*Thomas is my ex. Written 11-2-2018

Pushed aside

Castaway

I don't understand this side

Especially with what happened yesterday

Torn down

Rejected

You already knocked off my crown

My pain will never be reflected

Forgotten

Lost

I feel as I have been smitten

But I don't like the cost

We made a promise

We took an oath

You were there for Thomas

You experienced growth

I guess I'm alone

I guess I'm nothing

I have to never make my feelings shown

I guess I can't be trusting.