey! Liv what happened?" Pope asked

"What are you doing here? Did Barry kicked you out already?" JJ said

"It's not like that-" I said

"Didn't you said you won't come back?" He said

"Oh so it's bad that I came back?" I said

"I don't know we thought you were too busy with you're little drug dealer" he said

"Oh my god" I said with a groan

"I gotta say, it was kind of unfair-" kie said

"What's the deal with you and Barry anyways?" he said

"Shut the fuck up" I shout

"Just shut the fuck up for a second, for god sakes" I said as I sat down, putting my hands on my head

I raised my gaze to look at them "I just wanted to give you guys explanation alright? For Everything." I said

"I'll leave you alone from now on if that's what you want... just let me explain" I added

"We're listening" John B said with a sad smile and I returned him a small smile 

"So first of all, I stole drugs from Frank when I got back home a few weeks ago, I only used few, JJ flashes the other in the toilet" I started

"I went to Barry's for drugs, it's true but he didn't gave me and he-" I was about to say but JJ cut me off before I could finish

"He's a fucking drug dealer, are you expecting us to believe that?" JJ said

"Frank got there and he knows about the drugs I stole from him, and Barry saw that and he figured I needed help and he hidden me from Frank, he helped me and let me stay at his when you guys weren't there" I said

"We are always here for you" Kie said, but she didn't said that in a comforting tone, like i was wrong for saying they weren't there, but they weren't, and it felt like she was trying to deny it and getting defensive about it

"You were not there." I added with more aggressive tone

"You can't blame us" Kie said, it still felt like she was trying to defend herself so bad and that shit genuinely pissed me off

"You know what? I can. Because you all left me when me and JJ got into a fight. You all didn't even listen to me, you just fucking left!" I said as I stood up and felt tears falling down my cheek

"You left me when I fucking needed you! You fucking left me when I was at my fucking lowest!" I said with a shaking voice

"And a real fucking friend, someone who fucking loves you wouldn't do some shit like that" I said with tears

"We didn't knew it was that bad" JJ said with tears

"Of course you didn't" I said wiping my tears

"I am sorry" Jay said as came towards me and hugged me, I didn't pushed him, I let him in

"I am sorry Liv" he said with a shaking voice in the hug

"I know" I said

"I didn't knew Frank was there I was just being selfish and-" he said but I cut him off

"Can we just not fight for a while?" I asked after I pulled out of the hug to look at him as I was wiping my tears

"Yeah" he said with a small sad smile

"I missed you" pope said as he hugged me

I looked at Kie, I noticed she was looking at me already, she quickly looked down after she noticed I was looking at her

She didn't said anything, it was just weird and awkward

I watched John B standing with his hands folded and a big smile with proud

I smile at him back, "You scared the shit out of me" John B said as he pulled me into a hug

"Wait, what about Sarah? Have you talked to her since you guys broke up?" I asked

They all looked at John B and went quite

"John B what did you do" I asked desperate

"Okay- I didn't do anything! She was all over Topper and-" John B started

"And he got joules, all thought he brought a random girl to fuck but anyways he punched Topper in the face" Jay added

"Look I know it wasn't that smart you don't need to-" John B was about to say but I cut him off

"Are you fucking kidding me? This dude deserved that I don't care"

"Thank you!" John B said

"You literally has nothing to be upset for I mean you brought a random girl as well" Kiara said

"Yeah but there's a difference between ex boyfriend and some random girl" I said

"Oh my god I can't deal with you" Kiara said looking at me

"Okay what's you're problem with me? I've been trying to make things right and it feels like you are the only one who doesn't lets me" I said

"Uh yeah because I don't understand why everyone else is, I get why JJ is, he said some fucked up shit as well so he feels bad, pope and John B is basically you're bitches but I don't owe you nothing" Kiara said

"You don't owe me nothing but I don't get what are you so upset about. So I took a few drugs! It's has nothing to do with you" I said

"You were my friend Olivia, I was worried about you and you're supposed to tell me that kind of shit" Kiara said

"Were?"

"No, I mean, you are still my friend but you've been distant lately, it doesn't feels like you"

I watched Peterkin died, I was almost raped, I thought my two friends died, Frank almost killed me multiple times, I almost lost Jay multiple times and she thought imma stay the same?

