Maybe you were meant to be mine for just that short time

To save me, to save me from myself

You did that

Temporarily at least

Now, well now, I think I could destroy myself again

The turmoil boils inside of me

The hatred for myself is uncontrollable

Undeniable

Who will save me now?

Myself?

Always you are with me

But not how I want

Every second of every waking hour

You are here

And every second when I should be sleeping

You are here

Because I don't sleep

Will I ever?

My love for you is unimaginable

My heart and soul yearn to feel your love once again

I know I'll feel this way

Long after the last star has fallen from the sky

Long after the Sun has burnt itself out