13 years came and gone. 

 You left me here.

 You made it easy to stay. 

I want you to know just how much I've grown, with out you.

 With out you I'm alive, with out you I'm torn.

 I'm the age you were when i was born.

 Your still gone.

 I'm still here, I'm still me, with out you, and your still gone.

 A week from Sunday I'll be 17 with out you.

 But I wish you weren't.

 I wish you were here to watch me grow up, but your not !!!

I wish you were here with me your son.

Please tell me what you want.

Let me help you.

You left when I was 5 years old.

And didn't come back.

And for a while I was happy for that.

But looking back i know i was wrong.

I want you back in my life.

mom