Guilt

"J! Wait! please" I said while walking over him

"What do you want Olivia?" He said

"I want you to listen to me."

"Listen to how maniac i am?"

"No. Listen to me when I say I care about you and I understand what your going through and I am here by you side. No matter what."

"Liv.."

"I am not going anywhere jay"

"They are right tho. I am being selfish and a bad friend" he said

"Selfish? You are risking yourself every single time for them. You will die for any of them, we both know that you'll do everything to protect them, your not always do that in the right way but Jay your heart is in the right place I promise"

"Do you really think that?" He asked

"Of course I am you dumbass" I said smiling at him. My phone rang and then I saw it was my mother 

"Who is it?"

"Uh... my mom" I said looking at his worried expression

"I should answer it just to know what she wants" I said with a shrug and Jay nodded

"Olivia?" I've heard her voice

"What do you want?" I said, without patient

"I want you to come home" she said

"What about you saying 'do me a favour and done ever come back home'?" I quote

"You've been out for weeks and it's time for you to come home. You have an hour before we call the police" she said

"What the fuck do you want from me" i asked

"Just come" she said

"Is he in there?" I asked

"No... no he's not" she answered but I could hear In her voice sometimes is off but I decided to trust her

"Okay. I'll be there" I said before hanging up

"What was that about?" Jay asked

"My mom says she need me home less than a hour and if I won't show up she'll call the police" I said worried

"Liv"

"I'll be fine, my mom said Frank is not there" I said

"Please be careful and call me if you need help" he said, extremely worried

"I promise. Don't do anything stupid okay?"

"Okay" He nodded and I smiled at him

"Please come back to the chateau and bring back the money or anything I don't want you to be alone" I said

"Okay, I will" he said nodding and I walked away

I walked home and saw my mother sitting on the coach with, surprise! Frank.

I should've known she's a liar, she always have been. Every single time I am deciding to trust her I am disappointed.

"What the fuck" I said

"Calm down Olivia" my mom said

"No you said he won't be here" I said angry

"I have every rights to talk to you" he said while walking towards me

"If you get any closer I swear to god"

"You can act brave but we both knows you can't do shit"

he said while stepping closer to me

"Step back." I said, stress and anxiety started to fill my veins

"We just want to talk to you Olivia" my mom said

"So talk then." I said pissed off

"We know you stole 25k from Barry" she said

"I saw Barry today, he told me to make you bring him his money" Frank said stepping closer to me again

"Look what your friends got you involved at" my mom said

"I am out" I was about to leave but Frank grabbed my wrists, tightly

"We need to have this conversation." He said

"You are not allowed to hang with those friends anymore" my mom said

"Fuck you" I said before getting slapped by Frank

"If you keep talking like that to her I am going to come over and beat your ass-" he says I'd but I cut him off

"Fuck you too! Fuck you. Yeah, fuck you. I fucking hate you, man" I says before he punches me a few times

"Feeling brave huh? Stealing for a drug dealer?" Frank shout

"Oh save it. You are a drug dealer how can you even try to tell me what's wrong and what's right?" I says

"It's not like you are any better than me don't you? You piece of shit stealing from drug dealers" he said before pushing me to the wall and punching my stomach, that was already hurt.

"Your never going back to those friends" my mom said

"I actually thought you were going to apologise" I chuckles "for what?" She asks "fucking bitch" I says

"you just let that shit happens every single time and you don't even gives a shit about me. That's why I hate coming back here"

"Oh you're hate coming back here?"

