we start panting, She walks back until she hit Rafe and gasp and a second later I felt Barrys body behind me and they grabbed us

"No" I shout

"I really wish you didn't do that" Rafe says to Sarah

"No! Leave her the fuck alone!" I yelled and tried to get out of Barrys grip

"Don't let her leave" Rafe says as he took Sarah with him and Barry nods

"No! Let her go you fucking phsycopaths!" I shout as Rafe walked away with Sarah

"Let me go!" I yelled with tears

"Olivia, everything is going to be fine, I swear" he says

"You fucking snake!" I shout and as we watched Rafe was out of sight he let me out of his grip and I looked at him confused

"I meant it when I said I don't want to hurt you, and I'll try to help Sarah but it would be harder" Barry says

"I haven't thought it would've gone this far" he adds

"I still don't forgive you, not until I see Sarah is safe" I says and he nods

"I know, so can you help me think of something? They want to take her tonight" he says

"What do you mean take her? To where?" I asks anxious

"To a bout, I don't exactly knows to where but they are taking the cross too" i says

"We can't let that happen!" I say as I was about to go into the house again but Barry stops me

"Storming in without a plan won't help Olivia" he says

"Letting him lock Sarah in there is worse, we need to at least fight" I says

"Why are you fighting this hard? I mean it's just stupid how you'd risk yourself to the tiniest chance to even look at Sarah" he says

"I can't let anything bad happen to her, she is one of the pogues and she means too much for me. She doesn't deserve that" I says

"And you do?" He asks

"I mean I don't care anymore, I am fucked up anyways so what does that even matters" I says

"But you're not even giving your self even a chance to heal if you'd keep get hurt" he says

"I don't care anymore and I don't have time for this"

"Well I am not helping you destroy yourself, go back to the pogues, I'll take care of it" he says

"How?" I asks

"I would do anything, I swear she's going to be fine" he says

"I- I can't" I says

"Please Olivia, please trust me on this, Rafe might be back soon to check that you haven't left, you gotta go right now" he says

"Please don't let him do anything" I says

"I promise" he says and I walk back to the other

"And, tell her I am sorry" I says with tears and he nods and I walk away and

"Liv!" Don't do that shit again!" Jay says as he hugs me

"Wait, where's Sarah?" John B asks

"I am so sorry, but Rafe took her, and Barry saved me, he promised me he'll help her" I says

"I am not following, so are we trusting Barry again now?" John B asks

"I don't trust him Liv" Jay says

"I know, me too, but he's our only option" I says

"Wait, where's pope?" I asks

"He jumped on Rafes truck" John B says

"Okay- What?" I asks

"We lost Pope, you lost Sarah, I am saying we're even" Jay says

"Guys! Guys it's her!" I say as I notice Rose and Wheezie going out of the front door with Sarah in their hands

"They got Sarah" Jay says

"What'd they do to her?" John B asks

"I- I don't know" I says as we watches Wheezie and Rose lays Sarah in the back of the car

"It's obviously they drugged her, we need to help her!" I says as John B started to run towards their car and Jay and I followed him

"Hey! Slow the car! Sarah!" John B yells as he bangs on the car door

"Hey, whhezie! Unlock the door!" I shout and bang on the car door as well

"Let us in!" Jay yelled

"Wake up!" John B yelled

We all kept shouting and banging on the card doors until the car sped up and John B fell

"Come on! Let's get to the Twinkie man. Come on" Jay says helping John B stand up and we rans towards the Twinkie

"You good?" Jay asks John B, "yeah" he answers him

"We can't let them take her!" I shout

"We won't" Jay says as we get to the Twinkie and we starts driving

We followed Rose all the way until we got to the place by the dock and we snicked in

"Wait, costal venture. I know that ship. My dad did legs on her last summer. It's a total tramp steamer I worked on her in port" Jay speaks as we were looking at a ship

"There's the cross. Right there. Look." John B says pointing on a huge wooden crate and Rafe standing near it. But he wasn't with Barry though, that kinda made me nervous

"God, I hate that guy" Jay says

"me too" I says

"Yo, John B it's Sarah" I says pointing at her

"We gotta come up with a plan" John B says

"I know. I working on it" Jay says

"If we get over to that barge, we go over. We'll have to get into the water, thought" he says

"That's fine" John B says

"Then we're gonna be sitting ducks" Jay says before kie makes us all jumps saying "hi" from the back

I was still stressed and anxious from the past few days so it made me jump

"Oh my god" I says

"Whoa! I was about to stab your eyes out" Jay says

"You both look scared as shit" Kie says with a chuckle

"How'd you guys even find us?" Jay asks

"Geo-located your phone" Kie says

"Smart" Kie says

"You okay? What happened?" I asks Pope as I noticed he was beaten up

"Rafe. Round three." Pope says

"Nah, not this asshole again" I says

"You freaking kidding me? Again?" Jay say a

"This was a tie" Pope says

"You good?" Jay asks

"Is that the cross?" Pope asks

"Yep." Jay answers

"They're holding Sarah hostage" John B says and I know part of this so my fault

I shouldn't let Barry handle this alone, he probably got into troubles as well and I was just being selfish. I could've help, I could've prevent that and the fact that Sarah is in pain and isn't safe right now is my fault.

