My desire was not filled
I got incomplete
My father got hurt
Coz now my life is thrilled

Papa has given us everything
From bread to the best
He just demanded his only desire
On which I failed and now iam nothing

Motive was stiched to create efforts
Now efforts are in vain and motives are in render
Iam totally bemused
As my life is taking turns on the order of creator

He is the part of alumni
Here iam writing like a failure
He was given award
Where I connect words on the piece of paper

I had a chance to  change destiny
Which is written by one
But change by the prayers ,
Now I lost the battle and feeling uncanny

Okay the wound is in heart
Nobody can see it
Now try your best to make yourself a part
Not able to do then don't fill yourself with wrath

Walk away in a place of peace
Surrounded by nature and green leaves
If get stuck for a way
Then close your eyes and enjoy every day

I know papa you fulfilled my every desire
Believe me I really have tried
it wasn't meant for me right now
I will make it mine someday soon

Coz I believe when you  fall then you fly
When you fail then you try
Achieved it and  feel the peace
After achieving my dream , I will be free

Some day I will give you return
In someway or another
I know you pray for me alot
Because your daughter really want to reach at the highest spot

So basically I and my father saw a dream together but I got totally fail in it ...even today after whole year I still feel incomplete I tried 3 times but got fail so now iam again taking wrong  decisions
Papa if you will read it one day I just want to tell you that iam curious ,inquisitive ,innocent and explorer I just want to try and take risk in my life ..I don't wanna spend a life with no fun and turn