I'm jealous of your happiness with him,
But not in the way that you think..
I'm no longer attracted to him like I once was,
I'm not attracted to him at all anymore.
He doesn't fill my thoughts all hours of the day like he once did.
He's become a distant memory who once owned a key to my locked heart.
Someone who threw the lock and key away planning on keeping my heart and never giving it back.
I wish he never unlocked the lock to my heart and clearly he feels the same because you have him and he doesn't need or want me anymore.
I hate how I'm left to fend for myself again after all the promises he made that day.
The day he told me he loved me with every single fiber of his body, the day he promised me he'd never let me go.
Where did that love for me go?
Where did his need to have me forever disappear off to?
Did he forget all about me whenever you were around?
Honesty, I wouldn't be surprised.
One glance at him was all it took for you to steal his heart and you had him falling at your feet.
I saw the way he looked at you and how it differed from the way he used to look at me.
I saw evey emotion swim through his eyes ranging in things such as adoration, lust, and love when he looked at you.
He told me that when he first saw me it was love at first sight and I believed him because I felt the same.
But the moment he looked at you I knew we were both wrong.
You were his actual love at first sight and I was just the girl he was infatuated with for a short amount of time.
I remember confronting him about it and he told me it was nothing to worry about, that it was me who owned his heart.
And in order to enjoy the remaining moments I had with him I tried convincing myself that what he was saying was true but deep down I knew he only said that to convince himself that I was the one he wanted when you were what he needed.
And that's why I'm jealous of you and your happiness with him.
You didn't have to fight for his heart just so you could keep it.
He just came so effortlessly to you.
I want to have that effect on someone and have them love me for me and not leave me for someone new and better.
A week was all it took for him to realize that I wasn't what he wanted and not even a second was all it took for you to Steal His Heart.