I am so tired.

So very tired.

I get no sleep.

My mind races whilst my body is still.

But still I'm   'wake,

when I sleep

I'm plunged into my sub-consciousness.

Away from this plane of reality.

Trapped within my own body.

Aware of everything that surrounds me.

Thinking of all the days past.

What stops my slumber?

Pain

Pain 'caused to me.

 What I said not completely true.

But i wish it was.

So I can fix this mess.

Although I can't erase my mistakes.

All i can say is sorry...