"Yeah, I've been going through some fucked ip stuff I can't possibly stay the same person" I said

"We all struggling as well why do you deserve to treat us like shit" Kiara said

"You don't even know what I been through!" I said

"So why aren't you telling me? You always hide that kind of shit Olivia, we are you're friends and it's not that hard to tell us those stuff" she said

"It is hard! I don't like opening up to people, it's hard for me" I said

"I am just worried about you, you've been acting off for this past few months" she said

"I know, I am sorry okay? I'll try to be more open but you got to give me my time and my space" I said and she nod

"I am sorry for being harsh on you" she said looking down

"That's fine" I said and pulled her into a hug

"Thank you" she said as she hugged me

"Now it's perfect!" John b said as he joined the hugged and after a few seconds Jay and Pioe joined as well

It finally felt right, and peaceful.

-

The rest of the day we spent together, it was getting late and me and Jay went to our room

I laid down in the bed next to Jay

"Liv?" Jay spoke as he was as looking at me

"Missed that" I said looking at him as well

"Did Frank hurt you or anything?" He asked

"Nah, he didn't knew I was there, I was hiding in Barry's bathroom" I said

"Are you okay?" He asked

"Yeah" I shakes my head with a small smile

"I am sorry" he said, now he was staring at the wall

"Me too"

"Jay... there's something I haven't told the rest, I was waiting to tell I swear" I said looking at hime and he quickly looked at me

"You don't have to swear, I believe you, now matter what. What is it?"

"I came back at the morning because Rafe was there" I said and he quickly sat up and he filled with anger and worry

"What happens? Why were he there? Did he hurt you? Did he touched you?-"

"Jay, chill. He didn't hurt me, I mean a bit but not-"

"Wait what?" He asked, I saw his eyes full with terror and panic

"It wasn't that bad I swear, he just grabbed my arm because I was about to leave and I think that he is up to something and I think it's related to the cross, I've heard him talking about the something that is bigger then the Merchant gold" I said

"Show me where he grabbed you" he said, comedy ignoring the cross part

I reach out my arm "look it's not even that bad" I said, there's still a small bruise but it wasn't that bad

"It's still not okay. He can't get close to you Liv, he's dangerous" he said

"There's nothing we can do" I said with a shrug

"I won't be always with you to protect you, like now and we should call the cops or something" he said

"Even if we do they won't believe us" I said

"We gotta try"

"It's a rigged game Jay"

"But It's not fair"

"Just drop it, please" I said looking at him and he sign

"Why didn't you told the others?" He asked

"I wanted you to know first" I said with a shrug and he shakes his head as an understatement

"Will you tell them tomorrow?" He asked

"Yeah, and I might go to Barrys, to ask him what did Rafe wanted from him and if he knows something about the cross" I said

"I don't know about that Liv"

"Why not?"

"What if he's he with Rafe?"

"So you'd come with me" I offered and he nod

"Okay, I'll come but you gotta be careful alright? I am not 100% trust Barry" he said and I shakes my head as understatement

"Yeah I get that"

I mean Barry help me, Barry and Jay has history and I know they hate each others

-

"Guys, I gotta tell you something" I said, it was morning and we all were hanging out on the chateau

"What is it?" Kie asked

"Okay so yesterday in the morning when I was at Barrys Rafe was there, and I've heard them talking about the cross" I said

"Wait Rafe was there? Why didn't you told us?" He asked

"Wait what did he said?" Pope asked

"I just heard hime asking Barry to help him, and he said it's going to be worth it because it's bigger then the Merchant gold" I said

"Why did he asked help from Barry tho?" Kie asked

"Yeah I know, after Barry turned Rafe in it's like really stupid but I can maybe go ask Barry I don't know" I said

"I am not sure about this" John B said

"Yeah something feels off" Kie said

"I mean Jay can come with me and I don't know it's for the cross" I said

"Yeah I'll be there and if Rafe will be there we gonna go" Jay said

"Yeah" I said

After a few seconds Sarah suddenly came in

"Well hello princess" Jay said

"What's sup" Kie said

"Oh hey" I said

"Shouldn't you be on Figure Eight with you're little groups or polo players?" John B said and Sarah snarked at John B

"Or did you break up with Topper?"

"We're just friends" Sarah spoke

"He's just a friend. You have a lot of friends, Sarah Cameron" John B said

"Yeah and it seems like you've got some of your own too" she replied

"All right, I hate are you doing here?" John B asked and Sarah sign "I am here for Pope"

"I think I found the island room" she said and Kie and Pope sat up

An/ I am adding a bit of stuff that aren't in the original obj plot, I want to add from my own writing. I really hope you guys liking the last few chapter because I do think there's a develop