There is a little part in me

Who still wishes to live

there is still a little hope

That I might just survive

And with this, I notice

That, I can be still alive

There is some magic

the one I have never encounter

In this moment as I breathe

That I took my time to ponder

Whether should I live or die

Have no clue what to choose rather

Should I relish this hope

Or I should wait to mourn

That this my end up bad yet again

Do not  know what to choose and when to turn

It can bring joys in my heart

Or it can set my heart to burn

In this blazing heat of sun

I got a bit of tree's shade

But I do not know

how long it will take to fade

I do not know which path to take

Nor I know what decision my destiny has made

I ask mercy from this life

Ask little time for the wounds to heal

I ask little peace for today

That I can realise what to feel

This life and death decision

Has gone longer than any drill

                                   --Written by NyleeGranger