I did my best to leave. I tried so hard, but all you did was find me again, and hold me close and whisper sweet nothings in my ear. And it took so much power to break free, so much energy to get out of your arms. I'll forever be on the run from you, or at least the memories of you. I'm numb. And you were my biggest fix of feeling. I got addicted, I craved you more than anything. More than i craved life itself, because I knew I couldn't live without you. But here I am, living, breathing, and running from you, and putting so much space between us, only to have it filled with silence. It's deafening. I'll never have to hear your melodic voice again. But I'll always remember you. They say you never get over your first love. I was never meant to bend like that, and now I'm broken. But I don't need someone to fix me, because I want you too see what you've done. See if you can love someone who was as broken as you were when I loved you. You're eyes hold the sky, your smile the stars. Everything reminds me of you, and I hope everything reminds you of me. In a few years, I'll send you all of these. I'll hope that maybe you'll realize how in love with me you were. But I know you won't, because you never were. You never will be, because after all, it's like comparing a star to the moon. One shines far brighter than the other.