I hold my tears
I try make my mind be clear
Want to give up on life
It that a crime?
Not like you would care
Tried to breathe in the fresh air
I want someone to hold me
To know that's if I ask, I'll just be a flea
Something you want to get rid of
Is it wrong to want to be loved?
To be held and cared for
I feel like there is a trap door
To get be free of this feeling
I don't want you to be dealing
With my thoughts and actions
I would be a distraction
I'm helpless to help
I don't want to yelp
I'm a loser
I'm an accuser
I deserve this pain
I deserve this rain
The cloud that hovers around my head
When I just want a hand
To hold, to catch me...