Tell me why must we suffer?

Must we take your harassment!

Tell me firefly why couldn't you just come to an understanding? You came from an abusive family and you could of done better.

Manipulated, tormented, broken into pieces, mind blocker, torturer.

Not one says parent not one says mom or mother..

You pushed me away like the wind,
You sank me to the bottom of the ocean,
You hate me in your actions,
I'm tired of being sad,
I'm tired of being angry,
I'm tired of holding back on what I really want to say,
I'm tired of you lying to others about who I am and how I am when you yourself don't even know who or how I REALLY am.

You are not my mother and I don't say this just so, you are an acquaintance that I just met.

You are a bully in disguise,

You say I owe you but I didn't ask to be born,

God sees all,

I wish no I'll will to you,

But why did you do me wrong when I told you about my abuser.

Now at 24 I tell you again and once again you blow me off,

Don't be surprised when I don't treat you the same,

I'm trying to tend to my inner child who is a mess,

She is healing with me,

We are angry,

She is sad,

A tornado in a glass jar,

Help us come down,

But you won't, we will heal, we will rise, I've got us.

-Nessa