As the night comes
you feel your blade with the tips of your thumbs
gently placing it on your skin
going deeper and deeper in

As the blood drips
while it falls below your hips
you start to feel numb

As you cry
thinking if you should or shouldn't say goodbye
looking at your old to new scar
feeling like your trapped in a jar

As you remember all the hate and lies people have said
laying down in bed
feeling dead

As you close your eyes
thinking whether you should rise

As you look through your window
seeing yourself now
realizing how that little girl (or boy) inside you change
your emotion state from the past to the present arrange

As you future become blank
while each chapter of your story now shows no ink
now you star to lose hope in yourself fully

As you start to self-bully
opening your eyes to stare at a white wall
now you cry again but this time like a waterfall

As you crash onto the floor
hearing those voice like before

As it gets louder in your head
looking all over only seeing red

As the voices get louder
the night seems to get longer
wishing you could flee from this pain
only to know the voice will only gain
that they will drain any goodness in you
to chain all of your thoughts and break you in two

As your mind is the jail, you as the prisoner and your voice as the guard
they only play the card
so you let them rule

As your just a fool
making your voices seem cool
so you start to listen and give in

As the voices win
now you start to get thinner

As you start to skip dinner
you start to smile more
because you let them control you and now your falling on the floor

As your head slams onto a pillow

As your body becomes hollow