the clock reads 3 AM

are you still here because i remind you of him?

tears stream from my eyes

I'm not him i don't want to die

i'll never be him

and ill never have you

but i can live with these two

my happiness isn't mine to control

at least not anymore

i've told people not to listen to others

but when i try to do that

i get smothered

but you make it easier

ill be back one day

 and maybe you'll see what you missed

 or see someone you should've kissed