The sadness was overwhelming.
The hole in my heart seemed irreversible.
Who knew I could hit a new low every day.
Unplanned outcomes affected me.
I didn't know how to respond.
My feelings were gone, I was numb.
The emptiness inside me felt infinite.

Little did I know of the change to come.
Little did I know of the hope soon to show up.
A friend, a glimmer of true happiness, the comfort in a time of need.
The cliche light at the end of the tunnel.
Little did I know how real it could feel.
The feeling of being understood, cared for.
Truly happy.
Little did I know my future made this battle seem worth it.

It is worth it..there is a better time coming.