"We have to get on that boat" I says

"First we gotta get past the goon squad" Jay says

"Okay, let's move. Come on. Pope, what are you doing?" John B asks as he notices popes mind was on something else

"I have an idea. Just trust me" he says as pope was about to walk away but he stops him

"No, hey, stop running. We gotta go, dude" he says

"Trust me man. Go. I'll meet up with you guys" pope says

I glance at Jay as we sees a huge fire a few minutes after Pope walked away

"It's working" Kie says as all the worker went to the fire

"Pope what was that? Huh?" John B asks him

"Look, that container's going on the ship. We can get in that way. Are you with me?" Pope explains

"You're a genius" John B says

"Let's go. Hey, this way. Come on. Come on" John B says and we make our way to an open ship containing in the back of a truck

"Wait. They're right there" Jay says as pope climbs in

"Wait. Whoa. Did you think this through?" Jay asks

"Yes. This is the plan" Pope says

"That's a trap right there. We came get out once we get in" Jay says

"I know!" Pope says

"You guys don't have to come. Right?" John B says

"I owe it to Sarah" I says as John B helped me me got inside

I glances at Jay, saying "nothing to lose?" I asks

"Nothing to lose" he says and he hopes in and i move my glaze to Kie

"Nothing to lose" Kie answers and gets in as well

"Guess it's better than boarding school" she adds

We all moves between stacks of boxes and hide amount the container cargo

Jay notices I am kinda stressed so he holds my hand and shakes his head to assure me everything is going to be fine and I gives him a small smile

We've been on the truck for a few minutes, "We gotta be on the dock now" Jay says and John B shush him

"What the hell is going on?" I asks as we were stumble around

"Jesus Christ!" Pope cries out

The truck stops moving and shaking and we hears some mans yelling from outside

"We made it" Jay says

"Be quite, JJ" Kie says

John B looks through a grate then quickly ducks

"What is it?" Jay whispers and I put my finger on my mouth in order to signal him to be quite

We all stayed quite for the past few hours, it got dark and they all fell sleep, expect me at least

I couldn't sleep knowing I am responsible for Sarah situation

"Couldn't sleep?" Jay whispers and I jump

"Shit sorry, didn't meant to scare you" he says

"No it fine I just thought you were asleep" I says

"You seems stressed lately- I mean I can't blame you though I am as well and you've been through a lot in the past few days" he says

"You wanna talk about it?" He asks

"I am scared for Barry, he tried to help me and he's not with Rafe right now, and Rafe is keeping Sarah and everything is so edgy" I says

"But what about you?" He asks

"Why everyone keeps asking me that, I am fine!" I says

"You don't always have to fine Liv, you've just been kidnapped and you're thinking about Barry, which I don't fully trust and Sarah"

"Barry did tried to help me, I had a panic attack and-"

"You had a panic attack?"

"Yeah"

"Why didn't you tell me?" He asks

"I waited for the right time" I ways with a shrug and he nods

"Anyways he calmed me down and he rescued me when Rafe tried to kidnapped me again with Sarah and he let me go but I I was less a ducking selfish maybe Sarah was safe right now"

"Selfish? You needed to save yourself, you can not possibly believe that getting yourself out of a dangerous situation is selfish" he says

"It is if I could've help her!" I says

"But you couldn't, you just would've been kept in that ship as hostage like Sarah or worse" he says

"I needed to at least try"

"It's not your fault Liv" he says and i look down and I felt tears in my eyes

"Hey, hey, hey, look at me" he says as he moves in front of me and looks at me

"You've been through so much. Too much" he says

"But she's hurting, because of me" I says wiping me tears

"It's not your fault Liv. I am not allowing you to take the fault of Rafes actions, this man is dangerous and he hurt so many people" he says pulling out of the hug to face me

"Jay, Renfield Body was on his truck" I says and his face drops

"W... what?" He asks

"Look, Jay, if something would've happen to me, if I won't make it-" I says and he cuts me off

"No, Liv, don't say that, please. I can't do this without you" he says with tears

"If I won't make I want you to know that I love you Jay, I've loved you since your ocean eyes met mine and I am so sorry for pushing you away or hurting you, you are my favour person on this fucked in world" I says

"I won't let anything happen to you" he says

"I love you so much and I'd do anything to keep you safe, I love you so so much. You are the best thing that ever happen to me" he says and I could hear the pain in his voice

"I want you to know that you already saved me, in every way that a person can be saved. And you've done so much that you don't know about, you means the world to me"

"You gave me peace, and I'll be always grateful for that"

"Listen to me Liv, we are going to make it and we are going to get that cross and we will be filthy riche, kooks rich and we will go to our surf trip and we'll get the fuck away from outer banks" he says

"That sounds nice" I says

"You see? And you would be able to beat me and be even more better then me at surfing every day" he says with a soft laugh

I think it's the first time he admitted I am a better surfer then him

I laughed as well and we make an eye contact

"See? It's going to be alright" he says with a smile

"I love you" I says

"I knew it" he says with a huge smile on his face

"You ruined the moment! Asshole" I says laughing and he pulled me into a kiss

I kissed him back and felt pure happiness

"I love you too" he says pulling out of the kiss

"I knew it" I teased him

"No you didn't" He says with a chuckle

"Fuck you" I says laughing

A/n: GETTING SO CLOSE TO FINISH SEAOSN TWO!! I AM SO EXICET

Olivia and Jay<333🤭🤭🤭

There will be more of Barry in the next chapters by the way🫶