"Yes!" I said before Frank threw punch at my stomach again, it was harder this time and made me fall

"I am going to the store." My mom said

"Damn right you will you fucking coward, you did this to me!" I yelled at her as she walked away

I was lying on the floor, then I saw Frank getting down towards me, my back touched the cold floor and I was facing him, scared and hopeless 

"This is for the restitution money!"  He yelled as threw a punch on my face

"This is for Barry!" He yelled again, throwing another punches before he put his hands around my neck so I couldn't breathe

"Frank! Stop! I can't breath!" I tried to scream, I felt like I was about to pass out so I kicked his stomach with my legs which made him fall and let go of me, I breathed heavily

"You little-" he said as I tried to stand up but he grab my leg with his arm which made me fall

"NO! NO!" I screamed as he got closer to me and raised his hand to punch but before he could do anything I kicked him again in his balls which made him fall, and I ran away as fast as I could to the chateau

I ran so fast and hard that I couldn't breath. When I arrived at the chateau I saw pope kie and jay, standing in a hot tub arguing

"What is going on?" I asked

"Yeah that's right, I know, Disco mod!" Jay said

"Are you kidding me? You could've paid for restitution" pope yelled

"Or literally giving it to any charity" kie said

"Okay we'll you know what? I didn't do that" jay said standing up and I've seen his bruises he had on his stomach, those are new ones.

"J..." I said

"I got a hot-tub, for my friends" jay said with tears

"You know what? Screw friends. I got a hot tub for my family. I got this for you look what I did for you" he added

"What the hell?" Kie asked, looking at his stomach with a shock expression

"J" tears started falling off my eyes

"No you stop being emotional it's fine okay?" I mean it's sweet right...?" He said and I saw how he wanted to hide his tears in his eyes
I walked over him and hugged him

"I can't take him anymore!" Jay said crying in my shoulders

"I know. I know" I said comforting him

"I was gonna kill him" he added

"It's okay Jay just let it out" I added and felt pope and kie joining the hug

"I just wanted to do the right thing" he said

"I know" kie said

"It's okay, I've got you j" I said

Kie and pope pulled the hug and went inside after a while I pulled too and sat on the hot tub with him

"do you want to tell me what happened?" I asked

"My dad tried to steal the money from me and we got into fight" he said as he looked down

"Jay... I am so sorry"

He raised his head to face me, the first time he looked at me since I arrived
"Shit Liv what the hell happened to you?" He asked, his face turn from exhausted and tired to worried in the second he looked at me

"Frank was there.."

"Wait I thought your mom said he wouldn't be there" Jay said

"Me too" I said

"Shit is it because I stole the money?" He said and I shook my

"No, he was just being Frank you know" I lied, I can't let his take the blame, I know he can be hard on himself.

"It's okay you don't have to lie, I saw him with Barry on my way home"

"It's not your fault Jay" I said, keeping my eyes on him

"Don't try to make me feel better, I know it is"

"I mean yeah you did a stupid thing but Franks reaction is not your fault" I said and he looked down, didn't answer

"Hey, jay look at me. I need you to understand that it's not your fault okay? It's bigger than you or me" I said and he nod before I pulled him to a hug

"Yo, what's that?" He asks portioning at my stomach that was dripping blood "shit" I says "fuck is that blood?" He asks

"I'll be fine״ I says as I gets up "hey, wait" he says as he follows me to the bathrooms "let me take care of it by myself, please" I says

"Fuck off, let me see" he says as he pulls my shirt a little but travelling the bruises on my stomach "Olivia this is serious" he says

"I told you, I'll be fine" I says "Lives״ he says as he pulls me into a hug "don't get me emotional" I says as I was holding back tears

-

The next morning I woke up late, about 3pm and I walked outside where I saw everyone

"Morning princess" Jay said

"Morning guys" I said

"Good Morning" everyone else said

"Wait weren't we suppose to get the gold today? Where is john b?" I asked confused

"Uh he went fishing with ward" pope said

"He preferred fishing on going full kook?" I questioned, confused

"he said he had to, for ward after everything he did to him and the way he helped him" pope added

"We will go get the gold when he'd get back" kie said

"Oh okay, so are we just chilling today?" I asked

"Exactly" Jay said

"To be honest it will be great to just chill for one day" I said as I rest my head on Jays shoulder

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