It's the most wonderful time of the year

That's what I usually hear

Most are blind to what is real

Like how Christmas could push someone to steal

How Christmas could push someone to death

Gone like that with only a note left.

'I'm sorry everyone I just couldn't take it

I should've known I wouldn't make it

I love you all, and I'll see you here

I'll  be waiting when the time is near'

At least that's how I think it would go

Hot tear drops falling and melting the snow

Trust me when I say I know your pain

I once tried to smother myself, but I remembered something to make me refrain.

I thought of my niece, she's really a doll

I remembered what she told me in Fall

"I love you uncle Freddy, don't leave me please"

This memory caused me to collapse on my knees

I cried for hours, just sitting there

I looked at myself with a puffy eyed glare

I forced a smile to keep everyone from crying

Little did they know that I was slowly dying

The outside I seemed joyous, they seemed the same

But leave it to depression, it'll come and take the blame.

Only one thing kept me from dying that day.

A tiny little girl who knew just what to say.

So young and innocent

Oblivious to most things

She could make a funeral happy just when she sings

It's funny how little things can have such a big impact

She loved me until I fixed the way I act

She loved me as her funny Uncle Freddy

"Uncle Freddy get up, it's Christmas already!"

My Jolly attitude, she made it start

Remember that Freddy.. No.. Frederick loves you with all his heart

Please don't cry

Please live so I can say

I hope you all have a happy holiday

     ♥Merry Christmas from Freddy♥